DaMn

On sunday nite i cried myself 2 bed again.. its the continues 2nd nite i cried myself 2 bed.. i've been very emotional lately.. i seems 2 easily cry over small lil things lately.. i also dunno wat the hell is wrong wif me.. be4 i sleep i called van 2 tell her i'm gonna sleep but we ended up talking about things n tears rolled down by itself.. uncontrolable...i nv cried on the phone like dis be4 but i did 4 the very 1st time.. i nv cried infront of any1 becos tears wun come out no matter wan.. but dis time its different.. tears came down n i dun hafta hold it back cos i can trust van n she was always wif me throughout my ups n down.. No 1 ever think on my side but she does.. every1 always oni put everything as my wrong i hafta bare wif all dis since i was young.. mayb there is time dat its my wrong but not eveytime.. i'm so bliss 4 having her by my side.. she is my rainbow 2 my life.. thanks gal... After we put down the phone i cried all my feelings out den i fallen asleep in tears... woke up next morning barely able 2 open my eyes.. didnt do much yesterday... the oni thing i did wan on9 n talking on the phone... i been on the phone 4 so long.. one call after another... oh ya i also cleaned my room.. but its still halfway down.. cannot tahan the dust kept in sneezing... pear got jealous over a pic.. gosh... dunno wat 2 do about it but hope pear will feel better now.. *regret* 4 letting pear c the pic.. aikz... 2day mom n dad went 2 melaka.. the stupid white car has no more petrol n i am broke.. haih.. dun care must find money 2 pump petrol so can go out.. notti hor me.. but dis is the typical me la... mostly i will b going 2 van's place later.. gotta send some important things 2 her.. haha she needs it so desprately...