In a mood swing

Mood is somethin hard 2 control...y am i always stuck in such stupid mood swing...but still i'm trying my best 2 not continue being stuck inside the mood swing...as i promise him dat i'll always be happy.. Woke up in a bad way..dad woke me up at 8somethin..it really just pist me off.. thought of catching enough sleep den i'll sit down n study..he just spoil my mood of studying..i think waking up on the wrong side of the bed was the main reason i was not in a mood the whole day..having so much fun playing yahoo grafitti wif thian yesterday nite till 2am..really cool game..didnt do much 2day.. sat down the whole day looking at my english tuition hw n till now nothin 3 done..3essays 2 be passed up 2molo but i haven even write a single word 4 my 1st essay..dis ain't good.. i've nothin 2 write d..i'm just feeling so sick of my life..knowing SPM is round the corner but i don seem to haf the determination 2 study..arh..how can i score 8A which dad wants me 2 score??cracking my head how 2 get 8 A's when bro is so much cleverer den me which always say i'm stupid oni had 5A in his spm.. *pls my Guardian Angle help me*

just another boring day

It was raining n i woke up late 4 school..lucky i iron my school uniform yesterday if not den cham d...just finish getting ready den the car came..tak jadi eat breakfast put the medicine in muh bag den ciaoz 2 school..So gek..i go school cos thought 2day can get back my add math paper mana tau ended up haf 2 go dewan kuliah listen 2 the stupid BM ceramah..so stupid the ceramah..dun think got people listen also..every1 is just talking 2 each other n dewan kuliah is just so noisy..after recess eat muh medicine..took back moral test paper..aiks 66 oni..so sad den english period..teacher come in scold oni..crazy fella la she..took back my 1119paper...70/85..not bad la..after dat felt so sleep so just sleep oni in class ignoring the stupid teacher talking infront.. BAlik rumah found out no lunch..hehe..mom cook me maggi mee..after eating trick my bro 2 wash my plate n i went 2 my moms room 2 sleep..headache ma so sleep lor...woke up cos heard 2 idiot quarraling outside moms room.. WAT the HELL..cant they just get out of the hse n shout 2 each other...irritating hearing dem quarral..its not their hse...dinner was fine..mom cook chicken chop n lamb chop..hafte clean the kitchen ler cos so oily... mom went out so i went n bou jok wif jy...haha..nice 2 find a person u can manja wif..hehe..talk 2 her 4 almost an hour..after dat went n mandi den cycle over 2 jamie hse 2 past her somethin..lazy me dun wan go school 2molo so got 2 mafan her help me pass up my book..thanks gal...dunno is i going off9 earlier den usual or vanessa is coming on9 later den usual..cos everytime when i wanna off9 oni she on9 so we dun haf chance 2 chat..but nvm la..i know our heart is wif each other so it doesnt matter how seldom we talk cos we will still be in each others heart..dis is call true friends..still waiting 2 c her new hair style..oklar i hafta go d..sleepy d...how come i just don seems 2 haf enough sleep though i already sleep in the afternoon..nvm la..haha......adios...

Mooncake festival

Hehe 2days is mooncake festival..school declair holiday..cool yar..haha...another day of holiday...haha..woke up at 9.30am n found out no1 is at home...wash up n came on9 2 blog 4 yesterday..cute cute call n look 4 my mom but she was not in..we ended up crapping on the phone..so funny...den meet her on9 after talking on the phone...went off9 at 102get ready 4 driving lesson... Went 2 the kitchen 2 find food after getting ready...Gosh..ntg 2 eat..i was so lazy 2 cook maggi mee n since i'm running out of time cos its already 10.30am i just ate my medicine n off i went 4 driving lesson..Driving lesson 2day was tiring...drove for 3 hours n i nv move from the drivr sit...phone been vibrating so often but just cant care about it..cos my life is more important..buahahah.. reach home at 1.30pm n gosh no1 is at home again...took out my phone n there was 6miss call n 5 sms..dad sms me n tell me evry1 will be in grandpa's place 4 lunch..Aiks n i'll be home alone sonce i haf no transport 2 go there.. Haha decided 2 call jy n chat since so xien n she is having her lunch break.. mana tau got scolded 4 not eating breakfast n just ate medicine..got even more scolding from her when i say i was lazy 2 cook n decided not 2 eat lunch.. terpaksa la eat lunch...hehe lucky there is food on the table..it was my breakfast dad bought 4 me dis morning but 2 late i went out when he reach home..so ate the noodle n took my medicine...OMG after eating my head started spinning.. stupid headache so i went 2 sleep around 3pm n tuition is at 4pm..3.30pm the hse phone rang..i was just so lazy 2 pick up the call but i still ended up picking the call..guess wat..vanessa called..she call 2 tell me she got her hair cut n its darn short..she is so sad about her new hair style..the hairstylist misunderstood wat she say n dats y her hair got so short..dun worry dear, ur hair will grow back... went 2 BGF wif my parents..haih kena paksa go..so cham..my 2 bro also kena follow..went there makan n 3 of us went 2 dharma reading room 2 play monopoly cos we didnt wanna stay 4 the musical puja....went back down 2 the hall at 9.45pm cos dharma reading room got2 close d..haih sit down there do ntg until 11pm..yeah got 2 go home d..came home took a short shower eat my meidcine n here i am blogging..hehe..feeling sleepy now..think the medicine is starting its work...gtg n sleep d...school 2molo..ciaoz..

MONDAY

hahaha..its tuesday n i'm bloging for monday...didnt went school yesterday..not feeling well ler...so cham....woke up n came on9..haha meet few friends on9..all lazy go school...so bored so chatted wif vanessa on the phone 4 ahwile..i did something bad 2day...hump my family's lunch n dinner was....not gonna continue bout it...stomach was so pain so went n sleep around 1pm n woke up at 4.30pm..got ready for tuition n went 4 tuition ler.. after tuition mom came n pick me n i told her i wanna go c doctor later...got scolding cos she is not free later...makan dinner d den dad fetch me 2 the clinic.. he left me there den he n mom went off 2 some place..just becos og the flu n cough i hafta eat 3 medicine..yuck n i hate the cough medicine the most...i called dad straight away after i was done n he ask me 2 wait...the clinic close at 9.30 n its already 9.20 n he is not here yet.. i walk out the clinic n went 2 the restaurant next 2 it 2 haf a drink..i was too bored there n i started 2 call every1..n hell every1 was busy so didnt wanna disturb them..muahaha...finally i found somee1 who is usualy busy but was not busy yesterday...buahahahha..so happeee...chatted 4 like so long oni my parents came...went home n came on9 again....chat for a while took medicine n went of 2 bed..didnt blog cos feel sleepy d..haha..dats how my momday went..buh bye..

Begin happy but ended horrible

Reach temple around 8..went 2 mamak 4 breakfast wif kim..hafta jaga the kids 2sing 4 puja 2day..went back in2 temple at 8.20am..went 2 the hall n realise oni 3 kids were there n we haf 2 sing like in 30min time..so no choice..me ming huiy vanessa n jia yen haf 2 sing...the singing was so nice..i really like it so much just dat the 1st song we sang abit cacat la..but the other 2songs r ok.. After singing we went up 2 auditorium n chat..den we went 2 class..class ended early n we went back down 2 the auditorium..me jia yen kim ming huiy n vanessa were sleeping in the auditorium...all of us was so tired..haha but we end up didnt really sleep la..cos so many funny things happen..n we just couldn't stop laughing...its was really fun..after dat went down 4 choir...choir is always the time i dislike the most on sundays...vanessa should know y la..not gonna mention it here..so happy choir 2day ended early..after vanessa left i chatted wif su-ann jie jie n yun rong..i really chat alot wif jie jie 2day..after yun rong left we somemore chat den continue chatting in mamak... Left temple wif mom around 3pm...reach home n i went 2 sleep...woke up n went 2 granddad's place 4 dinner..sort of enjoy myself there la playing wif my 2 lil cuz..it was raining outside n they couldn't go out n play lantern..so i took them in2 the dining room..off the lights n light candle in the kitchen..they enjoy themself so much..i was hoping dat i didnt haf 2 grow up n just be a kid 4ever so i haf no need 2 face so many problems..but this is life wat can i do... came home n decided not going school 2molo..went 2 jamie's place 2 pass her somethin 2 pass 2 teng 2molo..after dat i call jia yen n bou jok wif her after putting down the phone n came blogging n my horrible time begin...mom n dad reach home around 11.45pm..dad started 2 lecture me cos i haven fold the cloths..i got pist of n kind of raise my voice cos i told him i will fold but he continues lectureing which was pissing me off..mom came out of the room n scold me 4 being rude 2 dad..n she started scolding me..say i nv do the work i'm suppose 2 do..somemore wanna talk 2 dad so rude..den say 'shannel 2day help u wash the cloth also u dun wanna fold..dat is ur job ...bla bla bla..' i nv ask her 2 do 4 me also u ask her 2 do is ur business la y wanna go n link it 2 me..after dat got scolded somemore...thanks 2 all my brothers la...complaine complaine complaine... y jie jie always can use the com...she having SPM la..y dis y dat...wat the hell.. cant u people just mind ur own business..cant get wat u wan so come n boy caught me la...F**k it man...mom sees anythim she mm song den put the blame on me..wat the HELL...... I really got so pist of.f..when i do extra work u nv say a thing...when i nv do lil thing u come n scold..scold nvm somemore wanna link old time story n scold 2gether...4 the same thing got 2 get scolding 4 so many times..y are mothers just so stupid n cant get a life...they just cant understand how i feel..being the only daughter n wif 3 bro's in the hse is not good at all...every1 things u r the only daugther sure very nice wan...its just all BULL shit...wanna watch tv cannot ..y.. cos my bro's wanna watch tv 3 againts 1..wat can i do fight wif them 4 the tv?? how??its 3 againts 1..fine den i use the phone la..say i talk 2 much on the phone,.. so i use com la..say i always use com..my bro's complaine me always using com they cant use.... Y cant they just think if they r in my shoe wat will they do..being the only daughter in the hse is very lonely ok..wat u wan me 2 do..watch tv wif them?? they watch wrestling n wan me 2 watch ?? my younger bro's haf partner cos both of them r oni 2 years different.. n i hate my older bro n he hate me 2..we just wun get along...he has his gf... n THANKS 2 his gf dat caused me more trouble den ever......all of them haf some1 2 play wif talk wif... but me..i'm just alone... wat u wan me 2 do..every1 needs accompany...so i talk on the phone go on9 2 talk 2 my frens la.. at least by doing dat i feel my sense of belonging in dis world..i still know there r friends who cares 4 me n love me as who i am...which i could nv find in dis hse...i feel so sanfu staying here...n now even more wif my bro's gf staying wif us...she is just a bitch 2 me..shouldnt call her bitch cos she is not QUALIFIED to be one..bitch atleast must have the face but she don haf she is just so ugly somemore always praising herself n thinks she is so pretty..get a life..so like 2 'cat hai' in front of my mom..do so many things 2 tham my mom happeee....think u r so great yar... FUcK OFF man..cant u just get on ur life n stop messing wif my life.. wanna haf relatioship wif my bro den haf la y wanna come n mess up my life.. my life is already like hell n now u haf made my life even worst..got me in2 more trouble den ever...the whole family didnt feel any different right...of cause u all didnt..because u r not effect..n u all r just so selfish...i just hate my family so much..wan somethin treat me so good after dat treat me like shit...is dis call family....i doubt so.. i already hate 2 stay in dis hse n now i even hate it more... sometimes i just thought of running away...i haf2 act as thou i' strong so dat i can demand 4 wat is mine in the family..always wearing a mask is just so sanfugot 2 hide everything n not being able 2 express out.. cant express the probs n suffering 2 my parents cos i tried be4 n it just made things worst be cos they wun understand n they will just put the blame on me..if its not becos i haf such good friend like vanessa, jia yen, saw kim, yee teng, shi yin, siew yin..i think i haf already became crazy becos of the depression..thanks 2 them becos i haf them in my life n i can share my problem wif them laugh wif them i can just be myself when i'm wif them..tears haf not stop driffting down my chick since i stared bloging just now...i'm really feel very san fu...n its really killing me... those who really care 4 me n understands me will understand wat i mean in my blog..y cant i just haf a family which cares 4 each other...i know life is full of ups n down but y is my life only wif downs n i can hardly find any ups...the only happee time i haf is wif my kalyana mitras but not my family..dis shouldnt be the way.. but its happening in my life..

Fun Day

Let me begin wif my day yesterday since i was 2 tired n couldn't update my blog yesterday..its was such a wonderful day yesterday..i really enjoy my day..i woke up around 7am..flu i guess dat made n couldn't sleep..mom n dad wasnt in already they went 2 fetch lil bro 2 school n den go 2 market..so i went n pack la cos i'm going LAGOON wif my QM frens.. haha sick still go but who cares..2 me fun n hanging out wif frens are more important...so left hse around 10.40am 2 lagoon..thian walk 2 my hse cos she wanna tumpang my car there...we reach around 11.05am..i was thinking shit lor late liao 5 min..mana tau when u reach the entrance of piramid no1 is there...haha i started calling them la..most of them r in piramid d la but just not at our meeting point.. while waiting saw yeeteng walking 2wards us..she look so sad..poor teng..her phone cannot on..she went n ask around in piramid's phone shop n all the shop say they dunno n cannot help her...so poor thing..her phone not even 1month old..the late comers came really late...we went in lagoon quite late but we had fun though it rain la..haf 2 leave early2 go temple 4 lantern nite..sorry guys made u all cant eat n haf 2 rush me 2 temple..thank u so much yar.. reach temple n found out my mom wasnt there yet..hell she called n scolded me n warn me 2 be there on time..F*** it..she is not there when i reach n she came like so bloody late..i really had fun in the temple other then the mad thing i had wif my mom la..guess wat..gaik khim came 2 temple..hhaha..after 4 years she ffk me she finally appear..its becos her mom wants her 2 drive her mom 2 temple dats y she is here la..but still she came...besides, alot of my frens came.. we had a great time chit-chatting...so fun.....the fancy dress competition is so fun..u c parents dress their children up so beautifully n so creative..the whole thing ended almost 11..the youth were taking the backdrop down..vanessa was so sad..becaus it the end n she had 2 say bye bye to her backdrop where she put so much time n effort in it..wif the help of the youth la..so we took down the backdrop so polite 2 make sure we dun spoil it..didnt go home after dat.. i went 2 kim's place 2 stay... reach her hse around 12am..bath n we chit-chatted 4 awhile.. I was so tired so i went 2 sleep..mana tau nose block..cannot breath..got 2 wake up n clear the mukus in my nose.. sitting beside the rubbish bin blowing the mukus out..haha..after dat went back n sleep..still block my nose but i just can be bothered anymore cos i'm 2 tired...so i just sleep....there goes my wonderful day..its been along time since i haf a joyful day...

FRIDAY

Just another dull day in school...school suck 2day cos it was so darn bored n i am darn sick...stupid flu...........made me used up so many packets of tissue n keep sneezing the whole morning... After school i reach home around 1pm..i rush n finish my essay n had my lunch..mom came home at 1.30pm n made me follow her 2 mid valeey...hell..i'm having tuition at 3..cant i just use the time 2 rest...aiks..no choice but 2 follow instruction..went 2 MV wif her lor...she went 2 carefour n i went 2 Memory Lane.. i got jia yen's b'day present..Dear, hope u will like the present..rush 2 tuition after that..OMG...went we were suppose 2 hand in our essay i realise i didnt bring mine...OMG..its so bad...n i got so pist off..flu is still not recovering after taking the flu medicine...tuition was ok lar... After dinner went 2 MV again wif dad.. haha dis time i went 2 get somethin 4 my self n also 4 SOME1..haha..u should know who u r la... i know u were darn happy knowing i got u wat u wanted...happeee ler...muahahah... OKlar..i bette go n sleep...gonna go 2 lagoon 2molo...haha hell n i'm still sick... dun care la..go haf fun 1st......ciaoz

Thursday

Went 2 school as usual...school seems 2 be more bored day by day...I've not been doin anything in school 2day..last 2 period of school is worst..half of the class went 2 dewan kuliah for some ceramah..i didnt sign up 2 go cos i just wasnt interested in the ceramah..so the class oni left like 17 of us..so teacher didnt teach.. haha so nice of teacher gaf us sweets 2 eat...wah..feel so successful...i did my add math homework during the last 2 period..hahaha...10min be4 school ended the rain started 2 fall...in its not small the rain..its such a heavy rain...OMG...i'm so sure i'm gonna get all wet...same goes 2 every1 la...from school i walk under the rain all the way out 2 ESSO...my gosh..i was all wet..just like 'wet chicken'...reach out n c no1 that goes back wf me in the same car.....started 2 worry...but lucky say the other guy coming out so i was releave..the car came like so dam late...i was already half dry...the wind had dry me..n the cold wind make me worst... I reach home around 2.30pm..quicky went n change my cloth..but it didnt help much cos i'm already consider dry blown by the wind after dat by the aircon in the car..after lunch..n i started sneezing... n the stupid flu attack me again..so cham..i hate flu...went n sleep after taking medicine..i got so pist..i so hard oni got my self in2 sleep becos of the stupid flu n my dad called n woke me up..made me got up 2 pass somethin 2 his fren whom is waiting outside my hse gate..after dat i went back 2 sleep la..force myself 2 sleep n hell dad call again..i got so dam angry n nearly scolded him..but i didnt la..after putting down the phone i couldn't get back 2 sleep anymore..arhh...got so mad...i feel so tired but i just cant sleep.... Dis is how my day went.......its jia yen's b'day 2molo...i'll just stay uo till 12 to wish happy b'day....she is such a sweet fren dat i will tresure 4 life...OMG...flu is getting worst...n i even started coughing d n i'm having saw throat..dunno can tahan until 12 to wish her anot....but i'll make sure i dun fallasleep after taking the medicine..must recover faster loo..i'm going 2 lagoon on saturday.. dun wanna go n play in a sick condition... haha must enjoy the fun...oklar..dats all 4 2day...ciaoz

To all muh friends

TO all my Friends out there, You are the Best and i love ya! I got your back You got mine, I'll help you out anytime. To see you hurt To see you cry, Makes me weep And wanna die. And if you agree To never fight, It wouldn't matter Who's wrong or right. If a broken heart Needs a mend, I'll be right there To the end. If your cheeks are wet From drops of tears, Don't you worry, Let go of your fears. Hand in hand Love is sent, We'll be friends Till the end!! Today is just another dull day for me..Went to school as usual n the only different is i been bringing my phone 2 school everyday...almost half day the time i was doing nothin in school..got back my add maths paper1 mark..its just so horrible....just gotta work harder for my add math...I got my BM marks n i am quite dissapointed..i cant get an A for my BM..i've been getting A since the beginning of the year n now i bount get an A..though 2 other people my marks is high compare 2 them but BM was the only subject dat i can score n hell now such a dissapointment..now i'm trying 2 c whether there is mark teacher didnt gif n try u find marks 2 archive my A..wish me luck my friends.. came home n did nothin...just sleeo the whole afternoon..dats all about my day SPM is like 40days away n i'm still not studying...OMG...help...i need help...can any1 help me n get me back 2 my books....i really need 2 study but i just dont seem 2 be able 2 study..ciaozz....

TUESDAY

hump..nothin much happen 2day..nothing to write so ciaoz...

2day was a hectic day 4 me

ARH..Monday is always the most tired morning of the week after the weekends.. went 2 school as usual..sometimes i just find the school stupid..u wanna haf assembly n call urself so kind 4 letting us sit down on the floor...but hell i rather stand..the floor is wet n inbetween the bricks grown lil grasses n ade the floor even weter n we haf2 sit on the floor..haha ended up every1's skirt has patches of water stain..but i didnt haf any cos i sat on my plastic folder..class was so boring..after 3 weeks of trails n teacher is now discussing the exam paper..hell why dis time the teachers get so hardworking marking our papers so fast.. OMG dun even need 2 look at my BIO paper 1 n 3 its already confirm i flunk my Bio.. i got 18/100 ofr paper2..the mark i got is not even quater mark 4 the paper.. BM was not so bad..i was quite happy 4 dat paper..i got 62 4 my karangan paper..consider high d..so happee..be4 school end is fizik period..arh she gave back our FIZIK paper2..i got32/100..atleast better den my bio..haha..hopefully i can pass my fizik.. Dad pick me up after school at 2pm..mom dad me n kang went 4 lunch..haf 2 rush man..reach home at 2.30 n my driving lesson is at 2.45pm..i quickly wnet up 2 change n need 2 boil egg for mom..uncle jimmy came n off i went 4 my driving lesson..its was quite fun la.. so nice of uncle jimmy.. he on hitz.fm 4 me 2 listen while i was driving..he drove me 2 the driving place in sungai buloh..after 2hour of driving there we r on our way back.. uncle jimmy didnt wanna drive..he made me drive from sungai buloh back 2 my hse..OMG its like so far..n dat time was like 5.15pm..people finish work n r heading home..arh... but nvm la i so clever..haha..didnt end up in any accident also if not also wun be sitting her blogging ler..muahhaha..stupid when we reach kelana jaya..the road there was quite busy..n hell the rain falls..so cruel..hhaha but i still ended up reaching home safely n uncle jimmy didnt get any heart attack.. I reach home late n haf2 rush 4 tuition...becos i was late 4 tuition i sat beside teacher 2day..so cham n i was so sleepy..got 2 tahan the eye open cos she is just right beside me.....2hours tuition was like a day long 4 me.. after tuition came home n haf dinner..i hf no reason y n dad started 2 lecture me..i haf no idea wat is he mumbling cos i also didnt wanna listen..took the phone n went up 2 the room n bou jok..after finiah chattiing on the phone came out n found out mom n dad went out..so happee...wun get lecture again...n i'm here blogging.. here is how my day went 2day..gtg dad is back..if he sees me on the net n not studying i'll be dead cos i'll get lecture again..ahha..bye gonna sleep d..ciaoz...

SUNDAY

Sunday has always been my favourite day of my week..cos i'll be going 2 temple n will be meeting my frens there..haha u people must be thinking i'm crazy 4 liking 2 go temple but i just love going temple on sundays...went 2 temple as usual 8.30 in the morning..suppose 2 go 4 breakfast in grace corner but haf 2 help my mom 2 sing so my breakfast was delay..after singing i went 2 mamak n join muh frens 4 breakfast ler.. after breakfast as usual went 2 class...class is as boring as it was..wat can u expect from dhamma classes...stuck in the class for 1hour n class ended...went down 2 meet those who was so lazy n ponteng class..den we went down 4 choir practice..singing n joking in the same time was so fun..haha but got scolding la cos we were not concentrating n making noise..all of the teenagers left early becos all of us r suppose 2 attend meeting..me ,ming huiy n jia yen ended up going 4 meeting late..we went for harmonica class 1st..OMG the kid r really so naughty...they wun even listen 2 u even though u scream at them.. n they r blowing the songs so teruk...but they ended up kena scold by me la..cos i cant tahan them so noise n naughty playing around but cant even blow well..i think i was quite mean 2 few of them la but i cant help me they r just 2 much.. LAter on went in 4 meeting for 5 min n i gtg d..so sorry i couldn't stay 4 the meeting...mom was scolding haha cos i promise her not gonna get involve in anythin till after SPM..haha but wat 2 do i so 8..muahahah...went home n sleep 4 the whole afternoon..woke up n went 4 dinner... Mom is in pain..her hand suddently was so pain..i can feel the pain when i c tears on her eye..i cant help much so i just sat by her n reiki her arm..but lucky she feel better but still its pain..dad just reach home..bro picked him up from KL CENTRAL..he came back from Perth..i told dad 2 bring mom 2 c the doctor 2molo hopefully she will be better ler..gave her panadol 2 release the pain n hopefully she get 2 rest n sleep..my day ends by blogging her.. gtg d school 2molo..nite nite..ciaoz...

2day is just another terrible day

My day started off so horribly..as usual sat morning i'll wake up early cos ADD MATH tuition at 11.30am so hafta finnish muh homework..but 2day didnt turn out as wat it was suppose 2 be..mom came home from market n i hear her shouting muh name..arh..went down n saw the huge amount of vegetables she bought n i knew it will be end of my day..here goes my day..washing all the vegetables she bought i was so mad..hell..i haf loads of add math work 2 do n tuition is at no time but i'm stuck her washing the veg n couldn't do my work.. n my stupid bro went out 2 haf breakfast n didnt come back..how clever of him leaving me home wif all the work..as usual mom is so busy wif her hand chopping veg n wif her mouth non-stop scolding.. so happee it was 11.15am n i can leave for tuition..went for tuition wif no homework done made me so worry n scared..i never forgot the last time i didnt do my work n i got blasted like ............it was so scary..hah..but lucky it wasnt dat bad 2day..her mood was good so god bless i didnt get blasted by her..after tuition i came home..meet my mom's frens in the hse n they were eating..went in2 the kitchen n saw mountains of dishes in the basin..mom walk in n said "chien, wash all the dishes." I was so mad at dat very moment..HELLO.. i'm not the maid of the hse..u wanna haf gathering den clean it urself la..wanna eat den wash urself la..wanna seek for help also use a better way la..as though i'm the maid..so i haf no choice but to clean up all the dishes n clean the kitchen which was hell in a mess..wat choice do i haf..dats my mom.. later in the evening went to temple 4 choir practice..the rain was so heavy..cant even see the road properly while my mom was driving n some roads were facing minor floods..reach temple 30min late as suppose but wat 2 the weather is so bad..2day is SZE HUEY'S birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUTE CUTE...if u ever meet dis cute gal u will never regret knowing her..she is just so perfect as a fren n u will just gif a helping anywhere, anytime n can help u in anythin as long as she is able 2 help..she will never say no 2 u as she is just so humble n nice..we went 2 mamak 2 celebrate wif her after choir practice..we order the fried ice-cream n place a candle in the middle of the fried ice-cream..when the waiter brought the fried ice-cream we sang her a b'day song n we sang it quite loud..after dinner went back in2 the temple 2 do the backdrop for lantern night.. I haf 2 leave early cos mom wants 2 come home 2 rest..To my fellow friends, i'm so sorry i couldn't stay n help out...hehe..SZe Huey boild 'tong sui' for us..so sweet of her..its her b'day but she cook us 'tong sui'..dun worry i'll surely finish it up..cos its just so nice n somemore its boild by u..hehehe...oklar i think i haf been writing alot...just feel so great after expressing muh feelings n thoughts out..ciaoz..

wat a day

Trails has finally ended..shouldn't I be happy about it..arh..i have no idea y i'm not feeling happee..i'm so sick of sitting for exam..entering class for exam every day knowing dat u will flunk the papers isn't a goof feeling n obviously the feeling suck...I'm just feeling so restless 2day..went fot tuition n being so restless in tuition made me got extra more question asked by the teacher..things dat was thought by teacher doesnt seems entering my head..its just like going in from the left ear n coming out from the right ear immediately..i feel so bad but i cant help it..tuition finally ended n i was hoping 2 get home as soon as i can but hell i was stuck in the teachers hse..didnt know wat the hell my bro was doing n he came so late 2 pick me up.. finally i got home n hell got scolded by my mom...n i have no idea y did i get scolding..n all dis just made my mood even worst.. WAT A DAY !!!!i guess i need 2 go n sleep n just forget about everythin..hope i will just feel better 2molo.. ciaoz....