With the rate of me losing my stuff, perhaps one day when there is nothing left, I would lose myself instead..... Yes I admit I am messy but not to the extend of losing things that I always keep by my side..

1st I lost two pen drives that has always been in my beg wherever I go... Than I lose my locker key as well... When I wanna get the spare pendrive I keep at home, It isn't there anymore... It went missing too.. Than now as I clean and rearrange my table so that I have a more spacious and tidy table to start studying, I realize my E-Business text book is missing (Pray hard it is in the locker)... Every few days, I will realize something is missing... I dunno what is next in the list that will leave me.. ARGH!!!! !@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@@#$%^&*(

Not feeling too well today.. I was fine in the morning but started to feeling uneasy in the afternoon.. My tummy is not feeling good and there is this super uneasiness in me.. I dunno why am I feeling so but I am feeling really disturb by it... Just want it to go away!!! :'(

I couldn't wake up this morning cos I didn't sleep well last nite.. kept waking up in the night cos of the disturbing itch I had with my throat.. I thought it would be a grumpy morning when I got off bed rushing to work with only 10 mins to prepare.. I was so wrong cos it was one of the greatest morning I had in a while.. Smiles and the joy just emerge from within... no words to explain nor describe.. It just simply lifted up the cheerful mood in me to start the day.. Every simple little thing could actually make up a great day..

I am like finally letting myself take a break from everything and my body just shown me how exhausted I am.. I lie down on the bed just to rest my back and the next thing I knew, its 2hours later... I fell asleep... I could barely open my eye when mom woke me up to eat my dinner.. I thought of just sleeping till tomorrow but apparently I ordered my dinner so I gotta wake up n eat it up (which I have no memory at all asking my mom to buy me dinner)..

Having free time means your mind has the time to start thinking.. Thoughts has been floating in n out... memories has been flashing back it brings of smiles... I really do miss the times we could just out to eat or do some shopping.. It was just a phone call or just an impromptu decision and the next thing we know, we're in the car heading out :)

Over the years, I have learn what is appreciating the presents and be blessed with whatever I have.. Not to mourn over why I am not getting enough but rather be contented with what I am given.. Appreciating will make one happier than being unhappy for things that one isn't getting.. Life is too short to be unhappy..

Its officially a month and I'm getting use to it being part of my life... I no longer ramble about the hassle that I have to go through but rather I am pretty happy and comfortable with it.. :)

Dad is back from Sabah.. Dunno how long will he be in KL.. Perhaps a week or 2 weeks.. It all depends on when the machines in Sabah is done reparing.. Hope he will stay till after we celebrate his birthday... Last year, we didn't get to celebrate his birthday cos he way away in Sabah...

The weekend is here!!! I am happy the weekend is here and this is going to be a weekend to catch some rest.. besides working tomorrow till 1pm, I will try my best to stay home n catch rest.. Sunday would be rest day as well... Its school holidays already so BISDS is closed for 2 sundays = 2sunday off for me.. :)

The last assignment and presentation has ended today.. The assignment marathon has finally came to an end for this semester... Mentally n physically I am getting really tired from trying to cope with work and my studies.. Working n studying is definitely not something that one can easily balance out..

Now that assignments has come to an end, which means its time to welcome exam.. Exam will start in two weeks time.. I have to start studying already if not I will not have enough time to finish up everything... but I need the motivation.. The push that will put me to start studying and stop slacking... :( :( :(

There would be a time when one when one faces unhappiness..

There would be a time when one feels that everything is just not going on the right track...

There would be a time when one feels that they are not good enough...

There would be a time when one losses their directions...

There would be a time when one can't differentiate what is right or wrong..

There would be a time when one's life seems so mess up..

There would be a time when one's life seems so unorganized..

There would be a time when one do not know what they want anymore..

There would be a time when one will just feel like giving up..

There would always be a time when all different kind of negative thought will come after us and make us suffer..

But

What doesn't kill us, will make us stronger..

One must never Give up trying..

One must always be positive..

One must belief in themselves..

One must never forget there will always be someone around for them..

There is always a light in the dark..

There is always an exit when there is an entry..

When one door closes, there would b another door that will be opened..

Nothing is impossible when we belief in it...

We will be able to excel and pull through it ..

Hand in hand together we will move..

The light is there to shine the way..

Today hasn't been a good day... Started of with waking up on the wrong side of the bed... Had a dream that I was waiting for it to happen in July.. But it was just a dream... The moment I wake up from sleep, disappointment was the feeling I had.. Wat a bad start of the day.. Went to work and couldn't settle myself with work even till time to get off work.. Did so many mistakes and getting myself to focus on my work nv succeeded.. Lucky thing today my supervisor has meeting so half the time she isn't around which gives me the time to correct my mistakes..

Went out meet up my groupmate in Sunway for the Group Assignment.. as I was packing my laptop, I started looking high n low for my pendrive.. I can't find it anywhere.. the best part is BOTH my pendrive went missing together.. Yes I use 2 pendrive this sem and both are in my bag all the time.. I already notice my pendrive wasn't in my beg on Thursday but cos both also wasn't in the bag so I expected i left it at home cos i always use both together.. Than today when I Needed them, I cant find them anywhere.. I got really pist off as all my stuff are in the pendrive.. there are certain things that I only have ONE copy and its saved in my pendrive... I was so frustrated that I left my hse only with my laptop and left my file behind.. I only notice I didn't bring it out with me when my groupmate asked for the Assignment 1 Hard copy(Which was with me) and also the unit outline to get more info for the assignment 2.. I got more frustrated and angry with myself.. and the list of frustration with the assignment went on n more... Including this 2 pendrive, I have lost I think 5 pendrive in 2 years... ARGHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Why is my pendrive all going missing?? WHY?? WHY?? Why??

Adding to the bad day, My injurded leg has not recover.. and apparently it got worst after the 2nd visit to the doctor... I am so not going back to the doctor again for the time being.. If it still gets worst than I would have to go visit the doc again.. Pray tt it will get better...

Everything just doesn't seem right or in place today.. so not my day today!!! ARGH... gonna call it a nite and Hope its gonna be a better day 2molo..

Having someone accompanying when one gets frustrated, tensed up and down really does help in bringing the mood back up... :) every little thing done or said could just make a smile.. I realise I can really get satisfy easily at times :)

Life is like games of gamble isn't it? Perhaps gamble is not a good word to describe.. Maybe life could be better describe as risk taking... Even step taken is a risk... So what if a decision is made and there is an obvious result to it.. at any moment, changes could just hit and change everything.. Life is never a smooth sailing journey.. its is full with ups and down, turnings and stops.. Being able to continue the journey every time one encounters an obstacle is a blessing...

It is just funny some times how things happen.. When you think your life journey is now having a smooth sail, unexpected things tend to happen.. Even the tiniest decision could have just put an extra smile in the journey but it could also just cause the boat to sank... That is why it is RISK that people is taking in every decision making regardless its its big or small decision...

人生不在乎天长地久, 只在乎曾经拥有... 今日不知明日事, 人生可以很长久, 但也可以很短暂... 所以在适当的时候, 就要停下来放轻松..

Yesterday was a Killer day... Had two major assignment due.. IB and OB... So glad its over but another assignment is yet up n due on Monday... This upcoming assignment due date has been postpone few times and now its brought forward again.. so it kind of screw things up.. A lot of us has put aside this assign till the end cos at current moment there is a lot of assignment that is due this week and the due date was postpone till 1 june... Just only today, they send us another email informing us the due date has been brought forward to 25/june... So its gonna b a hectic week again!!!

ANother week has pass which means its nearer to the end of Semester.. And I am nearer to my 3week Holiday tt I hav been awaiting... BUT BUT BUT.. before I can go for my hols, I have to get done with EXAM.. WHICH is a KILLER!!! the trauma of last Semester is actually still here in me... :(

Anyway I am so glad I can on9 again from home... Internet hasn't been working for the past few days.. when I am on9, its either I am in Uni, or my neighbour tt did not lock the wireless connection has left the modem on, or I went to a friends hse to on9.. Yesterday being home without internet connection, I felt so Handicap... I hav to admit, I am very attach to internet.. especially when I am home, I have to have internet connection.. So I went to buy a new all in one modem and router.. I actually set up the whole thing myself!! If I wait for my brothers to do, I would hav probably died be4 they actually try fixing it!!

One more Assignment + 2more presentation than I am done d.. all that is left for this semester is Exam..

Its 1.30am now as I sit down n start typing... I am just done with my bath.. I was out doing my group assignment with my group mate till 12.30am in Starbucks... This is so tiring and I practically squeezed and used up all the brain juice I that is available to write out the assignment.. Shazeen finishes her class at 7pm.. so by the time we finish out quick dinner and settle down, it was already 8pm..

I was really frustrated at a point of time when I had the idea in mind.. I could explain the idea to Shazeen but when I was to typed it out, I could not get the words and its all stuck... I couldn't at all express my point out into words.. I was being very restless and impatient with myself... IT took me very long to just bring up one point... :(

I am glad there is progress in this IB assignment cos I still have OB assignment that is also due on Monday which I have not at all touch.. I NEED MORE TIME.. I NEED MORE MOTIVATION... I NEED MORE STRENGHT.. MONASH IS KILLER...

I am so glad to hav submitted the E-Biz assignment On Wednesday.. It has been a torturous assignment due to the same reason I have been complaining in the past few post.. the groupmates... argh!!!I was up till 6am editing the assignment... anyway its over now and i shall no longer complain about it.. ITS OVER N GONE... its just left with the 10% presentation on the assignment which I am not worries at all.. thanks to CIMP who has well train me in presentation... :)

Off to sleep now.. i'm mentally and physically exhausted...

Its feels like sitting in an empty boat, in the middle of the sea.. every direction one faces, its the green blue sea... floating in the water, heading toward no where.. there is no shore that is available to land the boat... all one can do is go with the flow of the wave... The wave is bringing the boat further and further into the wide sea.. further away from shores... one does not know where they are heading... all confused and lost...

Just to share some picture that was took during Wesak.. This pictures are all from Mr Chua Wei Chiang.. Thanks for the pics ya!!! Was suppose to upload this all up yesterday but than due to some unforceen circumstances... Its a day late :)

This is what Happen when u only get an hour sleep!! Poser!!!

Poser alone very boring.. lets get a partner.. Since I also sleep for an hour, I'll be ur crazy partner.. hahaha

Its too beautiful to not snap picture with it

Testing to see if everything works Fine.. Yes we really carried it...

I super like this Picture.. Thanks Chiang for the good photography skill

The hyperpiggy and the messyduckie

Ms Chow and ME

My little prince Charming in Temple.. Little Joe..

A Beautiful Candid shoot that has a great story behind...

Proudly present to You Mr Chua Wei Chiang, to owner whom I took all this pictures from.. Thanks again for the pictures..

Anyway this picture was taken by a Pro that promises a VERY NICE pic and this is the Picture *hint hint*

Yes I know I am suppose to be doing my assignment now as it is only half done.. Its due tomorrow at 1pm.. Not that I don't want to do, but I really dunno how to edit their work.. Groupmate A- exceed the word limit by 500words. It takes a lot of time to read n think how to cut down the words.. Groupmate B- Never use academic journals and only used ONE website and ONE text book to do.. That part of the assignment requires most academic journals to support. So practically i gotta Redo the whole thing.. Before I even start, I gotta find journals 1st.. To add on to it, both groupmate doesn't know how to do the proper in-text citation and referencing.. I gotta REDO all of it and this will take a lot of time as well.. So practically I am still screwed up in this assignment..

Before I end, just to share my day in Uni... Today I had 3 tutorial classes... and coincidently all tutorials today consist of class activity...

1st of OB tutorial.. We had this blindfold activity.. 3students were suppose to be blindfolded and each blindfolded student will get a leader as their partner to lead the way.. Shakir and I was a group and obviously He was blinfolded.. hahahaha.. Here is how it goes, We are suppose to start walking from the lift area back to our class room... I am not suppose to hold Shakir but only give instruction via voice.. so he has to listen very carefully to me.. The other students that are not involve will be the intruders.. they will give those blindfolded student wrong direction to get them confused... It was so hilarious and fun... Even our tutor took part and try to confuse Shakir.. We were so noisy that I think we interupted the classes cos we were too loud passing by their classes..

2nd was IB Tutorial.. This weeks tutorial is a game.. We are divided into 5groups.. Each group is given a product and also an amount of money.. With the product and money, we have to trade with others and get different things according to the instruction on our paper.. Shazeen and I was in a group and we finish quite fast cos we were fast to get things we need... :) There was this group that couldn't fulfill all the requirement as per the instruction.. It was so hilarious.. two groups were trying to buy the same product and they are arguing for it.. Its just like watching show.. they come out with the worst excuses asking the other party to sell them the product...

Last tutorial of the day was E-Biz tutorial.. We had crossword puzzle as out tutorial activity.. I know nuts about the answers... its all the terms used in E-business and I am ZERO... This activity is the most stressful activity among all cos I dunno how to do!!! :)

So much of updating, no more procatinating... Time to get back to earth and finish up the e-business assignment... wish me luck!!! I really need them...

I am so pist off!!!! No offense to those studying in School of IT, but don't u guys need to do assignments that requires in text citation and also proper referencing using academic journals??? not even ONE assignment?? I am just wandering.. Anyway, even so, since now taking business subject, shouldn't one take note of wat is require in the assignment?? its written on the Assignment question and even emphsize in the tutorial that have to use academic journals, proper intext citation and referencing.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! 35% worth for this assignment!!! Screwed so badly..

This two weeks is gonna be busy and stressful weeks for most Monash Students with assignments due as well as exam that will take place in a months time... Good luck and All the best to everyone... We will hand in hand walk thru this semester.. together we will excel.. :) Anyway I have 4major assignments that have to be submitted in this 2 weeks.. E-Business on Wednesday (group assign-35%), International Business next Monday(Group Assign-30%), Organisational Behaviour on coming monday as well (Individual Assign-20%) and lastly Marketing Strategy on Next Thursday (Group Assign - 35%). All this % is the weight that each assignment carries for my Final marks.. once screwed, The entire subject can be consider screwed all together!!! 3 Out of 4 assignemnts are group Assignment.. My E-biz is totally screwed for this moment which leaves me totally lost, Not so worried with my IB assignment cos I got really good and responsible group mates and for my Marketing Strategy assign, I am jsut worried when we are going to start cos nothing seems to be moving.. argh!!! not to forget also next week I have two presentation.. E-biz and marketing strategy.. both presentation is 10% of my final grades.. sometimes also dunno having group assignmen is a good thing or not... STRESSSSSSSSSSSSssssssssss

An unforgettable Wesak.. :)

BISDS 80th Year Palanquin.. A proud product produced by BISDS.. A big Sadhu to all that has contributed endlessly to build up this palanquin.. Sacrificing hours and hours of sleeping time.. And Thank you all that has took part in carrying the palanquin walking 12km from temple down to town and back to Temple.. Without all the help, it wouldn't have made it through.. :) A Wesak that I will Never forget

Am I trying to Fly?? Yan Leng, when did u snap this pic?? and wat was I trying to do?? hahaha.. Stole this pic from Facebook...

I am currently in Uni Comp lab.. I just finished up my Marketing Strategy weekly Submission... Actually I have already decided to give up on this weeks submission. But after what my classmate mention, I sat down and did my work.. every submission is 1% + class attendance. There is 10 submission in total. I have been attending all my tutorials and submitting my weekly case. Why give up at the last submission.. Atleast I have a point to argue with the lecturer if he happens to give me low marks.. Not to say anything but I feel this lecturer has no standard at all.. with the way he marks his assignment, I totally feel its very unfair. it is difficult to argue with him because if we wanted to argue, we hav to take other people's assignment and show. So its not a good thing cos we might end up sacrifising others. oh well... this is life most the time right?? goes the wrong way...

Arg... What is wrong with the lecturers.. they just like to pull down ur marks for ur assignments... I got another assignment back today and the mark was change by 9marks.. I lost 9marks when the lecturer moderate the assignments mark by my tutor... 9marks does effect the grades... :(

Wesak is approaching... Take care everyone and don't fall sick... Drink loads of water

Stars transform into little smiling angels.. you will see them anywhere u go, all u need to do is look up to the sky.. the sun will hide them during the day but when the nite comes, they will shine bright for you.. sometimes it might be block by the clouds but it is still there.. It never dissapears... :)

I always like this song so happen YiXiong showed me this song in a musical version.. Super like it man... SO thought of just putting it in my blog

On another note, Assignments are Pilled up Sky high!!! ARGH.... So many work and so little time!!!! :(