WaT ShOuLd I dO

its MELISSA TAN SING KIM'S 18th burfday on 25/1/2005... guess wat i went 2 thians hse at 9pm n we called 2 aussie2 wish her happy burfday.. she was so happee dat we called her.. yt was the 1st 2 call her ler... den followed by me n thian den later on sze hong.. dat blur fella forgot dat he got to call mel till i called n told him dat i've already called mel.. yesterday was a public holiday 4 PJ.. so all of my frens haf no college... since its a holiday so its a family day looo... woke up at 6.30am cos gtg do my passport... reach the stupid place around 7.15am the the is already dam bloudy long... dam it man... took the number den waited 4 my turn... lucky it didnt take a long time till my turn... everythin was done by 10am.. so me n dad went 4 breakfast at kine while mom n bro's came n join us also... after breakfast went home n i went 2 sleep.. woke up at 1somethin.. every1 got ready n the whole family headed 2 ikea.. dad wanna buy things from ikea...practically we spent the whole afternoon in ikea.. we also had pur lunch there.. seriously the food in ikea is darn delicious n the price is reasonable...there is darn alot cute things in ikea... came back around 6somethin.. didnt do much afterdat... 2day i woke up n had breakfast wif the family in the kitchen.. after dat i was folding the clothes while watching the last episode of the japanese series thian borrowed me... den drove mom 2 buy lunch 4 every1.... came back ate lunch n i was on9 chatting wif whoever i c on9... later on at almost 2pm i went out 2 meet thain fan jamie n kamtong in taylors... afterdat i parked my car n jumped in2 fan's car den we headed 2 sunway college to pick teng up den we went 2 piramid... thian bought sushi 4 jhwa n we went 2 the back stairs 2 pass him the sushi.. we chatted 4 awhile there ler.... teng went off wif thian 2 talk.. she looked dam moody which i dunno y.. hope she feels better after telling thian ler... so me fan kamtong n jamie went n buy crispy popiah n 1901 n eat... den jamie went 2 tuti-frutti n bought dis drink.. dam nice man... we went 2 meet yt n thian.. we den left back 2 taylors cos thian gotta b back at taylors be4 4pm.. reach taylors so thian n jamie went down the car n jamie went in2 McD.. me fan ktong n yt was waiting 4 han in the car his class ends at 4pm... han finally came n all 5 of us were sitting in the car while abu standing outside chatting wif us.. so funny... 4.20 we left Mcd n fan drop me 2 get my car n i came home.. was darn tired n mood seems 2 change a lil.. i dun like dat change.. came home n didnt do much....chat wif mel on9 n i feel so nice talking 2 her.. hahaha.. she told me somethin dat happen 2 her 2day.. wow.. it gave me a heart attack man.. i guess she feel worst...dis few days yt also got on9... hehe so good.. chat wif her almost everyday which made me happee ler.. been thinking alot lately.. i really dunno wat 2 do about it.. after dat incident i seems 2 lose confident in us.. i seems 2 not care about it anymore.. i seems not giving a dam 2 anything anymore.. i dun seems taking initiative 2 start conversations.. i dun send sms call or even miss call.. my phone is also dead silent form dat ringtone.. gosh wats gone wrong in me?? am i changing?? the feeling is gone?? i dun wanna continue it anymore?? i wanna put a full stop 2 it?? i'm lost n i dunno wat 2 do.. i dunno wat i want... Anyway i'm officially flying of 2 switzerland on 3/3/2005 at 11.45pm aboarding MAS airline flying straight 2 Zurich.. the air flight is confirmed.. its 36 days from now till the day i'm leaving.. there is so lil time left be4 i leave.. i haven start any preparation 4 it yet.. gosh its not good n i'm gonna make myself start preparing or atleast list down wat i need 2 bring n get.. last min packing is bad cos i'll b leaving 4 a year n i need 2 ensure everythin is ok.. i've already started 2 think about me leaving everythin i haf in malaysia n leave.. i'm already missing my frens so much n i really miss mel alotz.. now i oni know dats i'm gonna spent the time i haf wif my frens n family...

wAt GoNe WrOnG !! ME??

yesterday i didnt do much la.. i was practically sleeping the whole day n at nite i went 2 huiy's big bro's wedding.. kim was there so it was okler.. me n kim keep on chattng oni den we stared at huiy so long but yet she nv realise till i sms n told her.. she was darn funny weii.. she wore dis purple dress which look dam good on her.. so leng lui man she... the twins n their sis came n look 4 me in bukit jalil club.. so came out from the ball room 4 awhile 2 keng gai wif dem.. we keng till dad called n i hafta go back in so they left... reach home around11pm.. some1 called n talk 4 ahwile.. dat fella told me somethin which immidiately my mood had a 360 degree changed... i know it wasnt dat fella's fault n dat fella wasnt in the wrong but i just got so dam bloudy pissed wif wat happen.... huiy was my ear yesterday nite.. thank god she came on9 when i needed some1.. van was in her dreamland d while i dunno where jiayen was.... 2day oni me n dad went 2 temple.. mom n 2 lil bro didnt go..... practically i wasnt in a really good mood 2day la.. but its sunday so my mood was kinda ok abit la having jiayen kim chiang n van around...didnt do much in temple 2day.. we sang 4 the public puja den went 2 audi help kim afterdat went 2 mamak 4 breakfast.. left mamak at 10 den me n jy sat n keng gai outside asoka hall waiting 4 puja time.. puja time came so me chiang kim n jiok went 4 puja while jy went n find hooi chia 2 settle the accounts n stuff... went class n class was so dam bloudy bored... couldnt tahan man... seriously it was....................................................... after class went n find van n said good bye.. chat wif chiat 4awhile den off i went back upstair.. all becos of huiy i was suppose 2 help her take over the harmonica class cos she n uncle chong couldnt make it.. van n jia yen suppose 2 help me but both of dem had somethin2 do n i was left all alone wif the monkeys.. kim was suppose 2 help but she had 2 do some printing pula... HUIY.. u owe me alot man... came home n sleep after harmonica class.. woke up went dinner n here i am on9... stupid MSN suddenly got disconnected n i couldnt get connected back.. arg!!!! dats alla bout my day.. I dunno wats gone wrong la.. izzit me or wat.. i know i over reacted n pissed some1 off.. but i already took the 1st move n apologize.. somemore i appologize few times n i got a bang back at my head.. wat the helll............. how come things been terbalik when i was suppose 2 b the 1 getting mad but now i am the 1 finding ways 2 solve it....... wat the hell ma....

MiSs AbA

woke up at 8somethin dis morning n went 2 mom's room.. laid around 4 awhile den every1 got ready n went 4 dim sum in SS2..after breakfast bro's went 2 mv 4 movie.. i went home wif mom n dad.. came home put the cloth in2 the dryer n fold the cloth i haven fold since 2days ago.. at 12somethin i followed mom n dad 2 ikano.. they wanna get their hair cut cos me, mom n dad is going 4 a wedding 2molo nite.. i waited 4 dem more den half n hour outside the shop.. once done we went 4 lunch but be4 dat we went 2 camera shops 2 check up on the camera's.. wanted sony camera cos its really good camera but den..................................................haih.............. went 2 ikea cafe 4 lunch.. the food there was kinda nice.. nv expected it would b so tasty... I left 2 jamie's hse at 3.40pm 2 get the card from her.. chatted 4 awhile cos thian was there den i headed off 2 Seksyen17 2pick yixiong up.. after yixiong we went down 2 puchong 2 fecth kamtong.. kinda got lost in puchong lucky i was clever enough n found our way out n found kamtong's hse after calling him again... we were late d so we quickly rush down 2 yt's hse den off we went 2 Piramid.. yt wasnt in a mood 2day.. i know y la cos it was y i wasnt in a mood yesterday also.. went 2 1901 cos yt n kt wanna eat.. waited 4 szehong 2 come... we went 2 red box at 5.45 n got our room slightly be4 6pm.. jhwa came n join us at 6pm since his break was from 6-7pm.. we sang n sang n sang.. slowly yt's mood becamebetter d.. though still moody but obviously the singing helped 2 bring her mood back.. so many funny things happen in red box.. from 6pm we sang till 9pm.. though it was oni me yeeteng kamtong yixiong n szehong but we really had fun n enjoyes ourself... Left red box at 9pm n went 2 find jhwa... we went 2 the back stairs n talk 4 ahwile cos he scared his supervisor sees him dats y we hide at the back stairs.. yixiong kamtong n szehong will wait 4 jhwa cos they wan him 2 fetch them home.. i hafta leave at 9.30pm cos i wanna come back n meet my ex-tuition teacher.. so yt followed dem n i left SP at 9.40pm.. came back straight went n pick thian from her hse n came home.. just in time when we reach home bro's tuition ended.. me n thian chit chatted wif teacher 4 awhile la.. dam funny la the expression teacher gave 2 thian when she saw her.. dun wanna tell wat she said if not thian will chop me in2 pieces but if wanna know call me i tell u.. thian wun find out dis way... muhaahhah.. fetch thain home at 10.20pm n chatted in her hse till almost 11 den oni came home... came home i bath den here i am blogging d...... Seriously i am dam dissapointed cos our original outing was canceled.. the twins, jamie. thian n yeanling couldnt make it.. i know its not their fault la but i was really looking 4ward 4 dis outing since the day we started 2 plan when every1 agree's 2 go.. i bet yt is having the same feeling as me.. Aba came back all the way 4 dis outing also.. thought the original plan wasnt a sucess but the 1nd plan i made wasnt really bad la.. i insisted dat we go out 2day cos aba came back all the way from klang somemore skipped 2days class 4 the outing.. so end out left me aba yt n kt which was so looking 4ward 4 the orginal plan went out n sze hong joined us.. really happy dat i spent time wif yt kt n aba...i really miss him dam alot lor.. he now studying in klang few weeks onic him once somemore i'm leaving so soon ... =.<

Talk..

I woke up at 8.30 dis morning by van's morning call.. i got up from bed at 99am n found out no1 is at home.. quickly peep outside the window 2 make sure the small car is around cos i was suppose 2 meet my fren at 10am.. left hse at 9.30am.. couldnt get the small car started.. the stupid enjin couldnt run.. after like 10 min i finally suceeded starting the enjin n the car can move d.. haha.. so happee.. went 2 my frens college 2 meet her.. was turning dunno how many thousand round just 2 get a parking space which i finally got 1 after almost an hour.. walk 2 her college n get her den we walked 2 McD...chated there n did an importnat phone call.. at 11.30 walked her back 2 college den i went 2 get my car n off i went home.. reach home slightly be4 12pm.. fetch bro 2 school at 12.15pm... came back after dat had lunch den i was watching tv d den i also came on9 awhile la.. should say i on my com whole day nv off... made a phone call 2 some1 i nv thought i will call n talk at 3pm.. gosh it was seriously scary 2 talk 2 her.. but becos i felt its important 2 haf dis conversation wif her so i took the risk of mayb will kena scolding or anythin.. but lucky me i nv get scolding or wat just got question which i also dunno how 2 anser.. but atleast i think i understoon wat she meant.. at 4pm went out wif mom 2 fetch bro from lrt station den went ss2 2 buy tea cos i was hungry den came home.. after makan i went upstairs n sleep... lil bro woke me up at 6pm 2 watch the show.. went 2 take picture cos gonna hafta renew my passport n also hafta summit 2 passport size pic 2 AFS.. they need it 2 do my student pass in MAS.. after dinner we came home n i am here on9 till now.. on n off i went n talk on the phone lor.. was suppose 2 haf a puting 2molo but many couldnt make it so now oni me yt yx n kt will b going out.. i wanna c aba so no matter wat i'll still haf lunch wif aba.. not in a very good mood now cos i'm kinda dissapointed.. but i understand things happen by sudden which i accept it but just human feeling la..

FiNaLLy

its wednesday n i'm finally blogging on the day the event happen.. gosh dunno how long it has been since i last blog on the same day itself.. i finally made it 2 blog on the same day.. hhahaha.. i hafta keep my blog updated everyday if not i'm seriously gonna get it from van.. hahaha i didnt sleep well yesterday.. i also dunno y... but i've been waking up so often n having trouble 2 get myself back 2 sleep.. finally i woke up at 8somethin cos i was darn irritated by not being able 2 sleep... woke up n went breakfast wif my family.. had chicken rice at 10am 4 breakfast... after breakfast came home n guess wat.. melissa called.. hehe so happeee... we talk 4 almost 40 min on the phone.. she was complaining about hernew frens there.. so poor thing la she.. den i also updated her about things back here in malaysia.. we finally hung up cos her card got no more money.. it feels so nice 2 b able 2 talk 2 her.. just felt super duper hapeee... hehehe... Was suppose 2 go 2 MV 2day so went n change n got ready cos no car 2 drive 2day.. will follow mom when seh fetches bro 2 school den she'll drop me in Mv.. dad was going 2 MV also so he fetches bro 2 school den we went 2 MV.. he drop me 1st cos he neeeds 2 go SS2 to collect muffins 2 b sent 2 the shop in mv.. was walking around mv.. mood suddenly change n i really didnt like the mood.. wasnt in a mood 4 sometime.. it seriously pissed some1 off but i'm sorry ler.. i was trying so hard 2 control it.. went 4 a movie at 2.25pm.. we watch Meet The Fockers.. it was darn funny... some1 was darn unhappy wif me being so moody.. n i end up cheering the stupid fella back.. after the movie my mood turn better d.. we went 4 dinner at 6pm in sushi king.. i seriously ate dam alot.. was dam full after the meal... after dinner i was alone in mv.. was waiting 4 mom n dad 2 pick me on.. since i was so bored m they r not here yet i went 2 carefour n find rodney.. he is working there ma.. so chatted wif him there till almost time den i went 2 san francisco entrance 2 wait 4 mom n dad.. after they picked me we came 2 the temple...mom n dad went 4 a Bodhi puja.. i didnt wanna go so i stayed in the car listening 2 radio... came home at 9.30 n i went n take my bath... aftr bathing i talk 2 mom 4 awhile den here i am on9 n trying 2 blog everything 2 make sure my blog is up 2 date.. called van n had a short talk wif her.. she doesnt know wat 2 do.. whether 2 go on or let go.. its a hard decision i know.. so i will b there 2 support here no matter watis her decision... i will also b there 2 help her search 4 the right decision 2 b made.. dun worry gal.. u haf me wif u always..

HaPpEe..

Tuesday.. i woke up at9somethin by mom.. woke up n went downstairs 4 breakfast..makan roti.. hehe.. didnt do much in the morning la... practically watching tv n on9ing oni... i fetch bro 2 school at 12pm.. n came home at12.50pm.. i was going 2 meet van at 1.30pm at her college 2day.. i went home 2 change car but i waited till 1.15 n bro wasnt back so i took mom's car cos i was late d.. was turning so many rounds around van's college but still couldnt find parking.. i got so mang n i called her at 1.30pm.. went 2 her college n pick her den off we went back 2 taman tun 4 lunch.. KFC.. haha.. She isnt in a good mood 2day.. there r thing bothering her... becos of her i've called chiang so many times n asking him the same question until i think chiang also beh tahan me.. haha keeps on saying i sun trust her.. but it was 4 her 2 feel secure la so i dont mind.. we talked about her being nominated as the CP 4 YG.. she didnt know whether 2 go 4 it or not.. we somemore called my mom 2 ask about her opinion since my mom was the teacher adviser of YG.. after the talking n all she was kinda confident on wat she want.. at 2.45pm drive her back 2 her college 2 meet her fren but her fren couldnt make it so she followed me 2 pick kang from school.. while waiting 4 kang jee may called her n say she will b meeting van later so gotta rush her back 2 college.. sent kang home den drove her back 2 college.. lucky jee may wasnt there yet if not i'm gonna get it from van.. After dropping her back 2 college i headed down 2 sunway.. was suppose 2 meet pooiyeen at 3.30 but becos bro's car got bang n was in the workshop i hafta fetch lil bro so went after dat.. reach piramid at 4.20pm.. went 2 red box 2 meet pooi yeen lucinda n sze hong.. cahtted 4 awhile oni den i gtg d.. i left red box at 5pm n went 2 visit jhwa in vincci.. cahtted wif him 4 awhile den i left SP.. gotta be home by 5.30pm.. suprizingly i made it home by 5.30pm.. mom was surprise as well dat i got home in time as i nv was home on time everytime i go out.. haha but i made it home on time dis time...i changed n watch tv wif the family.. cooked dinner wif mom guiding me.. she wants me 2 cook so hafta cook lor.. ate dinner at 8pm.. at 8.30 i went over 2 thians hse 2 pass her aw's cable.. cos need 2 gif back 2 aw n i wun b going 2 taylors dis week so ask thian 2 help me lor.. 2 my surprise dis jhwa went 2 thians hse the same time i did.. it was such a coincidence.. so me thian n jhwa ended up cahtting in thians hse 4 almost an hour.. Left thians hse at 9.30 n came home.. didnt do much after dat.. bath came on9 n went 2 bed.. was so happee 2day.. was nice 2 haf lunch wif van.. its been long since we 2 sit down n talk alone.. i know i wun haf much chance d cos i'm leaving real soon so i'm gonna cheerish every single chance i haf 2 meet up wif her n also all my frens..

CrAzY dAy

On monday woke up at 7am.. the crazy jhwa is gonna come n pick me at7.15am.. we r going down 2 sunway 2 pick Yt n send her 2 college.. yes we haf ntg better 2 do.. it was jhwa's off day so we r gonna haf a crazy day again.. reach yt's hse almost 8am cos of the jam at the u-turn be4 the tol... send her 2 college den me n jhwa went 4 breakfast in taipan... after breakfast we chit chatted till 9.30am den we headed 2 taylors cos abu jamie n han's break is at 10am.. we pick them up from the main gate of taylors den we went 4 cake in secret reciepi.. i just finish breakfast den my stomach somemore can put in a slice of blueberry cheese cake n a bottle of esprit.. such big eater i am.. dunno y abu wasnt in a good mood..at 11am we sent han back 2 college den abu n jamie was still wif us.. they didnt wanna go 4 LAN class cos they say it was boring so we went 2 piramid.. abu was still not in a good mood so she didnt wanna go back class 4 the rest of the day.. at 11.45pm final decision was made n abu stayed in piramid wif jhwa while i took the car n send jamie back 2 college.. Reach taylors at 12pm.. drop jamie den went 2 sunway 2 pick yt n wl.. took dem all the way 2 taylors cos got 2 pick fan at 12.30 drop them at burger king 2 buy lunch n i went 1 round 2 pick fan.. when ever1 is in the car we headed straight 2 piramid cos yt is suppose 2 meet abu n abu has been calling asking wat is taking us so long 2 reach.. reach piramid at 12.50pm.. fan yt n wl went down the car 2 look 4 abu.. i waited in the car cos got 2 sned yt n wl back 2 collge soon so no point going in n park.. so i tunr few round around SP 2 wait 4 yt n wl 2 come out.. was really like a driver but nvm la 4 my dear frens.. fetch yt n wl back 2 college den i went back 2 sp n park the car.. was sitting outside the skating ring looking n fan n thian skating.. dam funny.. jhwa was inside skating 4 awhile also... was trying 2 make abu fall but mission failed.. haha... after they came out we went 2 McD 4 choco top... yum yum... den me n abu went 2 memory lane 2 get b'day card den off we went 2 pick yt from college.. it was 2.30 d.. pick yt n send her back home den we went back 2 taylors.. drop fan n thian back in taylors.. me n jhwa went 2 yt's hse again cos she left somethin in the car.. we cahtted outside her hse 4 almost an hour.. it was super hot man though we were standing below the shade.. the jhwa la yt's mom ask us go their club coffee hse talk he paiseh dun wan.. ask him go inside the hse talk he also paiseh don wan.. so end up goot stand outside the hse n talk la.. we finally left yt's hse at 4.40pm.. headed back 2 my hse n suppose 2 go makan pizza but mom called so hafta go home d.. sorry ler jhwa.. reach home n i was darn tired.. change den went 2 sleep d.. woke up at 8pm by jhwa's call.. he call 2 nag me cos i didnt treat him pizza.. put down the phone den i woke up n had my dinner.. didnt do much after dat.. came on9 n later went 2 bed n sleep d.....

MeEtiNg

sunday morning woke up at 7am just 2 morning call vanessa.. dis gal hafta be the MC 4 2days puja so gotta wake her up.. i set 5 alarms which each is 10 mins after the other.. so once the alarm ring i'll get up n miss call her twice den i'll go back n sleep till the next alarm ring.. the last alarm was at 7.40am n dis time i called till she pick up the phone.. den i went back n sleep till 8am.. reach temple at 8.30am n went breakfast in grace wif the gang.. its been so long since we all haf breakfast 2gather.. jiayen me jiok chaing vanessa hui kee ming huiy... after breakfast jy went 2 class n the others went 2 auditorium n chat till 10.30am.. me kim jiok chiang went down 4 puja n the rest stay at audi.. after puja 4 of us went 2 class...class was darn boring.. me jiok n kim didnt stop ejeking chiang cos behind his was carmen n in front of him was xiao thong.. darn funny.. i went 4 a 30 min toilet break during class cos i couldnt tahan d.. i was at the audi wif jiayen van n huiy for dat 30 min.. class finally ended at 1pm.. was darn happee.. chiang kim n jiok went 2 Mcd 2 buy lunch while me jy n huiy was teaching the kids harmonica.. Went 4 meeting at 1.30pm.... the 1st half was the camp post mortem meeting.. it was okler though there were some misunderstanding n disagreement here n there.. the meeting begin with every1 sitting on the chair.. but den slowly u c lesser n lesser people on the chair but more n more people sitting on the floor... the camp post mortem meeting finally ended at 3pm.. the second half of the meeting is the YG AGM meeting.. dis time teacher Vineeta came in 4 the meeting so all of us hafta sit back on the chair.. the meeting was kinda fun 4 me la.. i think oni me n kim enjoyed it the most cos we both wun b holding any post dis year so me esspecially kenaing every1 in the room... when we were doing the line up 4 the committee i was having so much fun teasing each n which was nominated.. Vanessa was nominated 4 the CP.. she was shock n stonned.. i was darn happe when vincent n jiok propose her name.. i wanted 2 propose early early but she warn me not or she will slap me so i just keep quiet loo... I haf confident in her n i know she will b able 2 b a good leader... Meeting finally ended at almost 5pm.. jhwa came n pick me n fetch me home.. abu came 2 the park so me jhwa n abu chit chatted from 5.40pm till 7.10pm in the park opposite my hse.. at 7.10pm we walked abu back home n back 2 my hse.. it was kinda late d so jhwa ciaoz 2 go home 4 dinner... i came home bath n ate my dinner.. was darn tired so came on9 4 awhile den sleep quite early...

dhamma assembly

saturday morning i woke up around 9somethin n went eat bak kut teh wif my family 4 breakfast.. was so full after the meal.. came back n did ntg.. was so tired so i was in mom's room resting.. she so nice on aircon ma.. hehe.. wanted 2 take a nap but it was already 12somethin n i'm suppose 2 leave hse at 1somethin i worried i'll over sleep so i just rest there trying 2 keep myself awake.. haha which eventually i nv suceeded.. i fallen asleep n woke up at 1.15pm.. i rush n got myself ready n left hse at 1.30pm.. i didnt wanna b late again cos i was late on thurs n got scolded by van 4 not being punctual.. Gosh dunno y there was jam from dataran maybank till the breakfields traffic light.. i was like stuck there 4 almost 20 min.. its so sucky stuck in a jam like dis but lucky i wasnt driving the manual car if not its gonna b like thurs got stuck in a jam wif the manual car...reach KL central n picked JY at 2pm.. i was late d.. rush n reach temple at 2.10pm.. oopsz.. 10min late... lucky oni 4 person was there n van was there already.. oopsz... lucky nv kena scold dis time.. more people came around2.30pm.. when every1 started practicing i ran off n drove 2 kl central 2 pick jiok.. i was the conductor n i was suppose 2 b there but i ran away.. came back n quite alot people was there d.. it was almost 2.45 n we hafta end our practice by 3pm.. the practice was okler.. just dat i hafta use the triangle which i didnt like.. AFter the practice, me jy n jiok went 2 KFC 4 our lunch.. all 3 of us were darn hungry.. poor huiy cant follow cos her mum wants her in the hall 4 Uncle vijaya's class... we came back temple around 4.15pm.. i didnt know where was van n i was supper bored so me jy n jiok was in the car sleeping.. later jiok went down the car left me n jy.. was trying 2 sleep but dis jy couldnt stop kacauing me so end up nv sleep but just a short few min nap which is nv enough 4 me.. somethin bad happen be4 we left 2 stadium negara n i dun wanna talk about it.. haha.. we reach stadium negara around 6.30pm.. was rushing n trying 2 do the mic test.. the PA system wasnt dat good.. poor jee may hafta play so hard n near the mic so dat the mic will catch the sound.. poor huiy was so far away from us.. our turn came n we r suppose 2 sing.. i was abit the nervous cos i was the conductor.. luckly we did ok.. i feel it was very good d.. so happeee... The whole dhamma assembly was mainly chanting 4 the tsunami victim so there is alot of chanting which i was so bored there... the hyper me where can sit still 1.. was chatting wif jee may, chin, su-ann jie jie, jy the whole time.. haha was having jioks phone n virginia miss called.. so played her wif his phone.. it was so funny... me jy n van couldnt stopped laughing on wat happen.. we ended around 11pm.. reach temple around 11.45pm.. took my car n fetch sze huey home.. suppose 2 fetch auntie Rupa but some1 wanted 2 fetch her so nvm loo... i reach home around 12.20pm.. was dead hungry but ntg 2 eat so decided not 2 eat n just go sleep.. bath n came on9 chat 4 ahwile den i went 2 bed.. was 2 tired 2 do any other things.... Another tiring day i haf yet i enjoyes my day.. i get 2 sing wif van huiy n jy.. its been so long since we all sang 2gather without any preasure... having jie jie, jee may n chin made it even nicer.. its nice knowing jee may n chin.. they r very friendly n funny... i've been so happe dis few days though my mood wasnt very good in the afternoon but it was ok d later on...

FrIdAy GaThErInG

Friday was seriously a dam tired day 4 me.. but i truely enjoyed it.. i woke up n came on9 blogging 4 thursday.. den i was doing ntg.. jaga the cleaner clean the hse oni lor cos new cleaner ma.. but seriously the cleaner dam rude lor.. really wanna slap her... At 1pm i got ready n went down 2 sunway college 2 pick yt.. I reach Sunway around 1.25pm.. we headed down straight 2 CHS.. suppose 2 half lunch wif Mr LIm.. haha.. reach school also almost 1.40pm.. we went straight 2 Qm room.. miss dat place so much.. the place i use 2 hang out around wif my gang of frens n i haf uncountable sweet memories... was waiting 4 Mr Lim 2 finish his work be4 we can leave 4 lunch.. went 2 the hall n meet zhen cui n huey bing.. nice 2 meet n talk 2 them my favourite juniors in interact club.. we finally left school 4 lunch at 2.30pm i was dead hungry dat time.. somemore mr lim wan me 2 drive so cham.. so i drove the 3 of us out 2 A&W 4 lunch.. Mr Lim really paid 4 our lunch so sweet of him.... After lunch we went 2 state 2 get some stuff 4 Qm n amazingly the usual forgetful Sir lost his list of things he need 2 buy.. darn funny.. so he just bought watever he remembered den we headed back 2 school.. haha cos Sir was in the car so i drove my car in2 the school.. so syok n park under the shade somemore.. Han, fan, kamtong n SuetMei finally arrive at 3.30pm...han kt n fan really so guai wore red shirt so 4 of us were wearing red shirt.... all of us sat outside the Qm room at the longkang der n we really missed the time we sat there early morning every day be4 perhimpunan wif all other form5 QM n chit chat n laugh or heads of early in the morning.. den we took the chairs all the way from Qm room n sat at the entrance.. den we think back at times when we all stay back 4 duty on friday... going back 2 school really made me remembered alot of sweet memories which i really miss alot.. We finally left at 5.10pm 2 avoid getting in2 the jam.. yt followed han's car cos its on the way n i dun need 2 go down sunway.. i reach home at 5.45 pm n came on9 2 check some stuff... i left n went out again at 6pm 4 the 1st primary school class gathering... we gathered at the car park opposite the BU4 school... after every1 dat is coming we left 2 qian ren's hse in 3 cars.. we all reach his hse n his mom prepared alot of food 4 us.. there was almost 22 of us.. seriuosly nv thought dis gathering will b dis sucessfull.. every1 who came joint in n chit chatted n laugh our heads out talking back bout our old funny n paiseh stuff in primary.. we somemore had a walk in glenmary... dam chuntted man the houses there... some were really dam huge... how can dis people b so freaking rich ar..... we somemore drink white wine n also red wine.. also got sparkling juice la..we left his hse at 11.30pm.. my car was so pack.. dun wanna mention about it.. really dam funny... but over all the gathering was so fun... I had 2 gathering in a day.. i wif my gang of best frens back in school searching back our old sweet memories den at nite wif my bunch of primary school frens digging back memories 6 years n more years ago.. i really enjoyed myslef 2day though i was tired driving the whole day.. nv regret going 4 the gatherings....

HapPe b'day

2day is weiling n edwards b'day........ i woke up at 9 n was day dreaming in the hse... aikz.. dunno wat 2 do so just was the japanese series thian borrowed me.. around 11somethin i was half way on9ing n suddenly there is no electricity..gosh..seriously dam it man... its was so freaky hot.. suppose 2 go pick shae at 1.45pm i cant tahan the heat in the hse so i left at 1.30pm.. its worst when i got in the car n realises there isnt much petrol n i haf 2pump petrol.. lucky i haf some money wif me if not den sure die cos of the electricity broke down in alot places n the traffic was terrible...i pick shae from help at 2pm n i reach sunwat college almost 2.45pm.. the jam in federal highway was so teruk just becos of a traller broke down in the middle of the road... Melissa called all the way back from aussie 2 wish weiling happe b'day.. so sweet of her... we went taylors 2 meet the han fan kt thian n jamie.. reach there almost 3.10 n thian n jaie haf2 go d.. but den we still took the time we haf 2 chit chat wif each other... after thian n jamie left we continued chatting outside McD.. weiling n shae went n walk around taylors whereby the others stay n chit chat.. its just so fun when most of us r gathered 2gather n we spent time 2gather..edward came n meet us awhile.. happee b;'day edward..we all ate choco top be4 we all left 2 go home.. i reach home around 5pm.. so tired.. so i just sat n watch tv.. around 6thian came ove n we both chit chatted in the park.. 2 sor por in the park haha but dam fun la we laugh about everythin but just miss jamie the pig was sleeping at home couldnt get her up.. thian ciaoz at 7 so i went home also.. watch tv awhile den i went n bath.. After dinner i went 2 temple.. gosh i was late d.. the weather was terrible.. some part of the road there was heavy rain n some part no rain at all.. reach temple around 8.10pm.. reach the same time as su-ann jie jie.. so we went up 2gather n got scream by van 2gather.. hehe sorry gal... dun mean 2 b late but the rain ma...... the singing was oklar.. i was having prob catching the beat at the beginning.. haha so paiseh somemore i was standing on the chair.. but later on it was ok d.. the feeling was so good 2 b able 2 sing wif van n huiy.. again i found the smile on van's face when she can sing all out without any preasure or wat so ever.. again we can sing 2gather happily.. i really cheerish each n every moment like dis.. i dunno whether i haf anymore chance 2 sing wif huiy n van.. they will b leaving choir same as me n they r gonna join albert 2 sing.. whereby i'll be wif kim i guess.. I dunno wheter wat i did was right.. i told mom dat van n huiy mayb stopping choir.. when i told van about it her face turn.. at dat very moment i didnt know wat i did was right.. i had dis feeling dat i wasnt suppose 2 tell mom... i know van is dam pissed... later after the practice i had a talk wif van.. she has her point but on the other hand i told mom becos the last time i didnt tell they were saying i should had told her.. so now dat i told her.. things doesnt seems right.. but was has been done had been done.. gal.. i'm so sorry dat i accidentally spoil ur whole planning n u haf 2 plan again.. alot of things doesnt seems 2 be alrite 2 me lately.. i dunno y.. but mayb is just the stupid feeling of mine la...so there shouldn't be any worries.. had a long talk wif jiok be4 i sleep... atleast now i know wats the prob n thing seems 2 better between us... hopefully it will stay ok till i leave.. dun wanna face anymore prob.. time isnt enough 4 me 2 find solution cos i'll be leaving really soon.. i just wanna enjoy the time being happeee wif every1.. my best frens, my kalyana mitras, my family, my frens, n every1 whom i know n cherish...

wat a CrAzY dAy i had

Tuesday.. i woke up at 6.50am..gosh dats darn early 4 me cos i usualyy wakes up at 10am.. waited 4 jhwa 2 come n pick me at 7am.. we both boing so mou liu will b going 4 morning suprise in taylors.. haha.. we reach taylors around7.40am n went McD 2 meet the thian jamie n yeanling.. the twins r not there yet.. 5 min later the twins arrive n all of use were chatting in McD till thian jamie yl n han gtg 4 class.. oni left fan me n jhwa in McD.. 8.15am we saw suet rushing 2 taylors.. she is late.. her class starts at 8am.. den by 8.25am fan had 2 leave d.. his class starts at 8.30am.. so now oni eft me n jhwa.. the 2 super mou liu fella.. we went down 2 taipan 4 breakfast in the mean time waiting 4 han 2 haf his break at 10am.. we left taipan n go back 2 taylors 2 meet han.. jhwa was turning around taylors 2 find parking but we couldnt fins 1 so we just picked han up n we went turning around on the road.. we went 2 edwards place but he was not around cos he was working.. so we went 2 sunway college.. dunno y dis jhwa so mou liu go sunway college cos no1 we can meet there as yt is still in class den we went turning around SP 4 few times 4 no reason n finally we headed back 2 taylors cos han's break time is most over.. Reach back at taylors alomost 11..han rush down the car without taking his student pass.. me n jhwa turn 1 big round around taylors 2 wit 4 abu n jamie 2 come out cos their break is at11am.. pick dem up from the front gate de we headed 2 SP again.. jhwa gtg n work d... reaching SP den jhwa change n went 2 work... he left his car wif me so i can go around wif the car n wun b bored.. haha so nice of him.. my good ah gor... i took over the car n drove back 2 taylors wif abu n jamie.. we parked outside burger king n jamie ate her burger in the car.. i went down n look 4 chiang.. haha the stupid tall fella.. so fun 2 c him.. wat 2 do my good sai lou ma... chatted awhile den he hafta go d so i went up the car loo.. dis abu did stupid things in the car.. on the music so loud somemore shouted so late... haha but nvm la.. as long as she enjoys... muahahhaha... its alomost 12 so i drove abu n jamie back 2 taylors main door n i went 2 sunway college 2 pick yt n wl.. their break is from 12-1.15pm.. after picking them i drove them all the wayback 2 taylors 2 meet fan.. his class ends at 12.30pm..so yt me n wl was chatting beside the car while waiting 4 fan 2 come.. meet yl n suet outside McD they were walking back2 college.. den we meet huiru also.. finally fan came.. but its almost time 2 fetch yt n wl back 2 college.. fan went n bought a burger den we all got in2 the car n headed 2 sunway.. drop yt n wl back 2 sunway den fan took over the car n i gotta rest 4awhile.. he drove back 2 taylors n the lucky us got a parking right in front of McD.. SOoo lucky.. we went in n ate choco top.. he is suppose 2 go back 4 some activity at 1.30pm but i oni let him og at 1.45pm cos i hafta wait alone till2pm.. han jami n thian's class ends at 2pm.. after he left i was so bored there.. i bought a cup of sprite n started 2 play miss call.. i miss called abu jamie n han non stop.. finally after 20min being alone i saw han walking 2wards Mcd den later follow by thian n jamie.. so happy 2 c them cos i was darn bored there.. meet shae also but we had 2 go d.. we haf 2 go sunway pick yt 4 lunch.. so we left in 2 cars.. han wif abu in his car den jamie was wif me in jhwa's car.. after picking yt we went 2 sp 4 lunch... went 2 meet jhwa den we went n eat in waffle world.. yum yum delicious waffle they haf... we were chatting n laughing so loud there though abit paiseh but we didnt bother n continue laughing n chatting so loudly.. At 4 jhwa had 2 go back 2 work.. abu n yt left 2 get jamie her super belated b'day present den me n jamie went n meet them in memory lane.. chose wl's b'day prezzie n card den we all went back 2 vincci 2 look 4 jhwa.. i got2 return his car keys 2 him co i'm following jamie's car home.. so tired n sleepy... reach home around 5pm.. realises my keys r in jhwa's car but lucky mom was home.. came back change n straight away i fallen asleep till almost 8pm oni i woke up.. went dinner n came home almost10pm.. jhwa come n look 4 me around 10.30 2 return my hse keys.. so sorry ler need him come all theway after work 2 send me the keys.. we went over 2 abu's hse 2 sign wei ling's b'day card den after dat jhwa ciaoz d.. i was so darn tired.. after taking my medicine got headache somemore.. dam it man.. haha so i went 2 sleep loo.. My whole day yesterday was just going thru n n flow from taylors 2 sunway n from sunway 2 taylors.. haha.. dunno how many times i was on the same road yesterday.. thought its dam 38 2 wake up so early n did such mou liu things but i really enjoy yesterday.. i get 2 meet up wif them n spent time wif them.. the oni sad thing was jhwas car petrol gone d.. soli ler... hahaha...

Great Sunday

Sunday was like so fun 2 me.. i miss the days we had sunday school n all of us gather 2gather n chit-chat... finally sunday school re-open d.. n i get 2 meet all my best buddy's n sit down chit-chat.. i reach temple around 8.20.. drove in2 temple n drop the books.. drove out 2 find parking... its so darn hard 2 find parking.. i'veturn n turn around the temple area but yet i failed 2 find parking.. mayb it was me also la dun feel like parking so turn n turn around the area.. until almost 9am i pass by templa gate again n say van n chaing.. i know they r rushing 2 bangsar TRCC so i gave them a lift since i had ntg 2 do n had no parking... after driving them 2 TRCC i went back 2 temple felt so bored turning so decided 2 call bell n park in2 her hse.. haha.. Went up audi n join others.. talk 2 huiy n kim about things.. jy came at 9.30.. stupid fella she come so late.. was chit-chatting n i got back the feel of being 2gather wif the gang but just missing van.. if she is there den it will b more fun.. went down grace corner 4 breakfast cos few of us were hungry.. van called n i had 2 pick her at 10.30am sharp at su-ann jie jie's hse in bangsar.. went down order my food, had i sip of my milo ais den i rush 2 su-ann jie jie's hse 2 pick van d.. rush back 2 temple again cos van got things 2 do n i parked back in2 her hse n i went 2 grace 2 join back the gang.. by the time they were leaving d.. so i sat down eat abit den ciaoz d.. skipped puja as usual n didnt wanna go class later dam lazy.. but guess wat kim called n teacher ho spoke 2 me.. i quickly rushed up 2 class be4 kena bombard from her.. class was ok ler.. after class we didnt do anythin lor.. just chit chat oni....bro came n take the vios.. at 2 went back up 2 practice jaya mangala gatha.. sunday school gonna perform on saturday in stadium merdeka 4 the tsunami thingi.. really had fun there.. i really enjoy being able 2 sing 2gather wig huiy n van again without any preasure or anythin.. every1 just sang all out.. dis time we haf jee may wif us.. she's playing the guitar.. so yeng.. think will b more fun having jee may wif us.. the practice ended n me huiy jiok solching sze huey chaing continue singing some other song till van called so me n chaing fly downstairs 2 find her... I didnt go home straight.. i helped in the temple.. at 1st i was wif the sayo gang people carrying drinks 2 the asoka hall... its dam fun lor those people.. no wander van enjoy herself so much wiif the sayo gang people... helping half way van called n told me her mom is looking 4 me so i went n meet auntie violet... went oevr 2 her hse n carry the kuih's over 2 temple.. den i was at the kitchen helping auntie karuna wif the kuih... spent like so long in the kitchen helping n every1 thought i left temple d.. so i finally left temple at 5pm.. went 2 mui mui's hse 2 pass her the BM book she wants.. chatted wif her like more den 20 min n rushed back home cos i told thian i'll b there in 10 min but i took like 25 min 2 reach home.. chatted wif her in the park till like 7 den she had 2 go back d.. I didnt do much ler after dat just on9 n chat.. so nice 2 meet mel on9 n chatted wif her 4 quite long till my parents came back n haf 2 go 4 dinner.. my parents came back around 7somethin den we went out 4 dinner.. came back n i came on9 again.. read thians blog which nearly made me cry.. i was dam touch by wat she said.. thian n jhwa been giving all sorts or reason 2 keep me back in malaysia n not going over 2 switz.. but my dear frens i haf make a decision last time 2 go so i cant turn back now.. there is no turning back.. i paid RM20000 4 the program n i cant back out now.. i know u all dun wan me 2 go but i haf no choice d.. sure i'm gonna miss u guys heaps.. u all really meant alot 2 me.. yt,sh,sh,thian,jamie,kt.jhwa,yx,mel,sy,siew r all my school frens which i'm gonna miss tem loads.. they brought so much joy n laughter in2 me.. on the other hanf my kalyana mitras from temple van, hui,jy,jiok,kim,chiang r those whom i knoe long ago.. since i was so young.. i will b missing them alot 2.. all my frens eant so much 2 me n i will nv ever forget them.. hopefully after a year being in switz i wun b forgotten when i'm back here.. i love them so much...

Mel left 2 Melb on Sat

Saturday Melissa left 2 Aussie d...its was such a sad day.. REALLY SAD.... my saturday start by waking up at 9somethin n went breakfast wif mom n kang.. dad didnt follow cos he has things 2 do n he n mom will b leaving 2 melaka 4 a 2days retreat around 10somethin.. after breakfast bought dad char kuey teaw n came home... mom n dad left 2 melaka around 11am.. n i went out wif jhwa 2 sungai wang around 11.30am.. we were going down sg wang 2 get the jay chow concert ticket.. we went 2 bank cos i need 2 withdraw money.. n gosh i just realise i can oni withdraw RM200 per day...dam.. we got not enough money 2 pay 4 yl n szeh's ticket d.. quickly called szehong n get money from him.. so we went all the way 2 sg way 2 get money from him.. after dat we went down 2 jhwa's parents office in KL cos he gotta get money from his mom.. he also no money d.. afterdat we got stuck in the jam on the way 2 sg wang.. gosh.. was like so sleepy in the car.. We reach sh wang around 1.40pm.. went in n saw yl n suetmei.. they were shopping there..just say hi bye den me n jhwa went looking 4 the jay chou ticket counter.. at the center court it was having some charity event so it was quite pack n we couldnt find the ticket counter.. after asking n searching we finally found it.. the oni ticket left was at the side.. so we called others n every1 said ok so we got the side sits... called yl n mui 2 join us 4 lunch.. had lunch den me n jhwa left sg wang around 4pm.. was jam outside sg wang also.. we reach jhwa's hse around 4.45pm n he went in n change.. den came back 2 my hse cos i wanna change 2 long sleeve also.. airport will b cold ma.. its was already 5pm.. suppose2 reach yt's hse by 5.. we reach yt's hse around5.30pm.. suppose 2 go mel's hse n meet 1st but den we decided 2 go KLIA 1st.. so we reach KLIA at 6.15pm n mel is still at home.. she is oni leaving hse atr 6.45pm.. gish we were so early.. Since we were so early, we went in2 the car park n yt had her driving lesson wif me n jhwa.. we went 2 the car park n went 2 a floor which not much car n change driver.. yt was force 2 take over the driver's place.. haha.. m n jhwa was having a fun time in the car.. yt was so tense but it was ok la.. ahahaha... so proud 2 b the 1st passenger of yt.. muahahhahaa... we finallly parked our car n went in2 KLIA.. went searching everywhere for After8 chocolate couldnt find.. so we finally bought somethin else 4 mel.. me sze hong yt n jhwa shared the prezzie.. mel reach around 7.20pm.. dat time oni me yt n jhwa was there.. others were on the way.. we had group photo 2gather n the atmosfear was so bad... every1 was so sad dat mel is leaving us d.. i tried so hard 2 delay time so dat jessica will make it 2 sent mel off.. haha i suceeded but got blame over mel's lil lie.. but its ok.. hugged mel n wih her good bye n she left wif her dad.. every1 was so sad.. sk cried there n lcd also.. LEaving the airport was so hard 4 us when we realise mel will b fling off 2 aussie in an hour time.. me yt jhwa went 2 the car n start our journey back home.. every1 was so quite in the car.. eventually every1 cried in the car.. it was so sad..... we really missed mel so much though we just meet her.... we went 2 McD in taylors 4 dinner.. we had no appetite at all.. we took so lng 2 finish our burger n i couldn't finish mine.. even jhwa didnt finish his burger.. we left n i drove the car cos jhwa was kinda emotionly unstable.. i drove yt home den i drove myself home.. i reach home around11somethin.. jhwa took back the car n drove home.. reaching home i went n bath.. i came on9 n didnt know wat 2 do.. i was so down n my heart sore.. Mel left 2 aussie d.. i didnt haf the mood so i went off9 n went 2 bed.. i couldn't sleep dat nite.. was trying 2 force myelf 2 bed which i finally suceeded after more den an hour...

a hectic day

i woke up at 8somethin on friday morning.. the cleaner was here so got 2 get up.. didnt do much after waking up.. dun feel like eating so didnt eat breakfast.. around 11am went 2 AFS 2 pay my last instalment... Day by Day pass n its getting nearer n nearer 2 the day i'm leaving 2 switzerland.. after paying the cheque went n bought lunch 4 lil bro den came home... I left hse around 12 n headed 2 taylors 2 find thian they all.. her purse is wif me so got 2 send it 2 her... reach taylors around 12.30pm.. chatted wif the gang awhile den gtg d.. hafta rush 2 USJ6 by 1pm n pick up things from my ex-chinese tuition teacher.. thian hafta go 4 class d so i also left.. fan followed me cos he finish his class d n he had 2 wait 4 han 2 finish his orientation.. was late 2 pick up the stuff but lucky didnt get scolding.. haha.. after dat it was 1.20 n han called say he finish d.. called yt 2 join us 4 lunch also.. so went all the way back to taylors 2 pick han up den went 2 sunway college 2 pick yt n wl.. den we headed 2 piramid 2 meet jhwa.. he is working there n his break it from 1.30-2.30... we reach piramid alomost 2 n faster rush n meet him be4 he start work again.. we went 2 McD n ate choco top.. jhwa left us at 2.30 n we left piramid at 2.45pm.. went back 2 taylors cos the twins car is at taylors.. meet thian n Jamie again 4 awhile.. left taylors at 3 n fetch yt home den send wl home.. reach home almost 4.. was so exhausted... reast 4 awhile n suppose 2 leave hse at 6.30 n pick yt 4 dinner wif mel.. had change of plan at 5 cos mom is going out i hafta send lil bro 4 art class at 7.30pm.. so jhwa will b picking yt n kamtong.. den i will pick wl cos i going ss2 buy dinner 4 my bro.. was so jam in ss2.. oni reach home at 7.30pm.. late d... rush bro n fetch him 2 art class den rush down 2 temple 2 send the biscuits... den rush down 2 bangsar 2 meet mel 4 dinner... they were in Syed waiting 4 me n wl.. when i reach, mel yt jhwa kt szehong n the twins was there d.. i was like zha dou when i saw the twins cos they told me they cant come somemore wasted all my effort in persueing them 2 come but they say cannot but end up kena bluff... gik sei me... but we really enjoyed ourself there.. later on yixiong came den later somemore lcd came.. we were so loud in the mamak.. we laugh n laugh n laugh.. we laugh even more after kamtong told ur the satay story... all of us laugh until cannot stop till those other customers were looking at us.. dam pai seh but we still continued laughing.. We left Syed at 10somethin 2 thians place.. han teman me 2 get my car so other no need 2 walk so far.. gosh my car was full wif bird shit.. seriously dam alot... more den 20 i think.. den lcd got car but no keys.. dam funny pek san left the car there 4 her but nv gif her the keys.. so she cannt drive so 11 fella wan in 2 cars.. my car got 6 fella 5 girls n kamtong.. jhwa's car was him the twins szehing n yixiong.. i went 4 car wash in BP be4 going 2 thians hse cos really 2 dirty d wif the bird shit's everywhere... reach thians hse 15 min be4 11pm.. we chatted n chatted there.. so fun.. we somemore took pic at her garden be4 we left... gosh i had 2 b home by 11 but i'm still at thians place at 11.30pm.. n i somemore gotta send all the gals home.. i called home n told them i'll b late... so we left thians hse which is 2 rows away from my hse in taman tun around 11.30.. my hse is so near yet i cant go home.. we headed 2 hartamas 2 drop lcd.. den continue 2 bangsar n drop mel home.. suppose 2 send yt 1st but wl's mom called d so we went down ss2 to drop wl den oni go sunway 2 drop yt.. while on the way 2 yt's placce talked 2 her about alot things.. i reach home almost 1am.. gosh... was like 2 hours later den my time gievn 2 b home.. lucky mom dint scold cos was farewell dinner 4 mel ma.. so dats how my day ended on friday.. dam tired n exhausted...

quite A meaningfuL day

2day i woke up dam early...6.50am... had 2 wake up 2 iron lil bro's uniform n send him2 school.. dad is sick so i help him send bro 2 school.. reach home around 8am n i went back 2 bed till almost 10.30am.. woke up n send 2nd bro 4 guitar class... suppose 2 fetch Jy at 12.30 after her class at Help.. her class is from 11-12.30.. gosh at 11.30 she sms me n say her class end d.. so i quickly change n went n pick her... the stupid fella make me wait 4 her somemore when i reach but nvm la awhile oni... after picking her we went 2 pizza hut in taman tun 4 lunch.. the stupid fella made me eat so much.. eat until i was so FULL.. after lunch we came back 2 my hse.. her next class was at 3.30 so wanna take nap 1st... i so kesian kena torture by her.. we left my hse around 3.20 back 2 her college... In the evening i had a long talk wif mom... i cried while talking 2 her.. i tried not 2 cry but tears just role down... she told me things which i didnt expect 2 know.. in the end i also told her things she didnt expect i would do.. but den again she is my mom... i love her as who she is... I cook dinner 2nite 4 my mom n 2 bro's.. dad's not coming back 4 dinner n i'm going out wif thian n jhwa.. jhwa came at almost 8.30.. we change our dectination so many times n finally we decided 2 go pasar malam in chao yang... haha.. thian had 2 buy apple back 4 her mom.. so funny... be4 we ciaoz thian went n look 4 her ex-tuition teacher.. her teacher dam funny wan lor the way she talks n all seems like she is our age... reach home around 10.30pm.. dis thian left her purse in jhwa's car.. so careless.. gonna send it 2 her 2molo loo... dats about my day..

I lOsT mYSeLf

yesterday was kinda boring.. i woke up around 8somethin n my body is aching.. went 4 breakfast n i came back n continue my sleep.. didnt do much yesterday.. fetch thian n jamie at 1.45 n went 2 sunway college 2 pick yt.. its her 1st day of college.. waited 4 awhile in sunway college cos she wasnt out yet.. den we went 2 taylors cos thian wanna sign somethin.. turn few rounds n finally found parking... after we r done in taylors we went 2 McD 4 choco top.. yum~yum~..dis thian so dirty eat until my car also got.. haha.. yt hafta b home by 3somethin so i fetch her home 1st loo... den me thian n jamie went 2 1U 2 help jamie shop 4bag... we couldnt find bag 4 her cos all also not nice or doesnt suit her.. jamie had her hair cut there.. me n thian thinks its nice but jamie think it suck... she keep on pulling her hair dam funny.. me n thian was scolding her... we left 1U around 5.45pm.. i was home just in time 2 watch the tv2 show.. dats about my day lor.. went out 4 dinner n dats all.... mom been weird after coming back from burma...i haven get any scolding from her since she came back.. she talks so polite n gentle.. she also ask me few question n i didnt know how 2 answer.. i nearly cried when she ask me the questions but i didnt... 2day i woke up at 10somethin... plan 2 go help in temple cos i know there is container coming in 2day... kt wants 2 help also so i said oklar so we plan 2 go 2gather.. wash the clothes n folded all the clothes.. cooked lunch 4 bro also...sms su-ann ask her whether she going temple anot den got call from van.. she say no need me 2 help so i just said ok.. told kt dat wun b going temple 2 help 2day.. he said ok also lor.. i can feel dat there is somethin dat is not letting me 2 help in the temple but den i just let the feeling b.. i dun wanna think so much.. van called again around 2somethin.. she told me y she didnt wan me in the temple.. here i know temple needs help but i cant help... i really dunno wat 2 do.. i understands y dis is happening but still its hard 2 control the feeling... i'm haf ntg 2 do in the hse n i am so bored... i know ISD will not b going 2 the temple but yet i cant do anything n i still hafta stay home 2 make sure people in the temple feels secure...things has been so unfair 2 me... its not dat i wanna complaine but if u were in my shoe wat will u do.. dis is not the 1st time such thing happen.. i know its not their fault but den wat about me??i know there is no1 2 blame i'm not gonna blame ISD cos i know y dis happen, i cant blame others 4 it also but if u were me how much can u not care.. how long can u hold on 2 the word let things b 4 the time being... how long can u hold on wif the sentense 'nvm its ok'....i understands y dis is happenning but still i'm just a teenager who wants 2 lead a happy life.. i'm leaving 2 switzerland in 2 months time.. i just wanna spent my time as happy as i can.. i wanna share n spent my time wif people i treasure alot n do things i wanna do but there r always things dat held me back from it.. i dun wanna b upset always... no1 wants 2 b sad or unhappy... i cried again... i lost myself.. i lost the tough me dat can stand still when i face prob.. i become very sensitive 2wards alot of things especially my friendships..i get over sensitive over things which i nv used 2.. i dun like the me now.. i hate who i am now.. i am searching so hard 2 find back myself.. the self dat is full wif confident, strong n cheerful...I WANT MYSELF BACK!!!

a whole new year

New year eve… I woke up at 8 waiting 4 the cleaner 2 come… I went downstairs n continue sleeping cos I can hear the bell if I’m downstairs.. the maid wasn’t here on time she came at 10 which made me kinda mad cos my plan hafta reschedule cos she was late.. han drove yt over 2 my place.. dat silly gal left some ‘important’ thing in the car yesterday after dat they chao d… the maid was here so my bro was suppose 2 keep n eye on her.. I drove dad’s car 4 car wash cos the car was seriously dam dirty… came home around 12.. den went out again around 1pm 2 buy lunch 4 my 2 bro’s… anut came n pick them around 2.15.. they were stll eating… got some mumbling cos I wasn’t at home always.. they left around 2.45pm.. I was home alone.. jh they all suppose 2 b here by 3pm but they didn’t arrive they oni came at 4something… the poor me was waiting alone 4 them.. they cmae n we were chating so loudly.. later we went n sit swing in the playground.. we called Jamie 2 come n join us also.. yt wasn’t really in a mood so she came back 2 my hse.. she was playing wif the piano.. she like playing the piano when she is not in a mood.. jh went home 2 do something at 6 n other came back at 6.30.. we took turn 2 bath.. yt was sleeping downstairs.. we didn’t wanna disturb her so all were upstairs on9ing.. We left 4 dinner at 8somethin.. was late d so didn’t follow as plan 2 eat in Seoul.. we went 2 ss2 n ate in the Italian restaurant..we were quite noisy in there but the food was nice.. we left the restaurant n went n bought some dvd’s.. den we traveled 2 OUG 2 meet mel n sze hong.. we chatted quite long outside the cyber café.. we finally decide 2 go count down in sunway.. we park our car at yt’s hse den we rush over 2 piramid.. we got scared by han fan n hong.. we thought was robbery.. we had real fun in pyramid n we got ourself dam dirty also.. we really enjoyed ourself… laughing n spraying every1 was practically wat we were doing.. we finally haf enough n we walked back 2 yt’s plave 2 get the car.. jh yl n Edward went 2 get Edwards car n drove over 2 yt’s place.. we use the leftover spray n spray my car.. poor car.. just had its bath 2day den got dirty again.. but it was dam fun.. we wished yt’s parents happy new year den we left.. sent mel home den we all went 2 my hse.. every1 was darn dirty so all took turn 2 bath… every1 finish bathing around 3somethin.. we all were downstairs n they decided 2 watch shuttle.. I pula went n sleep while watching… woke up around 8.. we left my hse at 10somethin n sent the twins home.. jh didn’t join us cos he had 2 go work.. we stoped at the twins hse n Chatted in their hse wif their mom.. the mom dam funny.. wat the mom said really let her zha dou man.. later all of us including the twins went out 4 breakfats.. gosh we went all the way 2 taipan 4 breakfast.. The twins n kamtong were wearing my baju.. dam funny.. after breakfast we went n meet mr lim in Mc d in sunway.. we chatted quite long there… den mr lim brought us 2 c his new hse… its quite far away but it’s quite nice.. after dat we all left 2 go bak loo. Twins mon must b wondering wats wrong wif us we took 3 hour + 2 eat our breakfast.. dam furny.. so I sent twins home 1st den yl den kt den lastly yt.. hehe I didn’t let her home 1st cos I wan her 2 teman me.. after sending them home I went 2 temple 2 help 4 the tsunami relief… it was tired but I felt good cos I am giving a hand 2 help those who r in need of help.. left temple at 7 n went home 2 bring bro 4 dinner.. we went pizza hut 4 dinner… after dinner I went home mandi den sleep.. was so tired… 2nd day of year 2005.. I woke up at 7 am n went 2 temple 2 help 4 the tsunami relief.. reach there around 7.30 waiting 4 su-ann 2 come.. went 4 breakfast in grace den started 2 help.. I was helping wif the traffic outside the temple.. was quite fun there thou sometimes its bored.. but ching guan was there wif me.. den su-ann’s uncle was there also.. I was making jokes there n every1 were laughing.. I somemore made fren wif 1 of the lorry driver.. dam furny.. he was so bored waiting 4 his turn 2 drve his lorry in2 the temple.. I laugh at him few times cos his lorry couldn’t go in the temple.. its nice la I somemore jump on his lorry… I help till 4somethin den I ciaoz home d.. mom n dad were back from burma d.. they came back 2 temple from klia so we went home 2gather.. I came home help them unpack their stuff n all.. I was so tired… went pasar malam wif mom 2 buy dinner 4 others.. come back bath den I went out.. it was bee yan’s wedding party 2nite.. so hafta go.. reach there around 8pm..i chatted wif the tuition frens.. we realize oni our class were invited 2 her party.. came home around 11pm.. was dead tired so I went 2 sleep…

youth camp

Its has been long since I last updated muh blog… I was in camp from 27th till 30th dec… throughout the 4 days I sneak out from camp on the 28th n went out wif muh frens.. the camp was not really fun but I kinda enjoy myself… having my old buddies dat has disappear 4 long cos of SPM working 2gather in dis camp made the camp a wonderful camp 4 me.. Monday, 1st day of camp.. I woke up at 6am n pack my stuff.. left hse at 6.20 2 pick huiy, after huiy went n pick szehuey.. after dat went down 2 USJ 2 pick Kim… it was 7when I reach kim’s hse.. we headed 2 temple at 7.10am.. reach temple at almost 7.30am.. Jy was angry at me cos I was late.. I made her come on time but I was late.. sorry dear… went 4 breakfast wif others near the temple n was back in temple at 8.15am..we start 2 prepare 4 the camp.. I as the QM 4 the camp same as kim, jiok, chiang n van.. whole gang of us were in the same department.. so syok.. we the QM were at the 1st n 2nd floor at ASOKA hall setting up the dorms n also doing the camp banner… Jy shiew wei n crew were setting up the kitchen.. every1 was busy wif their own work.. at 12pm I took along chiang n went home 2 pick my 2 bro’s 2 go 4 the camp.. we reach back at temple around 1.15pm.. I gaf the briefing on the rules n regulation.. wasn’t really busy after the camp was started cos dun haf much thing 2 do.. van came n join us around 7somethin when me n huiy was bathing… Tuesday, 2nd day of camp.. 2day was the mindfulness day.. woke up at 5 n woke the participants up at 5.30am.. was down in the cafeteria at 6am.. didn’t join in the puja n meditation.. so sleepy so if I go sure I sleep wan.. haha so just skipped it.. the usual lazy me skipped workshop 1 and the dhamma talk.. I cant remember wat was I doin but I oni know I wasn’t in the hall ….i think I went 2 the dorm 2 took a nap.. was down at hall around 12pm setting up the camera n chairs 4 photo session.. set up d den went up 2 bath cos I’m going 2 sneak out after the photo session.. Jh came n pick me 2 SP n we left around 1.15pm.. I was sick.. when we reach sp I sat n waited 4 others 2 come.. I was coughing n were having flu and sore throat.. after every1 was here except rod we went n sat in A&W.. we were so noisy there.. we had our gif exchange in A&W.. didn’t expect fan will b the 1 giving me prezzie.. it was so sweet of him.. it was unexpected dat he will do the gif himself.. he folded the stars n love in the jar wif the pooh inside.. yt’s gif was from han.. he also did something sweet.. nv expect the 2 fellla will do something so sweet.. so touch.. we did a lot stupid n crazy things wif the gift.. den we went bowling den movie.. afterdat we had dinner den JH send me back 2 temple.. I went 2 sp wif a sick voice n I went back temple without voice.. I lost my voice totally.. gosh.. got lectured by jy.. sleep so late 2day doing work… Wednesday, 3rd day of camp.. woke up n woke the participants up without voice.. I went in the dorms n on the light 2 wake them up.. afterdat I went back 2 the dorm n sleep.. van n kim was still sleeping there… we woke up around 9am.. wash up went down 4 breakfast..aiks..found out no more breakfast d somemore got a lot committee’s haven eat so gonna cook fried rice for us.. I decided 2 b the cook so I cooked the fried rice 4 them.. thank god dat they like the fried rice… I did hymm singing wif huiy with my sexy voice.. I practically didn’t do much 2day.. help a lil in dis n dat oni… Thursday, last day of camp.. I woke up at 5.30 n went back 2 sleep cps every1 was tired so I let them sleep.. the next time I woke up it was already 7am.. shiew wei shouted it was 7am den me n jy jumped up wif her.. they went wash up n went down prepare breakfast.. I went waking the participants up..n den woke the pig up but I failed.. so I gave up n sleep.. me huiy n van woke up at 9.15am.. haha… we wash up n rush down cos we suppose 2 b in the hall 4 the award presentation ceremony at 9.30..the award presentation was kinda fun la.. in between we had 2 change place 2 auditorium cos the hall need 2 b use 2 keep the things people donate 4 tsunami…the award presentation took a hell long time.. it was suppose 2 end at 11.30 but it ended at 12.30.. the clean up was fast n clean 2.. happy 2 c things done so quickly.. had a hymm singing session after lunch.. it was really fun seeing the participant habing so much fun wif the song.. we committee’s also had fun singing 2gather.. so fast it’s the end of camp d… me n jy took marker pen n draw all the committee’s hand n leg.. so funny… dats all about camp n I really enjoyed it not becos of the camp bvut becos I spent time wif people I trasure in my life.. dis will b the last camp I will b helping be4 I leave 4 switzerland.. I’m sure gonna miss all the fun n every1.. I left temple at 6pm n went down 2 sunway 2 pick yt.. we going 2 mel’s party 2nite.. reach home around 7.30 n jh arrived 5 min later.. I took my bath n we 3 left 2 mel’s hse at 8pm.. we ate n chat in mel’s place.. chat wif lcd there also.. long time nv talk 2 her d loo.. we left around 10.30 n fetch yt home.. me n jh was darn tired d.. reach home around 12 n went straight 2 bed.. Gonna continue updating my blog.. wun b so lazy d..

merry Christmas

Merry Christmas EverYoNe…. Woke up at 5am 2day n found my phone on the floor.. aiks it drop from the dressing table.. must b 2 much vibration.. I had 6 sms n 5 miss call… read all the sms n I went back 2 sleep till 7 am.. woke up by my alarm… I will b going out wif teacher ho, ben, yen shan n kim.. Teacher reach my hse around 7.45 den we went 2 pasar tani 2 buy fish.. we couldn’t find any parking so after rounds of turning she finally stop n let kim take over her car.. me n kim was left in the car while teacher, ben n yenshan goes 2 the market n get the fish.. chatted wif kim a lot while waiting in the car… they took so long in the market…after some time they finally came back.. keep the fish in the but den off we headed 2 central park 2 release the fishes.. we stop by 7-11 2 buy bread 2 fed the fishes... We release the fishes n fed the fishes.. not much fish came up 2 the surface 2 eat so after awhile we left central park… went 2 muh hse cos kim needed the toilet… after dat we went 2 damansara kim for breakfast around 10am… we left the restaurant at 11 n headed 2 FRIM cos ben need 2 collect plant 4 his Bio project… so many mosquito…. Spent almost an hour all of us temaning him collect plant n searching 4 the plants name.. den later me kim n yeanshan went 2 the pond n feed the fishes there cos we had left over bread from dis morning… teacher ho n ben were still collecting plants… we left frim around 12.30pm.. we went 2 huiy’s place 2 pick her 4 lunch… Reach her hse around 1pm.. all 6 of us cramp in teacher ho’s car.. haha can fit us all man..coool….teacher wanted 2 bring us 2 MV 4 lunch but MV was so jam… so we change destination n plan 2 eat in YMCA.. mana tau the restaurant close n it was already 2somethin.. dam funny dis teacher ho.. after getting her license 4 almost 14 years she still can do side parking.. all of us were like zha dou… n keep on ejek her n all. finally we went down 2 KL 4 lunch… we were so noisy in the restaurant.. so paiseh man… dis ben were talking louder n louder… kinda irritating…..after lunch teacher fetch us home 1 by 1… first ben n yeanshan den kim after dat minghuiy den lastly me… its was raining so heavily in USJ but there is no rain in PJ when teacher fetch me home… came back den I went 2 the curve cos need 2 buy slipper… OMG in 1hour 30 in time I bought 6 top n a pair of slipper…. Its so not good 2 shop alone cos I temp 2 buy whatever I c which attracts me.. came home around 7.. I did the laundry n fold all the clothes… Aunt came around 8somethin… she fetch my 2 bro’s home they were at her hse 2day 4 a small Christmas party… uncle n aunt n my 2 cousin were here till almost 9somethin den they went back… cleans the hse den I am here blogging… HAHA.. FINALLY van is not so Busy d… so good……………………… wanna zz d la now 2molo gtg temple early…

muh decision

I did a lot driving 2day..Traffic Jam is everywhere… woke up around 10somethin.. went out around 12pm 2 send the DVD’s back 2 Mel in Bangsar.. after dat headed 2 sunway 2 pass YT her stuff she left in my place yesterday.. pass by midvalley 2 joint in2 federal.. gosh.. it was super jam there… reached yt’s place around 12.45.. pass her the things n got keropok 2 eat.. hehe..her mom gaf me 1 container of keropok.. den I went 2 USJ cos got2 pick kim over 2 muh place 2 do banner.. poor ming huiy is alone in my hse wif my bro doin the banner… It was super jam in front of Summit.. reached kim’s place around 1.30pm.. fetch her mom 2 bank 2 do something.. waited quite long cos the stupid bank was so slow… left kim’s place around 2.45pm.. I reached home by 3.15 pm..gosh… plain driving 4 so many hours….so tired… I ate almost the whole container of keropak while driving.. when I reach home oni left 3 pieces.. Huiy, Sze huey n jigme was in my hse when I came back… they were doing the banner.. we left hse around 4.30 cos I hafta go n bring kang 2 c the dentist.. poor huiy was waiting 4 her mom at the playground.. we had 2 leave her… I asked her 2 wait in my hse den I gif her the key but she dun wan… went 2 the dental but no parking so did illegal parking loo sze huey was wif me.. kang hafta pull our the 2 weird teeth he has.. he was scared but he was brave enough 2 overcome the fear.. after dat came home n watch the 6pm show.. den me n Sh continue doing the banner… we did until 8.30 den oni we went 4 dinner in SS2.. Came home n my 2 bro’s n sh is watching Christmas show on tv.. fetch sh home around 10.30pm n came home lock all the doors n here I am blogging… After 2days of thinking I have made my decision… I will not bother how hard it is 2 walk on wif the friendship cos I will stand firm n walk on.. no matter haw hard I fall I will still stand back up n continue walking through the path 2 continue dis friendship.. No matter wat happens whatever thing has change but my trust n hope in dis friendship has nv n will nv change.. I will still treat her as my ever best ho ji mui @ ah jie.. she will still b the1 I share my joys n sorrows…Dis friendship meant a lot 2 me n I will never in my life wanna lose dis frenship.. therefore I will do whatever I can 2 hold on 2 dis friendship.. if u wanna ask me how long will I hold on wif dis friendship I will answer u I will hold on a day more den forever..becos I love her as my fren n will love her 4ever..

Hair Change

Woke up at 8 dis morning.. mom n dad keep on opening my room door asking me 2 find things 4 them… they r flying off 2 Burma 2day.. we left hse at 8.30 den headed 2 temple… had our breakfast in breakfields den oni we went temple.. reach temple at 9.30am.. went n look 4 Vanessa 2 get the stuff 4 banner.. chatted wif her 4 awhile n dat awhile is already enough 2 break my heaat… the thing she said really bang me so hard till I dunno wat 2 do… Was 2 sad 2 stay in the temple so I greed goodbye 2 my parents den I drove home… meet Yt in SS2 at 11.30am.. suppose 2 do our hair but the shop was closed oni open at 1pm.. so we sat in the car n chit chatted but time was moving so slowly.. I decided 2 go home n bring 2 lil bro’s out 4 lunch.. brought them 2 McD 4 lunch den drove them home.. den went 2 Star enterprise 2 get some Stuff.. so cham turn so many round oni can find parking.. after dat we came home den off we went again 2 the saloon.. reach there around 2.30pm.. Yt oni highlight her hair but me pula cut d den oni highlight… wah my butt also flat d loo sit in the saloon so long.. the hair stylelist dam cute.. the way he talks n all dam funny wan.. somemore he tiba-tiba ask those weird question until u dunno how 2 answer wan.. dam zha dou wan sometimes.. we left the saloon at 6pm wif our hair different when we walked in.. Yt’s hair colour was not as obvious as mine..went 2 Secret recipe 2 buy cake den went home 2 pick my 2 bro’s be4 sending yt home… All the way 2 Sunway was so jam.. somemore it was drizzling… left my hse around 6.30pm n reach yt’s hse at almost 8.. a journey dat normally take 20 min took 1 hour 30min 2 reach.. so long….after dropping her home I brought bro’s 2 Kim Gary 4 dinner.. pyramid was so jam cos cut above it having fashion show at the main entrance…dinner was so Yummy…I take away French toast 4 yixiong.. haha went n look 4 him at the main entrance 2 pass him his French toast.. so shock cos he thought I was just joking.. after dat I came home d loo.. was so tired…n I’m here bloggin.. wanna go zzZZzz d… I’m dam tired… tired physically, mentally n also emotionally… I really need a helping hand 2 bring lift me up again… n I know the helping hand is somewhere near me…

ABBA Cadabra

Wednesday…was kind a fun day 2 me.. woke up 8somethin in the morning n went breakfast wif dad n bro… in the afternoon went 2 mid valley wif mom n bro.. dad couldn’t find parking so he went 2 KL 2 do some stuff…I teman mom go find shoe… haha the usual me choose the shoe I liked the most 4 mom 2 try.. hehe cos our leg same size ma so she buy d I can wear loo.. got her a pair of NIKE shoe.. afterdat we went 2 carefour 2 get some stuff.. my parents will b leaving 2 Burma 2molo so but some food 4 us in the hse… meet Dickson there so chatted wif him 4 a while ler… actually he is a very nice guy ler… just dat some times the way he talks n the words he use really pissed u off.. afterdat dad came n pick us from midvalley den we came home… I’m having a dinner dat nite.. ABBA Cadabra show in Shangri-La… big bro wasn’t around so we haf 2 extra tickets… those who agree 2 go last minute got things 2 do so cant go.. its was around 4somethin dat time… so mom ask me 2 ask my frens 2 go… aiks.. I called Yt but she cant go.. so sad.. den I called thian but she also cant go.. Jamie is in Beijing.. the twins in Sabah.. the next fella dat gone through muh mind was JH.. I faster called him n WooHooo he can go but he was in Piramid dat time… so he rushed home ler cos dat time also 5pm d.. den I thought of Mel n I called her.. surprisingly she can go.. so the 2 ticket has its owner d.. Mom dad n 2 bro went 4 the dinner 1st.. I waited 4 JH 2 come n fetch me.. den we went n pick Mel up den we headed 2 KL.. so cham la me dad gaf wrong direction so I gaf wrong turning 2 JH.. n I ended up kena zat like crazy by them… Reach Shangri-La around 7.45.. wasn’t late though.. haha its not started yet… we sat down den the food was served… so nice come d den got food 2 eat… it was fun spending time wif JH n Mel la.. dam funny we 3.. keep on chit chatting n laugh oni.. me so kesian keep on let them bully oni.. 1 is my ah gor, 1 is my ah jie… haih……. We went 2 visit Yt’s parents also.. they sat not very far away from our table.. after the dinner JH fetch Mel home den fetch me home.. be4 fetching me home we detour 2 thians hse.. haha stoped outside her hse 4 awhile den ciaoz d.. reached home around 12.15am.. bath den on9 awhile den went 2 sleep d.. I was so tired… dats about my day on wed loo…

WedDing

Yesterday was Sim Jie's Wedding n cousin Phoebe's wedding.. lucky 1 was in the morning n 1 is at nite.. Sim jie's wedding is held in the temple so i was in the temple by 8.15am.. we had 2 practice 4 the wedding..the morning was another disaster 4 me and no doubt its also a disaster 4 the others... my heart felt so pain when i saw tears rolling down from van's eye..i didnt know wat 2 do or wat i can do.. i know her 2 well dat she will b fine after carying but i just didnt wanna c her cry..its so heartbreak when u c some1 u cares alot cry.. she left n went down wif ming huiy 2 practice singing wif albert n gang..i know she will get lots of confort when she is wif albert so i didnt go n c her cos i know i will b bothering them..i went n sat in kim's table.. her frens were all there.. good thing dat i knew them so i wasnt bored sitting there but joking wif them.. but i was still worried about van.. but huiy is there wif her so i think it wun b dat bad la..i would not wanna talk about ISD cos no point saying wif the pain she put inside me..if it wasnt 4 sim jie jie i had already left temple be4 performing.. but its jie jie's big day so i struggled n hold on till the whole wedding ended.. Chiang n jiok turn up 4 the wedding also.. so happee 2 c them... its been so long ago since i last saw them.. dat time we were all busy wif our SPM.. kim's shoe broke in the middle of the wedding.. it was so funny... all of us were laughing at her.. i borrowed her my heals den ting went 2 her car n get slippers 4 my.. its not good 4 kim 1 wear slipper cos it was her sis wedding n she wore dress so leng lui.. haha...after the wedding it was already 2somethin.. gosh.. i hafta rush down 2 melaka 4 cousin phoebe's wedding.. left temple n came home 2 pack.. every1 was rushing n we left hse around 4.30.. we drove 2 cars 2 melaka cos cant fit in a car.. dad mom me n kang was in dad's car den bro drove moms car wif shannel n yang.. we went 2 the hotel straight cos it was late d.. we change in cousin's hotel room.. the dinner was okler.. i was sitting wif my cousins.. we had were laughing so much...making joke out of anything was darn fun.. after the wedding we all went 2 the apartment dat was rent 4 us.. i stayed wif uncle heng's family cos i wanna chat wif my cousins.. we played twister n cards.. we chatted alot also.. around 2somethin me wif my 2 cousin sis n 1cousin bro went down 2 mamak stall 4 a drink..after dat we went 2 uncle heng room.. all of us were inside n chattin until around 3 somethin we cannot tahan d so all of us went back 2 our room n sleep.. woke up around 8somethin dis morning.. my n cousin florence didnt wanna wake up so lazy.. after getting ready we all went up 2 uncle keong's apartment.. it was her daugther which got married yesterday.. we all were having the small ceremony.. dam funny every1 laugh until cannot stop... after dat we all went 4 breakfast.. chicken rice ball.. quite nice.. i ate alot man.. seriously dam alot until i myslef couldnt believe i ate so much.. went n walk around melaka den we left back 2 KL..i sleep from melaka until kajang.. we stoped at kajang 4 kajang satay.. again i ate so much satay... i really ate alot alot 2day.. i get hungry so easily although i ate so much already.. must be becos mood not good lately so keep on wanna eat EAT n EAT.. gonna grow fat man if i continue eating like dis.. from kajang back 2 my hse i wanted 2 go toilet so urgently..the need of going toilet was so......... i needed the toilet so much until i curle in the car.. i tahan until stomach also pain the.. tahan until i wanna cry d cos cannot tahan.. the feeling was really bad man.. reach home i ran in2 the house n ran 2 the toilet... felt so relief after going 2 the toilet.. Dats about dis two days ler.. Van n Huiy had make their decision n i'm happy 4 them.. they wun hafta suffer anymore.. i wanna c smiles in them but anger n tears.. so i think smiles will b the oni thing i will find on their face after the open their mouth n tell out their decision.. thian called dis morning wanna go breakfast but so sad i was in melaka cant join.. so sad the whole big gang enjoyed themself so much.. hump....

rEd bOx

On wednesday, me yt thain jamie yeanling jianhwa kamtong yixiong went 2 red box.. went n pick thian n J up from teir hse over 2 my place den yt reach my hse so every1 bump in2 the car n i guide yt's mom out cos she dunno the way out.. cos it was late d so i drove yt yl n thian 2 the curve 1st.. J was the oni 1 left behind 2 teman me.. i hafta go home n change car.. came home took the small car den off we went 2 pick yixiong from 1U.. reach The Curve around 12.30pm.. waited 4 jian hwa n kamtong 2 arrive den 5 of us went in n meet the others which was alreading enjoying themself singing in red box.. time really flies..we sang non stop n once we look at the watch.. gosh its almost about time 2 end.. thank god we nv wasted our time but fully appriciate the time we haf there n appreciate each other who make it 4 dis outing.. hehe.. yixiong became so close 2 us since graduation day.. he from a normal fren became our close fren n after genting he became me father. muhahaha.. but its fun 2 haf him in the group.. he brought in alot of laughter.. poor yixiong was in a rush n didt wear his belt.. his pants was dropping somemore we so bad keep on pull his pant down.. After red box it was oni 3pm so we decided 2 go 1U.. we went 2 1U n ate in ssecret receipi.. dis yixiong ar really like a clown man.. keep on making us laugh.. i laugh until stomach also muscle cramp d.. yt also laugh until cannot stop.. darn funny.. jian hwa somemore put sugar in his sprite but he dunno oni when he put the 2nd packet of sugar he realises it.. after eating it was almost time 4 me 2 leave d.. i hafta get home latest by 4.45pm cos i hafta go temple.. but we wanna take sticker photo so went n take loo.. its located on the top floor dat shop.. so we went all the way up la.. once finish snapping the pic i left wif thian n J.. cos they following my car.so soli ler spoilt the fun by leaving.. came home at 5..was late d.. got sounding from mom ler.. reach temple around 5.30.. went straigh 2 toilet den join huiy n van..den went 2 resourse room 4 choir practice.. ntg good happen so i wun blog... after dat went 4 dinner n came back temple 4 youth camp meeting.. no need 2talk about the meeting cos i was on fire.. surely it wasnt good la.. meeting ended at 10.30pm.. left temple around 10.45pm.. drove szehuey home den ming huiy.. den i went home.. reach home shower den went on9.. was having gastrick.. called van n tak awhile about the camp stuff den off i went 2 bed.. cannot tahan stomach 2 pain d.. yesterday was a total disaster day 4 me.. wun blog about yesterday...

DaMn

On sunday nite i cried myself 2 bed again.. its the continues 2nd nite i cried myself 2 bed.. i've been very emotional lately.. i seems 2 easily cry over small lil things lately.. i also dunno wat the hell is wrong wif me.. be4 i sleep i called van 2 tell her i'm gonna sleep but we ended up talking about things n tears rolled down by itself.. uncontrolable...i nv cried on the phone like dis be4 but i did 4 the very 1st time.. i nv cried infront of any1 becos tears wun come out no matter wan.. but dis time its different.. tears came down n i dun hafta hold it back cos i can trust van n she was always wif me throughout my ups n down.. No 1 ever think on my side but she does.. every1 always oni put everything as my wrong i hafta bare wif all dis since i was young.. mayb there is time dat its my wrong but not eveytime.. i'm so bliss 4 having her by my side.. she is my rainbow 2 my life.. thanks gal... After we put down the phone i cried all my feelings out den i fallen asleep in tears... woke up next morning barely able 2 open my eyes.. didnt do much yesterday... the oni thing i did wan on9 n talking on the phone... i been on the phone 4 so long.. one call after another... oh ya i also cleaned my room.. but its still halfway down.. cannot tahan the dust kept in sneezing... pear got jealous over a pic.. gosh... dunno wat 2 do about it but hope pear will feel better now.. *regret* 4 letting pear c the pic.. aikz... 2day mom n dad went 2 melaka.. the stupid white car has no more petrol n i am broke.. haih.. dun care must find money 2 pump petrol so can go out.. notti hor me.. but dis is the typical me la... mostly i will b going 2 van's place later.. gotta send some important things 2 her.. haha she needs it so desprately...

PrOm

Friday nite was my school prom.. on friday woke up around 8 when the cleaner came.. went 2 temple wif bro's 2 meet mom n take pic wif dad.. afterdat went n buy brunch n came home wif mom.. ironed my prom dress n pack all the things i need in2 the beg.. left 2 yt's hse around 1.15pm.. reach her hse around 1.40, left the things in her hse den off we went 2 set our hair..we meet py den we went 2 the shop.. my hair n make up was done like in no time.. so fast... haha.. cos my hair short ma.. den yt n py took longer time den me.. i was kinda bored but fun laughing at them.. later we change in2 our dress 2 make sure the hair n make up goes nice wif the dress.. it was nice.. i mean really nice.. afterdat py left den i went back 2 yt's hse.. ate chiken pie there waiting 4 jian hwa 2 pick us up around 5.. he came around 5.15pm wif yixiong un the car.. we den left 2 bukit jalil 2 pick the twins n kt...OMG 7 fella in a waja.. cannot fit.. door can close so the twin went inside 2 geth permission 2 drive the rexton.. haha well their mom obviously gave us permission cos she also scare so many people in the car.. We reach time square hotel around 6.15pm..went n find kenneth 2 get our room key cos we ask mel 2 book a room 4 us.. we went up 2 the room the change n touch up wif our make up.. we took so long in the room.. hahaha.. the guys were doing their hair, me n yt were doin our own girl stuff ler.. took lots of pic n we oni left our room at 8.. suppose 2 b down by 7 but who cares.. went down n saw quite alot of my frens.. all so pretty n handsome.. the prom nite eventually started at 9pm.. so late man... the prom was ok la.. the fun part was wif the gang.. Gosh.. some1 keep looking at me.. so scary.. soo fan was my partner 4 prom n the some 1 dat used 2 like him was sitting in the next table.. she keep on asking her fren 2 ask soo han whether me n fan 2gether izzit.. so scary.. ahaha.. tooks loads of picture wif so many people.. Went up 2 the room n change cos wanna go around KL.. called mel cos suppose 2 go passion n meet lucinda n pooi yeen... got 2 know she cant go cos stuck wif eva.. 7 of us got up the rexton n went 2 subang 2 pick her up n save her from eva's hse.. we den went back 2 kl n meet lucinda they all.. passion closing d n lucinda was tired so pooiyeen joined us 4 supper at 2am.. we had beef noodle 4 supper.. it was dam nice.. after dat we went back 2 the hotel.. we chatted n chatted den i went in2 the room n sleep.. yi xiong n jian hwa was also sleeping on the bed.. den i woke up at 4am.. they r still talking outside but every1was dam tired d.. joined dem n chatted... around 5somethin every1 fallen sleep.. i walked 2wards every1 2 make sure they dun get cold n cover them wif towel, blanket n kot.. den i sat on the floor n took a nap also cos no more place 4 me.. sob~ sob~...kamtong was sleeping on my place but nvm la.. around 8somethin every1 started 2 wake up cos han's phone was ringing.. han gotta b home by 12.30 so we take turn 2 wash up.. we continue chating while packing up n washing up.. we left hotel around 10 somethin.. i went 2 settle the bill n all.. den went 2 the car n off we went back.. we 1st drop yixiong at mayban den fetch mel home in bangsar.. den fetch pooiyeen home in happy garden..afterdat we headed back 2 han's place.. went in2 his hse awhile cos jian hwa need 2 charge his phone.. out of battery d.. left his hse around 12.30pm n fetch kamtong home in puchong.. den fetch yeeteng home in sunway... me last 2 go home cos my hse nearest 2 jian hwa's hse.. reach home n i was so tired.. took bro along n went 2 buy lunch home n eat.. after makan went 2 the saloon n wash my hair.. 2 tired 2 wash myself cos the fella out so much hair spray on my hair somemore more glitter on my hair.. so paiseh la.. i fallen a sleep while the fella was blowing my hair.. since i was in the saloon i cut my hair also lor.. nv cut short just cut abit cos suppose 2 leave my hair long.. come home n went 2 sleep around 4pm.. was 2 tired n couldnt tahan anymore.. around 7pm bro woke me up n got scolded by mom cos of the camera.. i was charging the battery be4 i sleep but i dunno y if was not on when mom wanna use.. got fired 4 no reason n got all the blame.. was so pissed off n sad.. cried myself 2 bed straight away.. woke up at 11 n talk 2 van4 few minute den sleep again.. I woke up at 7.30am dis morning.. went temple 4 pindapata... around 1pm i drove yunrong 2 TRCC 4 meeting went went back 2 temple.. sat in front of Asoka hall n was talking 4 vincent.. talked about camp n stuff.. van came over den later szehuey n hooi chia came also.. discuss about camp stuff n all la.. be4 going back talk 2 van.. said somethin2 her la.. i know it made her unhappy.. i'm really sorry dear... i didnt mean anythin but just wanna be true 2 u n myself.. after telling u i didnt haf dat feeling anymore.. i'm telling the truth.. from the bottom of m heart u r my every best ho ji mui n it will last forever n ever.. even though if i changed in2 another person after i come back from switzerland ur place in my heart will nv change.. dis friendship plas n very important role in my heart.. without dis friendship it mean dat i haf lost a big part of my heart.. i will nv risk our frenship cos i can bare 2 lose it.. love u loads.. Dats about it la.. soli cos i was dam chiong hei.. but i just wanna blog everythin so i can read it once in a while n feel the happiness again.. i'm starting 2 miss my frens d... all my ji mui's in school expecially yeeteng my best fren.. the gang of guys n alotmore.. smuakzzz...

Genting

gosh.. Genting trip was so fun... though there is some unhappy moments but i truely enjoy myself wif the gang..wOhoooo..yeetengs dad fetch her, me, yl n sm 2 genting.. we reach genting around 2pm.. waited 4 others 2 arrive..den later every1 arrived.. girls: me, yeeteng, yeanling, Jamie, suetmei, thian, weiwei guys: soohan, soofan, kamtong, yixiong, jianhwa, keatwei, rodney, keong, edward, ngaihou Yt n her parents went n check in the room 4 us in first world.. me n thian went 2 genting hotel 2 check out the karaoke n get a cake 4 J.. we gonna gif her a surprise early b'day party..after checking out the price n booked the cake we went back 2 gather wif every1.. Yt gao dim the checking in n we all went n put our stuff in the room.. the room was not clean yet oni 1 room was ready so we all put out stuff in dat room.. every1 went 4 karaoke left me yt n rod in the room.. me n yt hafta sort out the money.. later on we went n meet them after collecting the cake.. J was so happie cos we celebrated her b'day 4 her.. the cake was nice.. we enjoyed ourself sing n sing.. we r like mad fellas's jumping on the seat n shouting all out.. really fun.. at nite we went walking around genting on the roads.. it was so cold but fun..around 2every1 went back 2 their room n sleep.. me yt n thian went down 2 the lobby 2 chat.. later jian hwa came n joined us.. we chat till 5somethin den oni we went back 2 room.. thain sleep in our room cos scared distur yl they all.. 3 of us squeze in a single bed.. haha but it manage 2 fit us.. haha..we took a nap till moring8somthin loo.. we went 2 the team park..its was very misty.. the weather was so cold.. we were all freezing.. we had lots of fun la.. we did so many stupid n funny stuff.. there is dis gal interested in sf.. so funny n i kena act like sf's gf 2 disturb the gal.. so funny man.. we laugh n laugh n laugh... freezing cold outside n it was drizziling so we went back 2 our room 2 bath n rest.. it was around 5somethin.. dis yi xiong so cruel.. oni gave me 15 minute 2 bath n getready.. i took a super quick bath n got myself ready outside the room in 15 minute.. haih.. so cham.. we went 4 bumper car den 2 burger king 4 dinner.. yum yum.. after dinner we continue doing silly things.. we went n take a rid on all the the indoor team park rides.. gosh i nv though i will go on those rides when i am 17.. haha but i did it all... so fun.. went 4 movie around 11.15ppm.. our sit was at the 1st row.. so hard 2 watch.. i was sleeping the whole time la cos i watch the mivie be4 n i was super tired 4 not having enough sleep since the day after spm.. after movie we sent thain n J off.. thians parents came n pick them.. after dat we walked around genting again.. it was frezzing cold as well.. we cahtted at the seats outside the hotel entrance until almost 5 again.. den we went back 2 the room 2 haf some rest.. we sleep till almost 9.. den we pack n had cup noodle 4 breakfast.. we left genting around 11am.. we went 2 gohtong jaya by cable car.. den we walked 2 thians apartment.. so far.. kena bluff by thian d say very near oni.. haha.. went n haf steam boat lunch at the restaurant.. the restaurant was beside the pool.. lunch was fun.. yixiong was the oni guy dat sit wif us.. after lunch we sat beside the cool chit chatting.. den me thian n yt went n soak our leg in2 the pool wif jian hwa sf n sh.. the 3 guys somehow psh each other n all got wet... they pulled me in the pool but failed den they change target.. yt kena throw in2 the pool.. so cham n obviously if she kena i wun get2 fun so i was in the pool also lor.. den thian most cham.. she was abit sick but still we throw her in2 the pool... haha so 6 of us was soaking wet... water dripping everywhere.. alomost time 2 ciaoz so we went 2 thians appartment 2 change.. den we all left back 2 kl.. was really tired dat time.. but had load n loads of fun.. me yt kt n jh got a father after dis trip.. haha.. yi xiong became our dad.. hahahaha... now i gtg d.. got2 prepare 4 prom.. need 2 get ready.. going 2 yt's hse den go set our hair.. ciaoz...

bUsY..

Spm had just pass few days ago n i was so busy dis few days.. on thursday after bio paper went home n went 2 temple at nite.. on friday i went 2 temple early 6.30am.. came home around 9am n pack 4 camp.. went back 2 temple around 12pm... after lunch dana went over 2 van's hse.. did some work 4 her mom till almost 2.30pm, her mom fetch me 2 YMCA cos the AFS camp is in there.. its a 3 days 2 nite camp... the camp is kinda fun la.. meet lots of people from all over malaysia.. from sabah, sarawak, alor setar, kuantan, johor, seremban, terengganu........ there r so fun n nice people but also few r very annoying la..meet alot reterniesn they told us about their experience.. its kinda funny n also some stories freaked us put..cos its really scary...got alot information from the camp... made lots of new frens.. 2 long 2 write about the camp so i wun write...at nite i went 2 1Utama wif yt n her parents.. we went n find our prom dress.. i got mine d.. haha.. she still haven get it yet.. the dress is not very unik la.. its simple yet nice... had dinner wif them den came home... Went temple early morning at 6.30am.. saw van.. she lost her voice... miss her so much.. thought it was just 2 days ago since i meet her... but still i missed her... after breakfast i went 2 her hse2 do the work 4 her mom... was sitting in front of the com doing n didnt realise the time.. when i look at the clock it was 9.30.. gosh.. i was suppose 2 leave at 9 n head 2 YT's hse.. i faster save things up n off i went 2 YT's hse... reached there around 10.30.. parked my car got in2 her car den we went 2 sungai wang... she bought her prom dress there.. den had lunch there.. after lunch went back 2 her hse.. took my car den we both headed 2 MV 2 meet abu n jamie... reach around 3pm.. walk there till almost 5 den we bought McD n we headed 2 1Utama.. me n yt went searching things 4 prom n jamie n abu was walking around searching 4 clothers 4 Abu... we left 1utama about 7.30pm.. we were in a rush.. yt needs 2 get home by 8pm.. sned the culculator 2 mui mui den headed 2 yt's hse... was late ler.. reached around 8.15pm.. had dinner in her hse.. chated n settle some things 4 genting trip 2molo n i left around 9.30pm... went 2 mel's hse 2 pay n collect the prom ticket.. went in2 her room 2 c her prom dress.. it was nice.. orange colour.. chatted wif her bout lots of things ler.. haha... den left around 10.30pm... reached home around 11pm.. mom was kinda pissed off but lucky nv get scolding.. she just said i went out at 6.30 am n came back at 11pm.. i den reminded her about my genting trip 2molo till thurs n she seems dat she forgotten... so i told her the details again.. lucky she didnt scold.. so nice of her.. den wen n bath, fold all the clothes, pack my bag n here i am blogging.. was 2 tired 2 blog but since i didnt blog 4 so long n i will b away so i made myself sit here n blog..hope van is recovering.. my world best ji mui is sick.. sob sob.. but i know she is strong n will recover fast.. i was so busy the whole day... my leg is aching now man.. Dats all ler.. will update my blog as soon as i am free... smaukz...............