Yesterday I left home at 7am to fetch mom 2 temple, den was in college to do my group assignment… waited for my group mates for almost an hour when I was already 15mins late… after I was finally done with the assignment, went to pick van up cos she needs to go do some urgent stuff… we then headed to “times book fair” as we had some extra time and she is such a book lover… Drop her of at TRCC den I headed straight to grandpa’s hse for my secret mission… “to make pineapple tarts for my best Jimui, Vanessa”… my aunts were so happy as I volunteered to help them in making pineapple tart… but they got so speechless when I told them my intention was to make pineapple tarts for my friend and I wan to make it into PIG shape… so they decide to ignore me and leave me alone trying to figure out how 2 make my Pig shape pineapple tarts…

Honestly speaking I am NOT a person who bakes nor use the kitchen… and I am not artistic either… but I tried my best thou some of the pigs was so out of shape… sorry dear for giving u the out of shape piggy pineapple tarts… I spend 2hours just to do 27 lil piggy pineapple tarts…so much work gotta b done… need to make the nose, then the tail, then the ears.. all so TINY…

Here’s my master piece…

TODAY is a day of relieve but in the return was SADNESS

It’s the BISDS Youth Group AGM today and also the surprise farewell party that I’ve plan for a week to take place during the last part of the AGM… Vanessa made us a cake… so sweet of her… the cake was really nice… yummy… 2thumbs up… then the rest of the morning was spent in the Audi doing the special PPT presentation that we will use to dedicated to Vanessa during the surprise farewell later with Kim… hahaha… whenever Vanessa walks into the audi we get so tension cos we r worried she will just pop next 2 us n see wat we r doing with the laptop… AGM went on well BUT just that the attendances of the youths are really bad… when the AGM was coming to the end, we had Sis Vineeta to get Vanessa out of the Audi so that we can prepare for the Surprise party…

Once Vanessa and Sis Vineeta left the Audi, Geetha continue conducting the AGM while I and the rest of the exco’s prepare for the surprise party… and then the big time came… We off ALL the lights n oni on the lil spot lights… Vanessa walked in and we started singing “ My Beautiful Friend” song to her… she was really shock and obviously didn’t expect it and she started crying… after the song we had the special PPT presentation of her and lastly we sang the “Shining Friend” song while we present the cake and the HUGE card to her…

* My dear Vanessa, I’m sorry for creating all the pain n discomfort in u for the past week… I tried my best to minimize it but yet I failed but make it worst…It is really horrible n suffering to hide thing from u as I want to share everything with you.. BUT I HAD to do so… it’s the special farewell I PLAN for you with the help of all the other Exco members…

I’m so glad that I do not need to lie and hide anything for you nemore… and relieve that finally I can tell u what I was up to last week and share it with u… But it feels even shittier when I came to realize that the days of you leaving is getting closer… ARGH…. I told myself that I must not get Emo and stay strong but I just cant take the sadness in me nemore…Parting from some1 that change me and made a huge impact in my life really kills me... argh....

thank you for the photo frame u make for me... muaxxx... love ya to bits...