I DUNNO WHAT AND HOW TO STUDY FOR E-BUSINESS PAPER TOMORROW!!! NO PASS YEAR PAPER AVAILABLE AT ALL!!! OMG... HELP!!!!!

There are days when u wake up alright but as the hour passes, it just gradually turn bad for no reason... The rest of the day becomes grey and dull... You just want the day to end and hope for a better day tomorrow..

Marketing Strategy paper was Horrible.. Don't even wanna think back on how bad it is cos it is really bad.. the 3hours in the exam hall was torturous.. 1stly, I sat right below the aircon blower which kept me frozen for the entire exam.. 2ndly, I couldn't understand what the question is asking thus dunno wat to write to answer them.. 3rdly, I cannot write 3pages of answer for each question.. Lastly, I just want to pass this paper.. PRAYING REALLY HARD

My last paper falls on 29/6 which is next Monday.. The Long break before my last paper has left me with no motivation to study anymore in addition to the horrible demotivation from the marketing paper... But anyhow, I shall get myself back to study everynite.. I shall not risk another FAIL in my transcript... One is more than enough to take!!!

Haven been feeling well this few days.. Just hope all the greyness will part away from me.. I need more lights and colours...

The easiest way out when U cannot understand a thing u r studying seems to be JUST GIVE UP...

This is a going to be an emo post... Cos there isn't any thing that can bring up my mood.. Yes it is the exam stress that is causing me to be very depressed...

I was quite satisfy with my International Business exam this morning... I was able to answers most the question... Just that there isn't enough time to finish up the entire paper. Answering 4 questions and have to write 2-3pages (600words) for each question in 2hours was a killer!!! My hand almost broke and I was so tension cos there isn't much time left and my hand became so sweaty.. I had to constantly stop to wipe off the sweat form my hand... My last questions were answered in point forms and none off my questions has 600words... Anyway it wasn't a bad paper afterall...

I had been very unhappy with my Marketing Strategy internal mark since yesterday... It really hit my motivation for the rest of the exam!!! My next paper will be Marketing Strategy on Monday 8.30am... Today there was this extra revision class that was supposedly to teach us how to tackle the exam question... But all I gain from the extra class was "Sue, You are so gonna fail"... The lecturer that gave us the extra class today is not my lecturer for this Unit.. He was the head of Marketing Department... What he said sort of contradicted what was said by my lecturer.. This lecture was more of scaring us on how we will fail this unit rather than help us tackle the way to answer exam questions.. The so call extra class to me was not at all necessary cos it didn't help at all.. On the other hand, It just slash out all the motivation I have to study for the paper on Monday... Currently I just feel like giving up on this paper entirely... This is how bad this is turning...

The drive home today felt so long and far!!!!! With the depress mood, I miss Wai Chien so much.. The long drive back home felt extraordinarily lonely.. I miss the times when there is always accompany through the forever jam LDP drive home.. Adding to the emoness, there seems to be so many red SLK that is around me... I had to drive behind this red SLK that was exactly the same as Wai Chien's one.. It was jam and so I couldn't do anything but just follow... The difference following behind was that there isn't "Dale" hanging at the back window smiling at me.. I was really feeling so bad that I could hardly breath normally..

Argh!!!!

I am currently still in Uni trying to cramp as much info as I can into the tiny little brain I have.. Which is not working too well cos the brain is too tiny for the overflowing informations that I need to remember for my paper tomorrow.. :(

Library is freezing... the heat on from the laptop is the only heat tt can keep my hands warm... Not much of help but atleast its something... There is this orchestra in the library.. the squeaking sound from the chairs... I cant understand, when this people already know their chair is makins such noise, can't they either reduce their movement or change another chair!!! The squeaking noise it really irritating.. once awhile its acceptable but constant squeaking is definitely ear killer!!!

I really dunno how much more information my brain can absorb... :( I just hope tt I wun forget everything when I wake up tomorrow morning... My IB paper is at 8.30am tomorrow :(....

Got my marketing strategy internal marks back today.. Did quite badly and I am quite affected by the marks.. I am now trying to not think of it and focus on my IB paper tomorrow...

Hope everything will be fine...

The Weekend is coming to an end!!! I had a great weekend... A memorable Weekend together with everyone!!!

As weekend is coming to an end.. It means I am so much nearer to my exam!!! I am still floating in some dreamland when my 1st paper is on Tuesday!!! till now I still have difficulties getting myself settle down n study!! Here n there I did manage to study but it is not efficient enough!! There is a mountain more stuff tt i need to absorb into my brains to sit for the exams and whatever that I have already absorb is probably not even 10% of it!! This is how screwed up I am!!! I am not so worry about my Ebiz exam cos I hav a week break to study it before the paper.. but the other 3papers I am superbly worry about it!!! My exam timetable will be as below:

16/6/2009 --> Organisational Behaviour - 1.30pm (2h)

19/6/2009 --> International Business - 8.30am (2h)

22/6/2009 --> Marketing Strategy - 8.30am (3h)

29/6/2009--> E-Business - 8.30am (3h)

I need LOADS of motivation to get thru this!!!!! HELP!!!!! I just need to pass everything!!!!

Before the day ends, there is a very important post to blog!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY

Sincerely, I want to thank you

For giving in everything in exchange for our health, safety and happiness

For providing the best shelter for us

For all the advice and guidance u gave me

For always pampering me and giving me everything

For making me who I am today...

Without u

Life wouldn't be as colourful as what U have made for us

I wouldn't have came so far

I wouldn't be as independent as I am today

I wouldn't be standing strong to overcome everything that pops up in the journey of life

I wouldn't have the chance to spend a year in Switzerland

I wouldn't have such a great family...

I love You DAD!!!

As I was about to leave hse to work today, I spotted an envelope that attracted my attention on the pile of letters at the door side table.. I went to check it out n saw my name on it... It just trigger my excitement cos I knew who send me that card from the Handwriting on the envelope... I quickly went n Open the envelope carefully so I wont tear it.. :)

It was a good luck card for my exam!!! So Sweeeeeeeeeeettttttt.... I can't recall in my memory that I have actually receive CARD wishing me good luck for my exam before.. This would be the very 1st one!!! There is something else inside the envelope besides the card.. There is another smaller card with dolphin stamps inside!!! OMG.. My favourite animal!! DOLPHINS!!!!! I was So sO so excited!!! I am so touch by the card!!!! Words is just not enough the express how I feel :) :) :) :) : ) :D :D :D :D :D :D

For all the silly things we do

Thank You Ice Crim for the wonderful thought

Sending this card to encourage me to not give up

Sending dolphins to bring me luck

A very very sweet thought

That just lightens my heart

We will walk together and get done with exam

We shall believe in ourselves

We shall strive for the best

We have survive so long

We will too survive this time round :)

Looking forward and I'll see you in a month

So here is my special card that Will be permemently placed On my table throughout the entire exam period :)