Yay!!!!!!!!!!!! I am done with my 1st Assignment of the semester.. Okay okay I am late.. two hour later than my expected due time (personal fix due time).... BUT I FINISHED!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cross fingers that its gonna b fine...

My very 1st Assignment for this semester will due in 70hours time.. whereas I only have 50hours to finish and submit my Assignment... Since I wont be coming to Uni on Friday, I will have to finish up the assignment and submit it on Thursday before I leave uni.. It is a goal I shall achieve and to work towards it....

I am currently still in library struggling and figuring out how to write my Organisational Behaviour assignment.. Besides the 3hour tutorial I have, I practically spend the rest of the time today (minus off 1hour I went walking around for a break n for a food) in the library cracking my head for the Assignment since 9am.. I myself was shock with my ability to keep myself in the Library.. perhaps this is what stress do to me.. so this show nothing is Impossible... hahahaha... I spend 4hours going through journals and picking out the points for my assignment... I went to the Lecturer at 3pm and to find out I was out of track... I was totally doomed at that point... Think on the brighter side, I should b glad I went to the lecturer to ask something and found out I was on the wrong track... I won't want to imagine how will it be to find out I was on the wrong track after I submitted my Assignment.. This Assignment is carries 25% of my final grade.. So if I fail this assignment, I can forget about passing this Unit already..

I shall and will make sure I get myself on track and finish up this assignment by Thursday afternoon...

Smiles :)

Weird people I see today.. While I was driving to Uni on LDP today, There is this man that was standing beside the divider at the middle of the road(the divider that separates the traffic for both direction).. I dunno how he got there and what was he trying to do cos I do not see any car that happen to stop anywhere near where he was standing.. While I was driving home from uni, on LDP again there is this guy that was crossing the highway, climbing over the divider trying to get to the opposite side... This people is either insane or just think their life is worthless tt they risk their life like this.. Than when I was driving to temple just now, on Jalan Damansara (Consider highway with constant heavily traffic/speeding cars) there is this man that was walking along the side of the road against the traffic flow.. Again I wander, why is he walking there?? what was he trying to do?? its already dark and care couldn't see him when they are turning pass the corner, they might just hit him.. who would expect someone to be walking on a highway....

OB Assignment is due this Friday.. I am only at 10%... this is way bad cos I have to finish my Assignment by Thursday and submit it by Thursday itself because I won't be in Uni on Friday.. I already got all my journals and only read thru some.. I have to read thru them and get the points to do the literature review (75% of the assignment is based on literature review and balance 25% is reflective writing)... this Assignment consist 25% of my final grade so its a very crucial Assignment.. ARGH... so lost.......

I use to think or rather I still do now... If one day I die, will there be anyone that will b sad for me?? what will be my regrets if I suddenly die and I've no chance to bid goodbye to those dear to me... Its stupid to think of such things but this often hits me and get me thinking... There is so much that I wanna do and so much words that I wanna spill to those that has left marks in my life... But life is all about impermenance and changes.. I admit I feel insecure most of the time.. towards my surroundings, towards the people around me.. so I always tend to keep things back to myself...*Random*

Always I happen to do things I end up regretting.. Things that I myself feel so stupid over it.. when things happen, Its just me myself and I that shall be blame... The more I wanna make things better, the worst I made things.. I shall b glad I have forgiving people around me to forgive me and giving me chances to improve and change..

Thank you for being there

for forgivng

for cheering me up during the bad times

for sharing my happiness and sorrow

for teaching me

for guiding me

for all that you have done

I shall hope to not let you down again...

I always tend to blog when its Raining outside... perhaps its when the moods get slightly emo which got me blogging.. School holidays started so the cars on the road has reduce terribly alot... What a smooth drive to n back from Uni today... I believe its gonna b a smooth sailing traffic this whole week...

I wander....... Is it me that is moving too slow or that time is moving too fast........ Its already week3 of Uni.. I have a presentation tomorrow, a 2oooword OB assignment due next Friday(Week 4), Marketing Strategy group assignment due next next Thursday (week 5) 2000word IB assignment due next next next Tuesday(Week 6)... there isn't time 2 move slowly.. its either I pick up the FAST pace or i'll suffer thru the rest of the sem for not being able to catch up... ARGHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... I am lack of the push.. the motivation to Study..

I can finally talk normally.. I had not one but TWO ulser right at the tip of my tongue for a week n more... PAIN... In the nites of sleep, i will wake up tearing cos of the pain from the ulser.. when u r asleep, u r not concious of the movement of the tongue, so when the tip of the tongue happen to hav contact with the teeth or any part in the mouth, it is SO PAIN tt I will jurk n wake up feeling tears in the eye.. It took me 3h to just eat a bun.. not to forget also i could still talk alot with the dreadful n painful ulser... hahahha...

I had lighted a light for year 2009 in the temple....

A green lotus Candle

A green lotus I chose because it meant something to me

A colour I never regret choosing

A wish I made

To have a better year ahead

To do well in my studies

To be in good health

To hav a smooth sailing year

To B able to stand strong and over come obstacles

To not give up but keep trying

Not to lose Hope but keep having Faith

To know I am not alone for I have you

A prayer I made for me and those dear to me

and let the candle shine the way

A day spend home was all I need... It has been Months ago since I last spend a day at home.. Since I started my internship in December, my weekdays are working days, Saturday also I work half day and my Sundays are all dedicated to BISDS... the only time is Saturday afternoon and most of it I will go out... On Public holidays where I do not have to work, I will b out.. so I practically don't spend much time at home...

Finally today I decided to not go out but stay home n spend some time with my mom.. I used my day to clean up my room.... For those who know me, u'll know how messy is my room especially my study table.. u can never see the table top cos its always stack with with loads of things... besides ME MYSELF AND I, its hard for anyone to try find stuff from my table cos they will never find it.. To be frank, if my bookshelf did not fall off on Sunday, I wouldn't have clean my room.. hahaha.. so now i have a slightly change to the positions of the things on my table.. I decided to not put back the shelf that came off cos I dun wan it to fall again and land on my laptop.. I had brunch with my mom this morning than went Tesco for grocery shopping with her also.. Haven spend time with mom for a very long time d...

Here is some updates about my life lately...

Went back to CHS to visit Mr Lim in February.. It has been quite awhile since we go back to CHS.. High school memories are always fresh in mind.. Sitting inside QM room just brought back all the memories, all the silly things we did, how was our life back in high school...

This Picture was taken way back in 2006

This pic was taken when We went back In February

Han, me, Fan

Rodney, Mr Lim, Teng

Quarter Master

My internship has officially ended on the 28th of February.. We had a department Dinner in the The Ship as my farewell... BUT haha i'm back working part time with them.. hahahaha... so I got a very delicious free meal!!!!!! so far I quite like working there.. The people are nice and they are very willing to teach you... I do enjoy everyday of work despite the work stress... :) So now I am working half day (mornings) and the afternoon back to uni for classes...

Had quite a number of Fairytaler outing BUT it will only be updated in the next post (which I dunno when)... I wanted to blog everything today but MELISSA TAN SING KIM dun wanna send me the pics so I cant blog.. Pic speaks a thousand words.. haha so will update that when I get the pictures...

Uni has officially started last week... Feels so good to be back in Uni but I feel really weird being back in Uni...good cos finally classes are starting again n I am seeing my uni friends again.. :) Weird cos a lot familiar faces are not around.. Wai Chien is in Aussie for the entire year, I haven seen Simran at all(we just couldn't meet up cos our class time are just so different, besides we only have lecture last week so shorter time in Uni as well).. Good thing I still got classes with Kim Han and Tee Yew so it isn't too bad after all.. Back in Uni now, I dunno where to go during breaks.. Musa doesn't seem to be a place I wanna hang out anymore.. so now my new found place will be the library.. hopefully I will be able to stick myself in Library n do some studies.. I shall improve myself and not do anymore last min work n studies... Consistent studying is my goal to achieve.. Last semester result has hit me so hard that it took me just so long to get up again.. I shall n will not allow myself to let history repeat itself... ONCE is more than enough.. Anyway, the new intake has the largest population... I heard it was round 150%... so now uni is full with new faces..

Thank you for always being there

to give me support

to hear me out

to understand me

Having u around

will always make my day

colours is all I see with u around