Finally i can post this up!!even thou there might not b no1 reading my blog I was trying 2 b in low profileby not blogging about my return 2 Malaysia so i can surprise dem by calling dem up or poping in2 dem.. but now since i am home 4 more den a week already so its time 2 post.. which in fact i finally had the time 2 sit down n finish my entry!!

I can't believe it n i can't seem 2 accept the fact that its over.. ITS ALL OVER!! my exchange year is finish n now i'm BACK in Malaysia. I WANNA GO BACK TO SWITZERLAND.. I am feeling depressed, sad n tired ..

I am having a feeling I don't feel like being back here. Everything just seems 2 b so weird.. i feel weird back home.. In a place which i had grown up for 17years n just left for a year. I miss being in a surrounded area whereby every1 speaks french. A language which i spent most of my effort n time learning 4 the whole dam year. I miss the nature,the public transport, the weather, the snow, i miss being home der n mostly i miss my host sister LOADS.. She will not b around 2 play, joke n do silly stuff wif me anymore .. Its so hard 2 meet on9 becos of the time differents n also the limited time she could use the internet.

I arrived back in Malaysia on the day before Chinese New Year. Wat a great timing!! it was terribly horible whhen i 1st arrived.. the weather was the no1 killer.. but now i am kinda used 2 it already but still i hate the Sun... I spend my 1st few days of CNY wif my family members n my cousins.. i had a great time in Ipoh wif my cousins..

THATs all for now.. I dunno whether i am glod or not 2 be back here in Malaysia..

Alice ma petit soeur.. tu me manque beaucoup et j'taime beaucoup.. soeur pour toujour.. muaxxx...

I haven been updating my blog for a long time.. so here is some updates..

Gymnase has started as usual.. been going 2 school like usual.. trying 2 spent enjoy my last moments in Switzerland as much as possible.... i just can't believe that my exchange year is coming to an end so freaking soon.. its so unbreatheble thinking about it.. the thought of leaving all that i have here in switzerland for a year n most of all leaving my host sis is like tearing my heart apart.. i so dunno how i am gonna hold my emotions when i bid goodbye with my sis..

my days r all mostly fully occupied till the day i leave swiss.. meeting up wif people whom i wun b seeing for a LONG LONG time after i leave.. time passes really fast when u dont want it to pass fast... my last moment in swiss r passing like a rocket.. i want it to move slower as i really dun feel like going home yet.. as i said before.. i want 2 go home n see my frens n family but also i dun wanna leave swiss... its just so hard for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'LL BE GOING HOME SOON.... ITS UNBREATHABLE... I CANT BARE THINKING I AM LEAVING SWITZERLAND....I WANNA GO HOME BUT I ALSO WANNA STAY... WHO CAN HELP ME WITH MY MIX FEELINGS???????????? HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how did i celebrate my new year??? well................ i went 2 the mountain with my sis n 3 of her frens..2 gals n 3 guys.. the guys r dam nice n funny... we laugh n joke all nite will waiting for the clock 2 strike 12am for the begining of year 2006.... we talk n joke n laugh till 6am be4 we all go 2 sleep.. i call it a quite celebration la.. i didnt go for any BIG parties of fiesta.... we just stayed in the chalet.. ate 'Raclette' on of the swiss traditional food for dinner.. yum~yum~ melt the cheese n put it on the potato.. super delicious..

1st of January 2006.. the guys went skiing.. my sis n I stay in the chalet cos we didnt haf our skiing equipment.. it was still in the chalet where we spent a week.. the snow was wat dey call 'good snow'.. so alice n me make an igloo.. thou we did not sucess making the whole igloo but just the base.. haha cos we end up snow fighting n playing on the snow.. it was very fun i would say...

last Saturday i went skiing again.. YUppi... it was very fun.. My sis n mom didnt go so oni me, dad, bro n a fren of my bro.... NOW i am able 2 ski alone already.. when my dad take a rest i continue skiing ALONE.. my hosr dad was very happy cos i dare 2 ski alone n dat i haf improve alot since the last time he went skiing with me.. i sure wanna profit my chance 2 ski as much as possible as we all know there is NO SNOW in malaysia where i can go skiing.. so definately i wanna go skiing again be4 i go back 2 malaysia.. Boohoo~~ i'll b saying good bye 2 swiss soon.. BUT I DONT WAN TOoooooo.................

2week hols has pass n now its back 2 Gymnase.. class is as usual no big differents... dats all about my updates..... take care people... i haf problem uploading pic in2 my blog so u guys can visit my multiply 2 see the photo....

MY week in the mountain

1st of all HAPPY 2006.. hope every1 had a great start for year 2006..

I am now on my 2nd week of holiday.. Monday is gymnase again.............................. back 2 school...... anyway i'm suppose 2 tell my loyal reader about my hols so this is how is goes....

on xmas day morning... as i wrote in my previous post i went 2 the church with my family.. after dat we come home n its present opening time.. YUPPI............ I got a SWATCH watch from my host parents... i was so happy.. didnt imagine dem 2 spent so much for a xmas present on ME.. n i got a nice leaf shape wax from my sis.. n my host grandmom gaf each of us 100fr as xmas prezzie... after allt he present opening every1 left 2 do their own stuf... pack for the week.. cos we are leaving in the evening 2 the mountains 2 stay till friday.. We arrived at the challet at 5pm.. brought ALL the stuff from the car to the challet.. we had LOADS of stuff.. around 10huge bags.. its our luggage n also the back dat contains the skiing stuff.. dam heavy.... spent a quiet evening in the challet watching tv...

On Monday morning.. woke up n lay around in the challet..Noon time arrive.. Mom, sis n me went skiing.. its started so horribly.. haha wif me now knowing the proper way 2 ski.. but soon it went alright.. it was really fun.. i enjoeyed myself so so so much...

<p>End of monday i was having muscle pain every part of my body.. i cant even run up the stairs.. but den it was worth the effort i made... tuesday n wednesday my sis n me stayed at the challet.. we wanted go ice skating but it was close cos of some reason.. so couldn't go... Thursday.......... we went skiing again.. this time i am so much better.. i can ski on my own already.. my mom n sis will b in front of me.. n i will b behind them cos i am not as fast as dem.. but i still reach the same destination as dem thou abit late la.. hahah.. u cant expect dat much from a beginer right!!! thursday was so much better.. cos i could ski n really feel the fun of skiing rather den always fall.. <p>its

on Friday we woke up at 8.30am to clean up the challet.. after cleaning up we made out picnic n off me n my sis went for ice skating.. that all for my week at the mountain.. came back in the evening..

New year post will b submit during my next post..