rEd bOx

On wednesday, me yt thain jamie yeanling jianhwa kamtong yixiong went 2 red box.. went n pick thian n J up from teir hse over 2 my place den yt reach my hse so every1 bump in2 the car n i guide yt's mom out cos she dunno the way out.. cos it was late d so i drove yt yl n thian 2 the curve 1st.. J was the oni 1 left behind 2 teman me.. i hafta go home n change car.. came home took the small car den off we went 2 pick yixiong from 1U.. reach The Curve around 12.30pm.. waited 4 jian hwa n kamtong 2 arrive den 5 of us went in n meet the others which was alreading enjoying themself singing in red box.. time really flies..we sang non stop n once we look at the watch.. gosh its almost about time 2 end.. thank god we nv wasted our time but fully appriciate the time we haf there n appreciate each other who make it 4 dis outing.. hehe.. yixiong became so close 2 us since graduation day.. he from a normal fren became our close fren n after genting he became me father. muhahaha.. but its fun 2 haf him in the group.. he brought in alot of laughter.. poor yixiong was in a rush n didt wear his belt.. his pants was dropping somemore we so bad keep on pull his pant down.. After red box it was oni 3pm so we decided 2 go 1U.. we went 2 1U n ate in ssecret receipi.. dis yixiong ar really like a clown man.. keep on making us laugh.. i laugh until stomach also muscle cramp d.. yt also laugh until cannot stop.. darn funny.. jian hwa somemore put sugar in his sprite but he dunno oni when he put the 2nd packet of sugar he realises it.. after eating it was almost time 4 me 2 leave d.. i hafta get home latest by 4.45pm cos i hafta go temple.. but we wanna take sticker photo so went n take loo.. its located on the top floor dat shop.. so we went all the way up la.. once finish snapping the pic i left wif thian n J.. cos they following my car.so soli ler spoilt the fun by leaving.. came home at 5..was late d.. got sounding from mom ler.. reach temple around 5.30.. went straigh 2 toilet den join huiy n van..den went 2 resourse room 4 choir practice.. ntg good happen so i wun blog... after dat went 4 dinner n came back temple 4 youth camp meeting.. no need 2talk about the meeting cos i was on fire.. surely it wasnt good la.. meeting ended at 10.30pm.. left temple around 10.45pm.. drove szehuey home den ming huiy.. den i went home.. reach home shower den went on9.. was having gastrick.. called van n tak awhile about the camp stuff den off i went 2 bed.. cannot tahan stomach 2 pain d.. yesterday was a total disaster day 4 me.. wun blog about yesterday...

DaMn

On sunday nite i cried myself 2 bed again.. its the continues 2nd nite i cried myself 2 bed.. i've been very emotional lately.. i seems 2 easily cry over small lil things lately.. i also dunno wat the hell is wrong wif me.. be4 i sleep i called van 2 tell her i'm gonna sleep but we ended up talking about things n tears rolled down by itself.. uncontrolable...i nv cried on the phone like dis be4 but i did 4 the very 1st time.. i nv cried infront of any1 becos tears wun come out no matter wan.. but dis time its different.. tears came down n i dun hafta hold it back cos i can trust van n she was always wif me throughout my ups n down.. No 1 ever think on my side but she does.. every1 always oni put everything as my wrong i hafta bare wif all dis since i was young.. mayb there is time dat its my wrong but not eveytime.. i'm so bliss 4 having her by my side.. she is my rainbow 2 my life.. thanks gal... After we put down the phone i cried all my feelings out den i fallen asleep in tears... woke up next morning barely able 2 open my eyes.. didnt do much yesterday... the oni thing i did wan on9 n talking on the phone... i been on the phone 4 so long.. one call after another... oh ya i also cleaned my room.. but its still halfway down.. cannot tahan the dust kept in sneezing... pear got jealous over a pic.. gosh... dunno wat 2 do about it but hope pear will feel better now.. *regret* 4 letting pear c the pic.. aikz... 2day mom n dad went 2 melaka.. the stupid white car has no more petrol n i am broke.. haih.. dun care must find money 2 pump petrol so can go out.. notti hor me.. but dis is the typical me la... mostly i will b going 2 van's place later.. gotta send some important things 2 her.. haha she needs it so desprately...

PrOm

Friday nite was my school prom.. on friday woke up around 8 when the cleaner came.. went 2 temple wif bro's 2 meet mom n take pic wif dad.. afterdat went n buy brunch n came home wif mom.. ironed my prom dress n pack all the things i need in2 the beg.. left 2 yt's hse around 1.15pm.. reach her hse around 1.40, left the things in her hse den off we went 2 set our hair..we meet py den we went 2 the shop.. my hair n make up was done like in no time.. so fast... haha.. cos my hair short ma.. den yt n py took longer time den me.. i was kinda bored but fun laughing at them.. later we change in2 our dress 2 make sure the hair n make up goes nice wif the dress.. it was nice.. i mean really nice.. afterdat py left den i went back 2 yt's hse.. ate chiken pie there waiting 4 jian hwa 2 pick us up around 5.. he came around 5.15pm wif yixiong un the car.. we den left 2 bukit jalil 2 pick the twins n kt...OMG 7 fella in a waja.. cannot fit.. door can close so the twin went inside 2 geth permission 2 drive the rexton.. haha well their mom obviously gave us permission cos she also scare so many people in the car.. We reach time square hotel around 6.15pm..went n find kenneth 2 get our room key cos we ask mel 2 book a room 4 us.. we went up 2 the room the change n touch up wif our make up.. we took so long in the room.. hahaha.. the guys were doing their hair, me n yt were doin our own girl stuff ler.. took lots of pic n we oni left our room at 8.. suppose 2 b down by 7 but who cares.. went down n saw quite alot of my frens.. all so pretty n handsome.. the prom nite eventually started at 9pm.. so late man... the prom was ok la.. the fun part was wif the gang.. Gosh.. some1 keep looking at me.. so scary.. soo fan was my partner 4 prom n the some 1 dat used 2 like him was sitting in the next table.. she keep on asking her fren 2 ask soo han whether me n fan 2gether izzit.. so scary.. ahaha.. tooks loads of picture wif so many people.. Went up 2 the room n change cos wanna go around KL.. called mel cos suppose 2 go passion n meet lucinda n pooi yeen... got 2 know she cant go cos stuck wif eva.. 7 of us got up the rexton n went 2 subang 2 pick her up n save her from eva's hse.. we den went back 2 kl n meet lucinda they all.. passion closing d n lucinda was tired so pooiyeen joined us 4 supper at 2am.. we had beef noodle 4 supper.. it was dam nice.. after dat we went back 2 the hotel.. we chatted n chatted den i went in2 the room n sleep.. yi xiong n jian hwa was also sleeping on the bed.. den i woke up at 4am.. they r still talking outside but every1was dam tired d.. joined dem n chatted... around 5somethin every1 fallen sleep.. i walked 2wards every1 2 make sure they dun get cold n cover them wif towel, blanket n kot.. den i sat on the floor n took a nap also cos no more place 4 me.. sob~ sob~...kamtong was sleeping on my place but nvm la.. around 8somethin every1 started 2 wake up cos han's phone was ringing.. han gotta b home by 12.30 so we take turn 2 wash up.. we continue chating while packing up n washing up.. we left hotel around 10 somethin.. i went 2 settle the bill n all.. den went 2 the car n off we went back.. we 1st drop yixiong at mayban den fetch mel home in bangsar.. den fetch pooiyeen home in happy garden..afterdat we headed back 2 han's place.. went in2 his hse awhile cos jian hwa need 2 charge his phone.. out of battery d.. left his hse around 12.30pm n fetch kamtong home in puchong.. den fetch yeeteng home in sunway... me last 2 go home cos my hse nearest 2 jian hwa's hse.. reach home n i was so tired.. took bro along n went 2 buy lunch home n eat.. after makan went 2 the saloon n wash my hair.. 2 tired 2 wash myself cos the fella out so much hair spray on my hair somemore more glitter on my hair.. so paiseh la.. i fallen a sleep while the fella was blowing my hair.. since i was in the saloon i cut my hair also lor.. nv cut short just cut abit cos suppose 2 leave my hair long.. come home n went 2 sleep around 4pm.. was 2 tired n couldnt tahan anymore.. around 7pm bro woke me up n got scolded by mom cos of the camera.. i was charging the battery be4 i sleep but i dunno y if was not on when mom wanna use.. got fired 4 no reason n got all the blame.. was so pissed off n sad.. cried myself 2 bed straight away.. woke up at 11 n talk 2 van4 few minute den sleep again.. I woke up at 7.30am dis morning.. went temple 4 pindapata... around 1pm i drove yunrong 2 TRCC 4 meeting went went back 2 temple.. sat in front of Asoka hall n was talking 4 vincent.. talked about camp n stuff.. van came over den later szehuey n hooi chia came also.. discuss about camp stuff n all la.. be4 going back talk 2 van.. said somethin2 her la.. i know it made her unhappy.. i'm really sorry dear... i didnt mean anythin but just wanna be true 2 u n myself.. after telling u i didnt haf dat feeling anymore.. i'm telling the truth.. from the bottom of m heart u r my every best ho ji mui n it will last forever n ever.. even though if i changed in2 another person after i come back from switzerland ur place in my heart will nv change.. dis friendship plas n very important role in my heart.. without dis friendship it mean dat i haf lost a big part of my heart.. i will nv risk our frenship cos i can bare 2 lose it.. love u loads.. Dats about it la.. soli cos i was dam chiong hei.. but i just wanna blog everythin so i can read it once in a while n feel the happiness again.. i'm starting 2 miss my frens d... all my ji mui's in school expecially yeeteng my best fren.. the gang of guys n alotmore.. smuakzzz...

Genting

gosh.. Genting trip was so fun... though there is some unhappy moments but i truely enjoy myself wif the gang..wOhoooo..yeetengs dad fetch her, me, yl n sm 2 genting.. we reach genting around 2pm.. waited 4 others 2 arrive..den later every1 arrived.. girls: me, yeeteng, yeanling, Jamie, suetmei, thian, weiwei guys: soohan, soofan, kamtong, yixiong, jianhwa, keatwei, rodney, keong, edward, ngaihou Yt n her parents went n check in the room 4 us in first world.. me n thian went 2 genting hotel 2 check out the karaoke n get a cake 4 J.. we gonna gif her a surprise early b'day party..after checking out the price n booked the cake we went back 2 gather wif every1.. Yt gao dim the checking in n we all went n put our stuff in the room.. the room was not clean yet oni 1 room was ready so we all put out stuff in dat room.. every1 went 4 karaoke left me yt n rod in the room.. me n yt hafta sort out the money.. later on we went n meet them after collecting the cake.. J was so happie cos we celebrated her b'day 4 her.. the cake was nice.. we enjoyed ourself sing n sing.. we r like mad fellas's jumping on the seat n shouting all out.. really fun.. at nite we went walking around genting on the roads.. it was so cold but fun..around 2every1 went back 2 their room n sleep.. me yt n thian went down 2 the lobby 2 chat.. later jian hwa came n joined us.. we chat till 5somethin den oni we went back 2 room.. thain sleep in our room cos scared distur yl they all.. 3 of us squeze in a single bed.. haha but it manage 2 fit us.. haha..we took a nap till moring8somthin loo.. we went 2 the team park..its was very misty.. the weather was so cold.. we were all freezing.. we had lots of fun la.. we did so many stupid n funny stuff.. there is dis gal interested in sf.. so funny n i kena act like sf's gf 2 disturb the gal.. so funny man.. we laugh n laugh n laugh... freezing cold outside n it was drizziling so we went back 2 our room 2 bath n rest.. it was around 5somethin.. dis yi xiong so cruel.. oni gave me 15 minute 2 bath n getready.. i took a super quick bath n got myself ready outside the room in 15 minute.. haih.. so cham.. we went 4 bumper car den 2 burger king 4 dinner.. yum yum.. after dinner we continue doing silly things.. we went n take a rid on all the the indoor team park rides.. gosh i nv though i will go on those rides when i am 17.. haha but i did it all... so fun.. went 4 movie around 11.15ppm.. our sit was at the 1st row.. so hard 2 watch.. i was sleeping the whole time la cos i watch the mivie be4 n i was super tired 4 not having enough sleep since the day after spm.. after movie we sent thain n J off.. thians parents came n pick them.. after dat we walked around genting again.. it was frezzing cold as well.. we cahtted at the seats outside the hotel entrance until almost 5 again.. den we went back 2 the room 2 haf some rest.. we sleep till almost 9.. den we pack n had cup noodle 4 breakfast.. we left genting around 11am.. we went 2 gohtong jaya by cable car.. den we walked 2 thians apartment.. so far.. kena bluff by thian d say very near oni.. haha.. went n haf steam boat lunch at the restaurant.. the restaurant was beside the pool.. lunch was fun.. yixiong was the oni guy dat sit wif us.. after lunch we sat beside the cool chit chatting.. den me thian n yt went n soak our leg in2 the pool wif jian hwa sf n sh.. the 3 guys somehow psh each other n all got wet... they pulled me in the pool but failed den they change target.. yt kena throw in2 the pool.. so cham n obviously if she kena i wun get2 fun so i was in the pool also lor.. den thian most cham.. she was abit sick but still we throw her in2 the pool... haha so 6 of us was soaking wet... water dripping everywhere.. alomost time 2 ciaoz so we went 2 thians appartment 2 change.. den we all left back 2 kl.. was really tired dat time.. but had load n loads of fun.. me yt kt n jh got a father after dis trip.. haha.. yi xiong became our dad.. hahahaha... now i gtg d.. got2 prepare 4 prom.. need 2 get ready.. going 2 yt's hse den go set our hair.. ciaoz...

bUsY..

Spm had just pass few days ago n i was so busy dis few days.. on thursday after bio paper went home n went 2 temple at nite.. on friday i went 2 temple early 6.30am.. came home around 9am n pack 4 camp.. went back 2 temple around 12pm... after lunch dana went over 2 van's hse.. did some work 4 her mom till almost 2.30pm, her mom fetch me 2 YMCA cos the AFS camp is in there.. its a 3 days 2 nite camp... the camp is kinda fun la.. meet lots of people from all over malaysia.. from sabah, sarawak, alor setar, kuantan, johor, seremban, terengganu........ there r so fun n nice people but also few r very annoying la..meet alot reterniesn they told us about their experience.. its kinda funny n also some stories freaked us put..cos its really scary...got alot information from the camp... made lots of new frens.. 2 long 2 write about the camp so i wun write...at nite i went 2 1Utama wif yt n her parents.. we went n find our prom dress.. i got mine d.. haha.. she still haven get it yet.. the dress is not very unik la.. its simple yet nice... had dinner wif them den came home... Went temple early morning at 6.30am.. saw van.. she lost her voice... miss her so much.. thought it was just 2 days ago since i meet her... but still i missed her... after breakfast i went 2 her hse2 do the work 4 her mom... was sitting in front of the com doing n didnt realise the time.. when i look at the clock it was 9.30.. gosh.. i was suppose 2 leave at 9 n head 2 YT's hse.. i faster save things up n off i went 2 YT's hse... reached there around 10.30.. parked my car got in2 her car den we went 2 sungai wang... she bought her prom dress there.. den had lunch there.. after lunch went back 2 her hse.. took my car den we both headed 2 MV 2 meet abu n jamie... reach around 3pm.. walk there till almost 5 den we bought McD n we headed 2 1Utama.. me n yt went searching things 4 prom n jamie n abu was walking around searching 4 clothers 4 Abu... we left 1utama about 7.30pm.. we were in a rush.. yt needs 2 get home by 8pm.. sned the culculator 2 mui mui den headed 2 yt's hse... was late ler.. reached around 8.15pm.. had dinner in her hse.. chated n settle some things 4 genting trip 2molo n i left around 9.30pm... went 2 mel's hse 2 pay n collect the prom ticket.. went in2 her room 2 c her prom dress.. it was nice.. orange colour.. chatted wif her bout lots of things ler.. haha... den left around 10.30pm... reached home around 11pm.. mom was kinda pissed off but lucky nv get scolding.. she just said i went out at 6.30 am n came back at 11pm.. i den reminded her about my genting trip 2molo till thurs n she seems dat she forgotten... so i told her the details again.. lucky she didnt scold.. so nice of her.. den wen n bath, fold all the clothes, pack my bag n here i am blogging.. was 2 tired 2 blog but since i didnt blog 4 so long n i will b away so i made myself sit here n blog..hope van is recovering.. my world best ji mui is sick.. sob sob.. but i know she is strong n will recover fast.. i was so busy the whole day... my leg is aching now man.. Dats all ler.. will update my blog as soon as i am free... smaukz...............

sucky day

well.. my day started pretty well but it didnt continue being ok.. i woke up at 6.30am n went 2 temple.. 4 the very 1st time van gave me morning call.. haha cos all dis while oni i will gif morning call 2 her..reached temple around 6.45am..went 2 the kitchen saw bell there.. den went n say hi 2 van lor.. van's mood started 2 b bad after the small incident between she n bell.. haih.. i also dunno how 2 comfort her.. seeing her like dis it just automatically turn my mood down also.. the usual me la cos frens r just so important 2 me n i just cant bare seeing dem unhappy..had breadfast in temple wif van n her family..ISd came n van went to the office.. i hafta do things 4 ISD.. afterdat i went 2 the office 2 c her den i left temple n came home.. I came home n came on9.. after dat i went inside my room2 get mynotes n found out its missing.. it really pist me off.. i turned my room upside down few times but i still cant find it.. i really dunno where izzit.. i supppose i borrowed 2 some1 la cos i rarely use the notes.. i was 2 pissed n couldn't study so i called jiayen n we chatted... den she ask em2 go study d so we put down the phone n i went n study loo... mom came home n we went out 4 lunch.. we bought lunch 2 kangs school n haflunch wif him there.. he hafta stay back in school 4 some activiti.. came back n i continues studying.. fallen asleep n woke up around 4.. didnt wanna study so i went out 2 but slurpee n some food 2 eat.. came back n watch tv.. finally i found my notes.. i sms n fren n ask whether its wif her n yes it was.. so i told her i will go over n get it 2nite.. went 4 dinner near my hse.. came home n told mom i wanna go n get my notes.. she scolded me.. say y i nv tell her earlier.. i told her be4 dinner n she denied saying i didnt say n i said a different thing.. wat the hell.. somemore she say ur fren borrow n nv return so she is suppose 2 bring 4 u.. if everything goes the way it suppose 2 b den the world wun haf so many problem, no war, no ntg just peace.. cant they just accept some changes!!! was so pissed n i just gonna forget about the notes.. she den ask bro 2 fetch me n get but i dun wan.. van will know y... 2day is just so sucky.... arg....... i'm so dam bloody pist off wif everything.... My oni hope is Van will b fine.. she's been really blue dis few day n i really dun wanna c her like dis.. BUt i just dunno wat 2 do.... i'm just soo unhappy at dis very moment..

monday

2day woke up at 7am followed mom fetch kang 2 school den went 2 temple... so happee 2 see vanessa... its been long since we last saw each other...but we didnt talk much ler.. she has her things 2 do..usual her la..super busy person in the temple..hehe... i didnt wanna stay home so i stayed in the temple.. i studied beside the shrine hall den later i went n study outside chief's room.. got fan n sofa ma.. my ass sit on the floor until dam pain d... Had lunch in the temple loo.. chatted wif aunty violet also.. there is dis man who looks n acts weird.. i got 2 know he is the mad guy who came n shout n scold during novitiate 2 years ago.. vanessa was so scared of him.. dam funny la she was trying 2 avoid him like mad... was in temple until 1somethin waiting 4 mom.. she came n i took the car n drove home.. i was kinda sleepy so wanna go home n sleep.. came home, wash the clothes den was wastching tv.. set alarm 2 wake up at 4.15pm cos need 2 pick mom from temple.. fallen asleep on the sofa.. had a weird dream.. i haf been having weird dreams very oftem lately.. dunno y but nvm ler.... Woke up at 4.30.. went n pick mom from teh temple wif kang.. den we went 2 pasar malam... had our dinner at 5.30...after dat went n buy dinner 4 brothers den we went home cos wanna watch the tv show... watch tv the whole nite lor me...i also talked on the phone wif jia yen.. talking 2 vanessa on skype everynite seems 2 b somethin happy 4 me... dunno y but is just good... but she is not in the mood 2day.. yesterday both of us wasnt in a mood but 2day she also.. hope she will b fine cos she is pur rainbow ma...

WaT A dAy

woke up at 7 n prepared 2 go temple..reach temple around7.45am.. there is not much people in the temple yet... i sat alone outside the office... saw albert n vincent so chatted wif them 4 awhile..den went in2 asoka hall 2 join my aunty.. its was so bored so i went out n sat outside the hall..Uncle Ronnie came out n ask me 2 do him a favour.. he need 2 pass some D2YC camp form 2 the D2YC people but he dunno who the fella is so i helped him loo...den claudine was following me up n down.. haha should sayis i follow her here n there cos she pulled me everywhere... HAha.. kena tangkap do work d... auntie violet saw me walking around doing ntg den poor me hafta help her do work... its not hard la...i just need 2 sit there n help collect donation 4 the novitiate program..its was alsogood dat atleast i hafsomethin 2 do rather den doing ntg.. haf quite a long talk wif auntie violet.. dam funny la she toldme about the dogs in her hse.. somemore she act wat the dog did..really made me laugh..haha consider some sort of entertainment la..since i was so bored.. den chatted wif her about my student exchange thingi n stuffs loo..she is a person dat is nice 2 talk 2 when her mood is good la..if not den.........after dat she left cos she hafta bath her dogs.. i was sitting at the counter collecting funds ler... the sun came up n i was sitting under the sun.. haha den we move under the shade loo... After i'm done wif the work went makan lunch in kitchen.. sat wif teacher ho n eat.. chatted while eating lor....after lunch bro fetch garndparents home.. left me alone in the temple... mom went back 2 get somethin n i'm suppose 2 wait in the temple... i was like a dead soul wondering in temple... even uncle ronnie laugh at me cos i was sitting alone infront of the P.H. hendry hall alone like a stupid idiot...den i move n sat outside chief's room... uncle ronnie was there again n we chatted awhile.. later, he left wif aunty violet n claudine 2 sri jayanti.. its was so stupid.. sitting alone there doing ntg n knowing i'm an idiot sitting there... practically my MOod wasnt good the whole bloody day... it was even worst after i left temple.. wats wrong wif Miss ISD.. can she just let me haf my holidays plan as it is.. cant i just haf a holiday dat i wan n not b changed by her..."tell aunty violet u cant help her n u go 4 D2Y camp" was wat she said... i was like so pissed off...i tried 2 argue n she came out wif some thing which i cant argue about.. but becos of 'dat' thing, she always use 2 make me shut up.. i rather not haf 'dat' thing.. its making my life worst...always stuck wif the stupid 'dat' thing which i am force 2 accept countless condition n arrangement... GoSH.. Was too pist off so went straight 2 sleep after reaching home..woke up around 5.30 when van called... den i came on9 2 talk 2 her... got 2 know mIss ISD said somethin dat pissed her off as well.. i was seriously so unhappy... but wat can i do 2 Miss ISD.. till now... mood is still not good with lots of problem.. sorry dat i somehow ignore some1..sorry van dat she has2 gao dim the some1 4 me... 2day vanessa, ming huiy n sze huey nv come temple.. they went 2 sri jayanti 4 the funfair.. haih..i was left all ALONE in he temple...so sad =.< ......beong a lifeless soul there.. nite nite

MoOdY

2day wasnt a good day for me.. woke up in the moring n ate breakfast... den went on9... posman press the bell n i went out 2 sign the letter.. its was 4 me... letter for KHIDMAT NEGARA... dam it...tought i wun b in 1st batch so haven defer yet mana tau letter come d.. shit la somemore dad went 2 work... called dad immediately.. he was in a meeting.. he saw he will b coming bacik after meeting... gosh.. lucky i manage 2 go 2 the office n hand in my defer letter.. if not den cham d cos dad is leaving 2molo 4 novitiate program n will oni b back on the 12/12 n NS starts on 13/12... wasnt in a good mood dis morning... should just say was in a very bad mood... i cried 4 no reason dis morning...i just felt so unhappy, sad, moody n tear started 2 role down... i locked myself in my room... just dun feel like doin anythin.. practically my day wasnt good.. i wasnt being myself.. i on the paip n forgot 2 off it... water oevrflow... got scolding... did so many wrong things got scolding.. walk around the house knowing i haf somethin 2 do but cant remember wat.. arg... just dun like the me 2day.... anyay i chatted wif van n jia yen for a while lor.. it feels good talking 2 them... i didnt eat dinner wif my family 2day.. i took my plate of rice, took the chicken n taugeh den i walk out n eat in the tv hall.. i just dun fell like eating wif any1 so ma eat alone loo........... dats all bout my day la.. ntg seems 2 right 2day.... but hope things will b fine 2molo....hope the class t-shirt will b done on time....

physic paper

after so many days i decided 2 blog again.. but practically there is nothin much 2 blog ler..my papers started again on 22/11..it was maths paper...cos the 1st paper was 8.10-9.25 i decided 2 drive there myself no need mom 2 fetch cos dat the time she goes 2 the market.. so i woke up n got ready.. fetch jamie n thian den off we headed 2 school... parked opposite 7-11, bought the parking ticket den we went inside school.. went n look 4 jas n gang.. we were chatting till the bell rang..the paper 1 wasnt really hard la but i did quite a number of stupid mistake which made me abit upset.. after the paper drove thian n janie home den came home.. called van n talked 2 her until i heard the gate is open n mom is home den we put down the phone... polished my maths after dat... though its still bad but i did some revision ler... thian's mom fetch us 2 school around 1.15.. the paper 2 wasnt really hard but there is few dat i dunno how 2 do..haih...but nvm la.. i tried my best... yesterday was fiziks paper...oh gosh... i hated fiziks so so so much so obviously its not good la..4 paper 1 i practically tembak 70% of the objective question.. 4 paper2 it was worst..i didnt know how 2 do.. so i just wrote rubbish inside... hopefully there is some rubbish dat can b accepted ler.. after paper 1 n 2 it was a 1hour 30 min lunch break... we all sat at the last table cos it was more windy there..OMG.. we r suppose 2 study during the break but we didnt.. we were joking n laughing until 1.30.. den oni we finally start flipping through our books.. 4 the past an hour the book was open in front of us but our eyes r not looking at it.. haha it was dam funny.. we keep on saying dis important dat important but den we didnt study..haha.. paper 3 was not dat bad la.. atleast i know how 2 do half ofthe paper.. 2day i went breakfast wif mom dad n yang in Maluri..be4breakfast we went 2 the market.. there is dis stall who sells alot of cushion n all the cute cute things.. i bought the thing i promise van n also bought a winnie the pooh cushion.. so nice.. den after breakfast came back ler... didnt do much.. did my blog, vanessa's blog, n huiy's blog.. oh... i also went out n buy things wif mom around 4somethin.. guess who i saw when i took the car n wanted 2 pick mom from the stall.. stupid alber oh was passing the road.. haha i hon him n he stood in the middle didnt wanna move.. lucky behind no car.. my windows was down dat time he tried 2 pull my car key..dam crazy man him.. haha but he failed... afterdat picked mom den went home loo... dats all i guess..ciaoz...

DANA

we had hse dana 2day..mom started her screaming early in the moring around7.30am..lil bro having tuition class which starts 2day in school.. he didnt pack his things last nite..he couldnt find his pencil box dis morning which made mom screaming waking the whole hse people..she left hsse wif dad 2 fetch kang 2 school around 7.45am..once they left i drove mom's car out n park outside cos mom asked me 2 wash the carposh..oh gosh..washing the carposh at 7.45 in the morning makes me look just like a maid..haha..but it was okler...den start cleaning the hse ler.. mom came back around 9 n the hse started 2 be so noisy.. try 2 do wat ever she wants la but still.....sze huey called at 10.30am..she saved me out man.. went n pick her drop her home den i went 2 pick grandparents n aunty over 2 my place..reach back home around 11.30..kitchen was in a mess...dana was okler..was moving in n out the kitchen so often..got scolding more often..but nvm la...let it b..was so happee vanessa could make it 4 the dana.. atleast got some1 i can talk 2 which can recover my mood..haha but also good 2 haf sze huey also... brought lil cuz sis 2 club 4 a swim..she wanted 2 go swiming.. brought sze huey 2gether wif me..haha..brought grandparents 2gether too...let cuz play water 4 about half n hour den brought her 2 bath la..the sun was so hot la..cannot let her stay under sun 2 long... after dat on our way home we went 2 McD 2 buy ice-cream...the weather is so hot..so nice 2 eat ice-cream..was lying on the sofa watching tv till around 6somethin..dis sze huey ar dun wanna balik..so we went 2 ming huiy's hse 1st lor be4 ending her back..we reach her hse around 6.30 was chatting at her garden den later on her mom n my mom went n sit on the swing n continue chatting.. me huiy n sze huey was sitting outside the gate chit chatting until me n huiy sit until backside pain d n walk inside 2 the garden.. n we finally left huiy's hse it was already 8.. we headed 2 ming tien 4 dinner after leaving huiy's hse..during dinner talk abit about the youth n also youth camo wif szehuey n mom.. after dinner fetch sze huey home den came home... i was so tired... didint do much 2day but was quite happy ler deducting those unhappy moment when i get fired by mom la.. dats all la..ciaoz..smaukzzzzzzzz

normal..

i've not been doing much dis 2 days la..waking up taking afternoon nap, on9 n on9, sleeping late was my routine..oh yar..n getting scolding from mom was also 1 of the routine.. yesterday spent my whole moring until 3somethin in BGF..gosh kinda become part time cleaner there..haha..my n 2 bro was asked 2 sweep the floor n also mop the floor..somemore i hafta clean the dishes...but kinda fun also la...but the most sucky part is waiting 4 my parents 2 balik la..me n 2 bro got so frustrated waiting 4 them.. den at nite went 4 dinner n reach home around 11somethin.. called van n we chated 4 dam long..its been long since we chatted on the phone 4 so long..it was so fun..haha.. we finally hung up cos 'some1' called..hump... den we continue chatting on9..chatting wif chiang n van in the same chat room was so funny n fun.. really had a great time laughing.. 2day woke up n ate bak kut teh 4 breakfast in kepong.. came home n i was on the net the whole time..went 2 mui mui's hse 2 get the moral book around 2somethin..mom came home around 3 n we went 4 tea cos we all nv take our lunch..after dat mom fetch bro's 2 tropicana den me n dad went home.. around 6 i went 2 tropicana 2 pick bro's up n fetch their fren home n came home..sob~sob~ miss my 5.30show..went 4 dinner den went 2 temple.. walk over 2 van's hse 2 pass her somethin den we went 2 MV..reach home around 9.45pm.. started cleaning up the hse wif dad cos mom's doing hse dana 2molo.. after dat bath n here i am on9 again.. dts all about muh day la..ntg 2 blog d.. ciaoz people..hafta rest d..gonna haf a hard time 2molo...wish me luck.. smuakzz..

oopz

woke up dis morning by dad..he was grumbling n waking me up ask me 2 go down help mom.. went down n mom was scolding like usual la..me nv bother cos just wake up the ear not open yet..mom was rushing n dad drive her car out she was more mad.. she was rushing 4 the retreat in BGF n it was late d cant wait 4 dad 2 come back so she drove dad's car n i followed her.. after droping her at BGF i drove dad's car back home...ate breakfast wif dad n younger bro's.. it was 10am already.. small aunt called n tell us they will come over arond 12 den we r going 2 uncle fai's hse 2 meet dem n uncle heng den go 4 lunch... while waiting 4 them 2 come me n 2 bro was playing monopoly..they reach around 12.15 den off we went 2 uncle fai's hse in 2 cars.. i drove the vios wif small aunt, big aunt n kang.. in dad's car was grandpa, grandma n yang...reach uncle fai's hse n was waiting 4 uncle heng.. when he came we all squeze in uncle heng's car n dad's car..each car got 7person..lunch was delicious... i ate so much somemore became like a maid 2 my cuz sis..muts jaga her while eating cos she wanted 2 sit wif me n not her parents...after lunch went back 2 uncle fai's hse 2 get the car.. it looks like its gonna rain so all ciaoz loo..somethin bad happen ler...th4e whole journey 2 puching n back home was so good but it ended badly infront of the hse.. i couldn't park inside the hse so i park beside the playground la..mana tau 2 near the side den scratch the front left tayar's rim.. aunts was saying must get ready 4 scolding from mom d cos scratch the rim... it was raining so went 4 an afternoon nap till mom called around5.15pm..she ask y haven go n pick her..i was oopz i thought it ends at 6..so i fast fast take dad's car key n drive 2 BGF 2 fetch her lor..reach bgf den she was wif anuty dolly..aunty dolly waiting 4 her bro 2 come fetch her so teman her till her bro come.. told mom dat i scratch her tayar rim..guess wat..she nv scold n she neven even mumbled..she just smile n say my car not ncie d lor.. n dats it..isnt it amazing n surprise... went 2 uncle hing's hse 4 steambot dinner...had so much fun during dinner...joke wif cuz sis n zat lil bro...its been ages seens i last meet up wif cuz sis..miss the fun we had last time joking n laughing all nite.. reach home around 11pm..called van n she was talking 2 sze huey so hung up loo.. came on9 2 read van's blog..van called n we chatted about stupid things.. haha cant blame us cos i'm insane n she has gone nuts so both also abnormal...hahaha...dats all la..dam tired d me.. wanna sleepp liao....nitez.........

xienZzZzz

arg..didnt plan 2 blog but van say must blog so i'm here blogging la... was in kim's place yesterday so of course when i wake up i'm at her place la..haha.. wat bullshit am i crapping man..kim went for swimming wif meichi in the morning n i didnt wanna go..so i was in her hse alone loo..dam kesian la kim her phone dunno y cannot charge..so gik man she...while i was alone in the hse i didnt do much la..watch tv, went on9, study, eat n bath..she came back around 12pm.. i intro dis game 2 her n i continued studying n she was playing the game.. We went for lunch in taipan there..we went 2 burger king 2 makan..while in the restaurant the rain came so heavily...after makan we ran up in2 the car..just few seconds oni in the rain also half wet d..can imagine how heavy the rain is.. went back n i did some maths lor..her parents came back around 5pm.. chatted wif them till almost 6 den i pack n balik loo..gtg n fetch bro from joshua's hse.. we haf dinner 2nite in grandpa's hse.. its Liang's b'day 2day..waited for dad 2 come back from ipoh..they reach home quite late around 7.45 den we rush 2 grandpa's hse...dinner was delicious.. really ate alot of things.. we had 3 cake 4 the b'day boy..2 jelly cake. a bear n a spider man n also a mango cake wif spider man's picture on it..he was so cute.. he didnt let us cut the spiderman jelly..he insisted dat he wants the whole thing untouch..den finally we cut also la after talking 2 him 4 a while..after the cakes n jelly's we somemore haf ice-cream.. the kids ate walls ice-creams n the adults n me ate the expensif ice-cream.. baskin-robin ice-cream..yum...yum...so full man...lil b'day boy was so happy..left grandpa's hse n balik...every1 was tired.. came home den i came on9 straight..van was on9 loo.. called her n chatted 4 awhile.. i think we both have gone nuts.. we both haf been doing crazy things..but who cares..dats all 4 2day la....

boring

arg...every1 is out again..mom n dad went 2 taiping n will spent a nite there..bro is out n lil bro's r in their frens place..woke up around 9by mom cos need 2 help her find her things..she always pack last minute den wat also cannot find den start solding 4 no reason..den they finally lest at 10.. took bath den when at pick huiy up at 11am..den went over 2 girl's place...did some stuff den we went for lunch..its was so funny we were laughing the whole time.... gosh i meet the chong famly during lunch..haven been seeing them 4 like ages..the last time i saw them was i think few years back..they nv join choir any more den we lost contact d...me also quit the choir d loo... but didnt thought i will meet them there.. anyway after lunch we went back 2 girl's place 2 finiish up the t-shirt design... deb drop huiy at bangsar den off i went home.. i studied n i was so bored home alone...it rained so heavily... around 6.30 i went over 2 grandpa's hse 4 diner...makan there n drove back home..reach home arund 8.30pm n chated wif van on the phone..went on9 den came 2 kim's hse n i am in kim's hse now...still so bored..dats all about my day la..i really enjoyed my afternoon...so happeee...

bored

friday...dad went out 2 work , bro went 2 college n mom brought my younger bro's 2 club..i'm left home alone..i cant go anywhere cos got2 jaga the cleaner....was practically doing the same thing the whole morning..on9 n watch tv..waited 4 mom 2 come back cos i'm going 2 MV for movie..bro came back around 11.15am..n mom came back slightly be4 12.. i got ready den ask her 2 fetch me go..she answered me saying drive there ur self...i was like stund..drive 2 MV myself??in the small white car??gosh...so i drove there myself la...the daring me...cant even park the car properly somemore dare 2 drive 2 MV... so drove 2 MV n got myself a parking after turning n turning around in the car park...park the car safely without scratching anything..got down lock the car den i went in2 the shopping mall.. bought movie tickets 4 TAXI den went walking in MV without any destination... walking pass the same shope dunno how many times..took so much time 2 decide where 2 eat.. n finally i made all the decision... after lunch we went 2 cinema 2 watch the movie la..the movie dam stupid man...n it is dam funny also..kind of enjoy the movie ler...after the movie den balik lor cos scared later very jam..called su-ann jie jie n went 2 jusco help her find the baju.. haha found it n i think she bought the shirt i told her...left mv n went home...lucky no jam yet... while driving pass jalan university i saw this very familier car behind mine...gosh it was dad's car..mom was driving...arg...y so cheh wan meeet her there...but lucky i was infront n they were behind n they hafta stop at the traffic light..so i fast fast make sure i am not near 2 them... reach home safe n sound...prepared dinner n mom cooked..sunny n uncle hon ate at our place cos raining dam heavily they cant balik....after dat came on9 loo...chated n chated..dats wat i do usually la..so xien ma..wat 2 do...talk on the phone also loo...went 2 send baju 2 bro's cos they staying over at joshua's place...came home n talk on the phone wif jy.. den later on was on the phone wif van..den here i am blogging...dats all about my day la..2molo will b a darn borign day 4 me..mom n dad will b going 2 taiping n i'll b home alone..me trying 2 plan 4 my day cos i dun wanna b alone... but seems like i'll b aloone la...haih.......nitez people...smaukzz

HATE Sej =.<

arg yesterday the sej paper was sooo sarky...those question's r so unexpected...the answer for the whole paper i did was all story i created...also dunno wat junk i wrote inside....HABIS d my Sej paper n there goes my A 4 SEJ...the english 1119 paper was erm still ok lar n the other paper was ok..consider easy la...was so moody yesterday....haih..but wat can i do the paper is over d..just hope dat i dun do dat bad 4 my Sej n 1119 essay paper la....after exam yesterday came home n called van..talk 4 awhile den she gtg 4 dinner d...at nite still wasnt in a mood..didnt really chat on9...den bou jok wif my ah mui 4 almost an hour which cheer me up a lil den off i went 2 bed.. on monday was BM paper which i felt more moody compare 2 yesterday after the exam...the karangan paper was quite hard la..all factual essay no story essay n the topic r all so not easy 2 write...the karangan berpandu was not so hard la i haf the point but it took me 10 min be4 i start dat essay..the BM paper 2 was not say very hard la but i got stuck in some answers..i felt so sleepy when i was doin dat paper..i manage 2 finish the whole paper just on time 2 pass up which i haf no time 2 check..for the both papers i know how 2 do but i just felt very unsatisfied wif my paper...it really made me feel so sad n moody..cos everytime also my BM result will gif me unwanted 'surprise' which i nv wanted..n i hated the 'surprise' since i was standard6...after exam came home n went pasar malam wif mom 2 buy dinner..came home took thians prezzie went n fetch jamie den we went 2 thian's hse 2 gif her the prezzie... woke up at 9.30dis morning..went down n mom say wan me 2 follow her 2 BGF 4 dana later..so went wif her lor..reach there around 11am..gosh..rev's came at 12.05pm..i was like 'fat mouing' in BGF..keep on miss calling people on my phone but no response were given back 2 me..arg... left BGF at 12.50 n drove 2 fetch kang from school den back 2 BGF..after eating in BGF den clean the place lor..den drove home wif mom n kang and reach home around 2somethin..came home n here i am on9..chatting wif sze huey n kam tong..i got so bored so i blog since i nv blog yesterday..dats all about it la..i'm still feeling very blue n i dunno y i am having such feeling..

Nearly accident

aiks..i couldnt blog yesterday cos i could get in2 muh blog..so gek sam..nvm la since yesterday i also nv do anythin...i was home the whole day yesterday..nv even steped up the hse..studied sej yesterday...sleep the whole afternoon n was on the phone the whole nite....wat kind of SPM student am I..haih.. useless me.. 2day i woke up around 10am..so nice no1 disturb n waking me up early in the morning.. studied some sej again n was dreaming the whole time.. went out n buy lunch n was home again.. watch VCD n did nothing...went temple 4 family tree at 5pm..our practice was at library 2day..not much people turned up.. oni the usual few which was me, van, huiy, cute cute, n Nancy n 3more..the UTAR people nv turn up...jia yen also didnt come.. we didnt sing 2day.. we just discuss about wat we gonna wear on dat day...quite stupid la we all...n somethin funny happen also..we were seeing pic in kenny's palm n guess wat..cute cute blush.. her face was so red till her ears n neck also red.. so funny... every1 was wondering wat happen but oni me huiy van n cute cute herself know wats going on.. after practice i fetch cute cute,huiy n hooi chia home.. ogsh we nearly met in2 dis accident...i was driving in the inner lane n dunno y dis lory's head got in2 my lane..n steped the brake as hard as i could cos it happen so sudden.. lucky i manage 2 brake on time..the lory oni hit my side mirrow..it was so scary..mom was shouting..lucky i was steady wif the stering n didnt turn out 2 the other lane..if not sure bang d,, no harm was done but oni a lil scratch on my side mirrow.. i think the lorry has prob la.. dats y came in2 my lane.. scary man... i think huiy n cute cute also got scared...sorry..not my fault....since no big harm wasmade mom said nvm so we just continue our journey..i fetch cute cute home followed by huiy den went 2 meng tin 4 dinner..bro was there already.. after dinner came home n called van n jy 2 tell dem about wat happen while i drove back from temple.. jas came over 2 get the konserto book.. n here i am on9 blogging... Dats all about my day la..really gain experience 2day..emergency brake n avoided an accident...wanna sleep d..2molo driving 2 temple n got 2 miss call the pig 2 wake her up 2molo...haha..nitez people...smuakszzz....

happy b'day

2day is van's b'day..its also siew jie jie's b'day...N most important its my Add math paper 2day...went 2 school n chatted wif Lcd...shock dat she turned up 4 the paper...paper 1 was ok lar...but i didnt know how 2 do some question.. after dat we haf 4 hour break..me jas yl n few more guys stayed in th qm room 2 do add math...others went home... We ate pizza 4 lunch..yum..yum.. den headed back 2 school n prepare 4 our next paper...felt so sleepy somemore it was raining.. paper 2 was hard... there r quite a number of question which i dunno how 2 do..but i tried 2 answer as many as i can...after dat reached home around5.30 den went 2 get van's b'day cake..su-ann jie jie came n pick me up around 7 n we went 2 temple.. we hafta wait 4 van's mom 2 come home 1st be4 going 2 her place.. she was so shock 2 c me, yun rong n su-ann jie jie wif a b'day cake in front of her room door..she was so happy...we put her in suspens till jiok came... she was happee 2 c the pigs i got 4 her...n all the prezzie she got r all specially prepared 4 her...we all wanted her 2 haf the best b'day dis year though it didnt really turn out dat fun la cos few fella's couldn't make it... I know dat she is dam happee 2nite..we all somemore pakat wif her mom n sis..should say her whole family knows about it oni she doesnt know..haha..n she isn't suppose 2 knoe also la cos its called a surprise party..dis RIna nearly bocor our plan but lucky didnt... left her place around 10.30pm n su-ann sent yun rong back 2 ampang be4 sending me home...reach home slightly after 12am....came on9 n found out somethings *funny*...thanks 4 letting me know anyway n i really appreciate dat.. smuakz I purposely plan dis surprise 4 van cos i know i wun be here next year 4 her b'day..last year during her b'day she was having SPM n i was in NZ... next year i will b in Switzerland... dis year is the oni year i can celebrate 4 her be4 i leave.. dats y though she insist of not letting me c her i still plan it..gal dis is my reason 4 having dis surprise 4 u..sorry for not telling u about it..cos its suppose 2 b a surprise..love u loads...smuakzz dats all 4 2day..nite nite..love all muh frens...smuakzzzzzzzz

chinese paper

2day was 1st day of SPM..chinese paper...gosh chinese teacher spoted 2 essay question...dam chunted...but i kinda scroll up my chinese essay but i still tried my best...so i'm happy 4 wat i haf done 2day trying my best in both the chinese paper... went 2 school dis morning n i was so happee 2 c all muh frens...been missing dem alot...didnt c dem 4 the past whole week....we were chating n studying lor be4 the bell rung...after exam came home n didnt do much..chinese teacher called n ask bout my exam n we chatted awhile..it was quite stupid.. DIdnt do much la 2day...i'm darn tired now..wannna zzz d..wait 4 pear 2 call den off i'm going 2 bed..van's b'day is in 2 days.. siew jie jie's b'day also in 2 days.. n 2 days later is also my add math paper..hell...

SPM

SPM starts 2molo..gosh...so scary n i'm still here blogging..i haf not been blogging 4 few days d..stupid internet connection n me busy going here n there.. but ntg much happen also lor..the oni thing was oni i haf been driving alot lately.. on sat early morning 8 drove 2 tui n came back at 10..car got prob so sent 2 the wrokshop.. me bro n dad was making noise cos all our plan clash up becos of the car was in the workshop..finally dad called the workshop 2 make sure the care is ready be4 2 so i can use the car..bro pick me up from tuition late an hhour somemore wanna go subang n it was jam..jam all the way back home n i hafta meet jas n i'm so late..got so mad cos i somemore need 2 go tropicana cos bro wanna go n he cant sign in cos he is no more the member..reach SS2 so late..so sorry jas..den went n pick dixynn n went photostating..call VAL 2 tell her we'll be late 4 tui..reach tui at 5.15..n tui was at 4.30..left tui at 6.45 n rush home..went inside the hse 2 get the twin's b'day present n off i went 2 temple.. pass van the thing she wanted den waitid 4 yong 2 come pick me 2 twins's 21 b'day party..the party was kindda bored cos dunno those people reach home at 12.15.. Went temple on sunday as usual but it was prize giving 2day n we also hafta sing 4 puja..the backdrop fall of half way during the ceremony..it was so funny but it was ok afterall..van gaf a speech..i was standing there 2 gif her support but she nv look up but oni looked at her paper..after her speech i gto the whole gang n we clapped so loud..the whole hall was looking at us.. its was fun la.. did alot *secret* things also... den left temple at 1 n rush up 2 genting 2 watch the vienna boys choir..car got prob but reach there in time..the choir was ok la but not attractive 2 me.. me n 2 bro fallen asleep.. so mom let us go n haf fun in the theme park..i didnt really play la cos no moood..was thinking about SPM oni.. haf dinner n walk awhile den went back 2 the room wif mom.. left the room at 10.40pm 2 talk 2 jiok on the hpone...talking 4 quite long la..i was so bored n he teman me talking..den i went back 2the room..sms jia yen 2 wish her good luck cos she is having finals which starts 2day..den went 2 sleep.. came down from genting 2day..car was so cramp..5 fella's sitting behind...cos there is 2 fella dat wasnt in the list went up genting wif us..reach home n i rest awhile den drove 4 tui..came back went temple 4 blessing den dinner den home here blogging..talk 2 van 4 awhile...n wrote a testi 4 Bell..dats all la..i really gtg study d.. wish me luck people..ciaoz......

stomach cramp

couldnt blog last nite..sob~sob~dunno y cannot log in..I went MV on Tues nite wif dad..gosh..the small white car brike down so i drove dad's car n off we went 2 MV..dad's car is big..scary..haha but its okler..bought some burfday prezzie which used up a big loads of my money..but nvm cos its worth it.. yesterday was lil bro's b'day..poor thing he was sick..mom,me n lil bro went 2 1u 2 get lil bro his prezzie..den i went 2 russ 2 get thian's prezzie n 2 teddy tails 2 get twin jie's prezzie..gosh..i swollowed another big sum of my money..n guess wat after buying all the prezzie i oni haf RM1 left...i used up RM300 in not even 24hours..mom better not find out or i'll die... came back around 1somethin n i was havin serious stomach cramp..rest 4 a while n called mui 2 ask 2 borrow her sej text book..n she tellsme she has no lunch 2 eat..so good of me drove all the way 2 centre point 2 buy McD for her n went 2 her hse..we chatted 4 a while n i hafta rush home cos i haf tuition.. tuition was oklar..jas told me somethin shocking dat me her n suet also didnt thought it will happen..just a 2 sudden news..haha...went 4 dinner atthe restarant opposite the old air port...vanessa is sick..better take care gal..b'day is coming soon..better recover faster...y most of them dat is closed 2 me's b'day is in nov?? vanessa, jie,thian,hui,mein,suet... hafte get 6 prezzie..wow...dats alot.. dats all ler..ciaoz...study time...hafte kick muh ass 2 start studying...spm is just few days away.....

sorry gal

woke up around 9somethin..1st time i get 2 sleep till so late though i sleep early yesterday..came on9 n meet vanessa..i'm so sorry gal..its my mistake n wrong.. when she ask me do i haf anythin 2 tell her i somemore answer no n ask her y.. i totolly forgot dat i'm suppose 2 tell her bout my student exchange thingi..i wanted 2 tell her when i got the letter but i wasnot feeling well so i thought of telling her later n how could i forgotten 2 tell her..stupid me..arh...sorry gal.... BAck 2 yesterday, i woke up at 5am cos i was having dis stomach ache so pain n i haf no idea wats the pain for..arh..i was trying 2 chnage different posture 2 feel better but non of it work..n somemore i vomitted few times..around 8 i started 2 fell better n i went driving alone around my housing area..came home n bro said wanna go haf breakfast..we went in 2 cars cos i've gtg seminar after breakfast..they went 2st while i was packing my stuff n lil bro was wif me.. reach the restoran safely n meet jas there also..so paiseh cos her mom paid 4 my breakfats n also my family's breakfast..all becos of my bro la..stupid him.. den since me n jas going 2 the same place 4 seminar..i fetch her over 2 KDU.. I was still having the stomach pain n i couldnt write fast..my hand was shaking.. but later on felt better..during an hour lunch break, i fetch jas,jamie n abu 2 atria for lunch..den went back 2 kdu 2 continue the class..after seminar i fetch abu n jamie back home..haha they stay so near me..all home safe n sound...half n hour later went 2 the park 2 meet abu n jamie..we chatted till i heard my hse gate open n i haf 2 leave 4 dinner..they haf2 go back also cos wanna watch tv.. dats about my day yesterday la..n 2day has just begin..ntg 2 blog yet...oni thing i wanna say is SORRY VANESSA..

Headache!!

arh..seems like my head is gonna burst...headache lar..somemore my head now dam pain..so muh blog gonna be short...went driving 2day wif dad cos i'm driving 4 class 2molo...so tired my leg but nvm..its worth for wat i wanted... dad warn me 2day..cos my hp bill went up to Rm200 d..didnt do much 2day lor... mostly is driving n staying home oni..heaving terrible headache the whole day.. yesterday feeling so not well den 2day headache..wats wrong wif me??in the evening thian n jamie came over 2 watch the video i took in school yesterday.. hey were laughing like crazy...den after they left the whole family went 4 dinner..den came back n my headache is getting worst...oh yar...i received my student excgange program letter d..i'll be leaving 2 switzerland on 3/3/2005.. i'm feeling so sad...gonna leave my frens so soon..sob~sob~ =.<...klar dats all lar..need 2 sleep d..head gonna burst somemore 2molo got 2 drive 2 seminar myslef..nite nite people..ciaoz...oh 1 more...4 those who r going for the BISDS student trip enjoy urself ya...poor me cannot go..haih...

so sad

Yesterday was majlis perpisahan..felt so sad...went 2 school like usual loo...once we stepped in2 the class we started 2 take our camera n video cam's out n took picture of every1...we were making so much noise in class..but eventually every form 5 classes is making alot of noise...every1 was running here n there trying 2 take down every1's picture...its so fun but its also sad 2 think dat we r gonna seperate soon n walk our own path... i went down 2 canteen 2 meet my gang of frens n stupid dem shouted my name so loud the whole canteen also can hear somemore all my interact junior was there..so paiseh..took video of all our silly faces n acts...den went 2 qm room.. we took picture wif our lockers...den we went outside qm room n took loads of pic..dam funny the guys climb up the brick dat were stacked up for the use of building sport center..when rod jump down his pants 'bao tai' its was so funny n he quickly rushed 2 the toilet...afterdat i went inside the hall cos the event is soon gonna start..all of us were sweating like crazy... Lcd called n she came so late wif her pink finger nails...haha...she was pist wif me cos i keep on teasing her wif her pink nails...but it was fun la i sat wif mel n her gang...i dunno where yt they all were...i went on stage 2 do the class performance also loo..lucky it wasnt dat bad...after the whole event i went 2 qm room 2 look 4 yt..she was crying already..her eyes n nose r so red..i somemore video it down..but as i expected she sure will cry wan la...den we went back class n took load of pic..den we went for lunch..han n jian hwa will be driving us 4 lunch..meet kim outside school..she mengada-ngada oni la wif her frens dak han mou yeh zhou come my school... we went 2 michelle's restaron in state 4 lunch...we were making so much noise inside..i think the shop people also beh tahan us liao..when we at last wanna ciaoz d den the rain fall so heavily...poor jian hwa n han haf 2 go under the rain 2 get the car den come over 2 the shop n pick us up..me suet mei n dickson followed jian hwa's car while jas wei wei yi xiong kam tong followed han n fan's car... i came home n i went n sleep..yt send a so touching sms 2 me..made me cry..make me felt so sad n think back on how we meet n how we became best frens..gone through so much ups n down dat left us wif unforgetable memories and how the whole gang of us got 2 gether n become good frens..so sad dat we r gonna leave high school n go 2 college..but i'm sure we will haf gathering often 2 gather all of us back 2gether cos we haf somethin inside us dat will pull us 2gether though we r seperated.. dats all la..i've been writing alot d...couldnt blog yesterday cos i was not feeling well...ciaoz...i'll blog again 2nite..

sick

didnt go school 2day cos whole gang not going...woke up in the morning 2 wake jia yen up den went back 2 sleep...woke up again at 8somethin cos heard mom scolding from downstairs..after breakfast i vakum the floor n went back upstairs.. went 2 bank 2 settle some stuff around 10.30am..den i went 2 1utama for lunch with mom, bro,his gf n lil bro after picking lil bro from school... While eating Jas called..after eating went n look 4 the think she needs..haha..i found it loo...den was trying 2 get some b'day cards but all also not up 2 wat i wanted so didnt get any..haih...guess wat..i drove home from 1utama..but after reaching home we hafta head back 2 1utama cos we forgot 2 collect the free gift.. came home after dat n went 2 sleep..jy woke me up at 5.30 pm den i headad for tuition.. Didnt do much loo 2day...2molo is majlis perpisahan ler...sure dam sad wei... sure gonna miss my frens..esspecially those who i really care n really close 2 me..though we still will meet during SPM but come 2 think of it we r gonna sepread n go diffrent ways of life really made me sad..the memories will nv leave me..the happy times we had 2 gether will nv be forgotten..dats all 4 now la..gtg n finish my essay..tuition 2molo..ciaoz

crazy

2day went 2 school like usual..we haf raptai but oni few turn up..made me quite unhappy la..but i just didnt bother anymore..i cant be bother bout it also..i haf done my part n made my best effort 2 gif the best planning dat is best for all which took me so many days n 2day is the last day of rehersal they wan 2 change dis add dat which is so last minute n i'm sure it wun turn out good..or i should just said it will be dam sucky..got in2 atguement wif them..don wanna talk about it... After the rehersal went 2 QM room 2 join the gang..haha they were playing dis crazy game..the slapping game..the game goes like dis..all of us will take turn..each time 4 person will play..we haf 4 'dadu'..the person who throw the 'dadu' which the number is smallers among the other 3 will be slaped by the 3 players..its so stupid n crazy yet fun..some slapped each other real hard n some oni just tap on the faces..every1's face was so red..haha..den we took group photo in QM room..did so many post n its all so funny...cant wait i c those pic.. i really had a fun time in there.. went 4 seminar at 2.50pm..haha i drove 2 seminar wif mom beside..haha..nv get in2 any accident..reach safely...seminar was ok la..but just it was so cold..freezing inside..n i'm having flu...arg..hate flu...came home n vanessa called...we chatted for a while ler..long time we didnt chat d..cos its either she is busy or i'm not free..after dinner i called her again..n her mom picked up the phone..scary...we chatted till seh want2 watch vcd..den i came on9 n send some songs over 2 Lcd..den i called jy 2 chat a while..got scolded cos i'm sick..n got warn by her which i'm not suppose 2 on the aircon 2nite n the fan can oni be speed 2 =.<>

moody

STupid streamyx was down yesterday..i bloged n the internet disconnected.. aikz.. wasted my energy 2 type..somemore quite long cos i blog 4 yesterday n sunday..so now i'll blog for 3 days la..haaha.. Sunday was not really fun though i like sundays alot..went temple like usual n chiang came in the mornin..went mamak 4 breakfast..chated alot..van pula suppose makan wif us but ended up she was here n there busy doing things.. wat 2 do..she is such a busy person..haha..den went 2 auditorium n study.. i skipped class n poor kim got 2 go class alone..so soli..jia yen came around 11am.. she is another 1 told her coming since 9.30 ut 11 oni reach..really took a long time 2 come la she..van was not in a mood after a phone call..can c the immediate change on her face..i know she has problem wif her sayo camp stuff la..but i know she will overcome it..choir was as usual so sucky..just cant wait till i find a reason 2 get away from choir.. jia yen was not feeling well 2day n van is so moody..arh i just dunno wat 2 do..jy left at 2pm den i went n look 4 jiok.. we chated for about one n a half hour in front of asoka hall..den he left n i went n meet vanessa..her mood seems better d..later on parents came den off i went home..went 4 dinner at grandpa's place den reach home around 9.30..i lied down on the bed n i fallen asleep so didnt blog.. Yesterday was ok la..kena bluff n went 2 school..so bored in school..the sej seminar was so xien..nv listen but just chated in dewan kuliah..came home n got ready 4 seminar at 3..got scolded by mom cos i foegot 2 tell her i haf seminar 2day..went seminar den went tuition n reached home at7.45pm..ate dinner den went on9 2 blog..haih sad case..internet down..couldnt post though i type d..n the whole thing was erased..haih..wanted 2 call van but look at the clock it almost 10 so didnt call..haha..guess wat..she called.. so ngam wanted 2 cal her n she called..so happee..chatted for a while lor..her mood seems ok d..so happee for her...afterdatwent 2 sleep d cos couldnt on9 somemore i was so tired.. 2day was just so horrible..went school so happily but just ended during the 1st period..after the taklimat SPM we went back class 2 put our begs den we gtg down 2 dewan 4 rehersal..Mr Lean came in 2 gif out our report card n forecast result..i was so pist of wif my english grade 4 my forecast..i got 2A for my English n EST...wat the hell...i got 1A in my report card n i oni get a 2A in my forecast..wat a bitch she is..dat was my oni the two 1A's i can get for my result n she degraded me...how can she degrade my grade..the whole school's people's forecast also the grades r upgraded or stay at the same grade..but wat the hell seh degraded me..i got so pist of..n it really just spoilt my mood.. Wat made my mood even worst was the lead singers of our 6 group 3 didnt turn up..wat the hell...i got even pist..said d must come n all somemore say will come but ended up nv show up..i took so long 2 plan everything 4 them n it was just scrolled up..i already so good do their job cos no1 wants 2 plan..took me so many days 2 plan n its dis wat i get in return..i dunno wat 2 say..i didnt play miss call wif jy 2day..she must be feeling weird..cos i nv dun miss call her wan.. but just not in a mood 2day la..came home n sleep..den bought KFC n went 4 tuition..2day teacher belanja KFC n i suppose 2 go buy..tuition was ok la.. quite fun also..came home n called jy..chatted wif her quite long lor..haha...she somemore talk 2 my bro n both of dem were argueing..so funny..11years old n 18years old quarreling...but its just so nice 2 chat wif her..haha..she always haf so many things 2 let me laugh at..sorry ler..hehe... den here i am blogging..my mood is better now but still moody...waiting for van 2 on9 ler..so can chat wif her...anyways i've been blabling alot d..should stop here d..ciaoz..

:-)

begin my day by rushing my add math tuition hw like usual saturday morning loo..the whole family went out 4 breakfast n i stayed home cos got 2 finish my hw..after tuition came home n on9...around 3somethin dad fetch bro's 2 tropicana club den sent me 2 vanessa's hse..haftacheck her com4 her.. Reach van's hse around 4.20pm..she n her sis was doing dis colouring....gek sei me...i forgot her cd-rom cannot work..the program i broung cannot use..haih..so went on9 2 download the virus scanner program..after scanning her com found 240files was infected by virus..gosh..dats alot...haha but lucky no big prob la...there is somemore prob in her com i guess..but didnt haf enough time 2 check other..i'll go back n do 4 her some other time la..den went 2 temple 4 family tree... 2day alot people came for family tree..there is this bunch of people from UTAR who join us...2days family tree was ok la...was better compare 2 last time cos oni few fella's last time..i just cant stand it wif 'them' la...hate their ugly face..trying 2 b so action...gosh..get alive la..i just hate them..they wanna show their action face n wanna lok down at my frens..dats their prob..cos they r ntg better...can say their r worst...people who talk about other 2 make them better is becos they feel insecure about dem self n by doing that they feel better..its proven dat 'they' r just idiot..donkeys..buahahah.... went MV 4 dinner den came back...after bathin den here i am blogging... vanessa been asking me alot of question 2day...and also 1 very weird question.. gal..we just haf 2 let thing be la..its not 4 us 2 control...if it has 2 change we cant do anything either...but i know the both of us r not gonna let go on dis friendship...no matter wat i still cheerish the friendship n will always cherish it... jia yen is so moody 2day...arh....i really didnt know wat 2 do wif her n i also dunno wats wrong wif her..but hopefully she will be ok lar...be strong n take care k...smuakzzzlove u all.........

i drove

2day i didnt go school loo..found out oni 19fella from my class went 2 school..27 fella absent...hahaha...didnt do much ler 2day..went 2 bank 2 do my account book but still got prob ler..haih..need 2 go back 2 the bank again..after mom pick me den went 2 pick kang from school...gosh..i drove back from tropicana... 1st time driving after getting my license..somemore beside mom..dam scary..haha but no worries cos ntg happen...reached home safely... DId my tuition hw den off i went 4 tuition..aiks..mom made me drive again..i drove all the way 2 tuition..haha skillful me nv scratch the car or haf any accident...haha..reach tuition safely...tuition wan fine den came home...after dinner took my bath n bou jok wif jia yen..talk 4 quite long ler.. After dat came on9 loo..should be came 2 the com cos i was on9 all the while but just not at the com...hehe..chiang will be helping in youth camp..ahaha..with me under QM department..happee...ntg much 2 blog 2day.. just dat every1 doesnt seems happy..wat the hell is going on...y is every1 not in a mood..arh...i haf no idea y..n i hate it..anyway gtg n continue doing my add math hw...ciaoz...

nice day

Went 2 school 2day..We r suppose 2 go 4 the moral seminar durin the 1st n 2nd period..but we ended up practising singing in class n skip the seminar...later went down 2 hall 4 rehersal..we were singing the whole dam day..we didnt let the teacher teach..if they teach also we will nv pay attention n they feel sick of us n let us sing..very bad of us but just cant help it..their teachings r just so boring...2day was quite a nice day in school..enjoyed my day.... Went 2 get my licience in the afternoon..muhahahah got licience d..can drive d.......happeeeeee.....went 4 tuition n here i am blogging...ntg 2 write 2day la..no complaints....but i having stomach pain la...i haf no idea wat pain is dat.. confirm is not stomach upset, not stomach cramp, not stomach 2 much wind.. also dunno watthe hell is wrong wif my stomach..arh..pain...poor jia yen still struggling wif her assignment..2molo is her dead line d..i'm sure she willl prefect her assignment in time wif her mom's help..hehe n also my support.. buahahaha.. => dats all lar..ciaoz...2molo not going school again..hehe...smuakz.. *miss u dear*

I studied

I didnt go school 2day..so lazy..woke up at 9 somethin n dad was mumbling away..went down 2 wash the cloths n took my breakfast...after dat came on9 2 check vanessa's blog den off i went back 2 my room...called van n had a chat wif her..darn funny la she..keep on repeating the samething..dreaming about the pig n patrick she saw yesterday..haha..afterdat i studied..gosh..I STUDIED... miricle man..haha..but i really did study.. While studying i was also smsing pear 2 make sure i dont fall asleep..went out for lunch wif my family around 1.30..went 2 genki sushi n we ate so much..dad was like u sure u can eat so much??me n bro laugh n nodded our head..den i went 2 speedy video 2 get the new instrumental cd..the songs r dam nice.. came home n continued studying..pear called n we had a long chat...so funny la..pear was laughing n laughing n i haf no idea y..pear said dat wat i say was funny but i didnt feel funny..nvm la..the funniest part was when pear's sister scolded him saying pear is dam noisy..i heard her scolding pear through the phone..haha.. i continued studying after dat...took a nap n make sure jia yen wakes me up at 6..woke up by jy den i went down 2 watch tv..folded all the cloths 2..ated dinner n haf 2 cut the watermelon for the family..arh..so big the watermelon...but i ended up cutting it so nicely...done everythin in the kitchen den i came up 2 do my work..saw vanessa on9 n she is not in a mood..read her blog n i felt so sad.. i understood how she felt n how bad the condition was..i am also in the same situation as her..i'm sure we will get though it toughly without giving up.. Poor sweethear is still struggling wif her assignment..poor gal..anyway its late now d..i hafta sleep loo...2molo gtg school..hopefully samuel wun kill me 4 not going school2day..i didnt know the whole gang of us didnt go school n i haf no idea who teach them sing the chinese song..ciaoz..nite nite...=>

Bored

arh...2day school was so bored..after assembly we went back class n practise our song 4 Majlis perpisahan for the very 1st time be4 goin down 4 rehersal..i felt it was stupid la..they say is class performance but den they get other class people 2 lead our song..wat the hell...didnt bother much cos they didnt wanna listen 2 my point of view so y care..since they think they can sing so well n i'm just simply some1 who cant sing..after recess samuel came n discuss wif me about our performance.... Goah..me n my gang of frens took like 4period 2 choose achinese song 4 the class 2 sing..its so hard 2 choose cos hard 2 haf song dat guys can sing n must be easy...but we found it...buahahah...i sneak out of class2 photostat the lyric for them n pass 2 them be4 school ended..suppose 2 meet kim in my school but she was late n i had 2 rush home so tak jadi meet her loo..sad case... Came home i ate a lil den went study den went off 2 sleep..woke up at 5.30 n rush 4 tuition...was kind of blur through out tuition....came home eat dinner den came on9....decided not 2 go school 2molo...so bored in school doing ntg.. i rather stay home n force myself 2 study.....poor sweetheart still struggling wif her assignment...don worry i know she sure can finish on time wan..but whether good anot den dunno la...muahahahaha..... dats all la..ntg 2 blog d...ciaoz......*miss u dear*

sleepy!!

Started muh day by attending school after a week of break..school was darn bored 2day..2molo we r having rehersal 4 Majlis Perpisahan n my clas is gonna sing dis song which we just got the lyric 2day n most of us dunno how 2 sing..dis kim miss called me while i was still in class.. she was in my school d.. headed down 2 canteen 2 meet her be4 ciaoing home.. Wat Mel said 2 me yesterday was quite true after all..."Yc..U don't luv urself as much as you love ur friends..u alwiz pentingkan they all den urself ler..everytime oso like that wan .. :-O .. >_< . coz i alwiz see u gettin ' stressed over ppl's stuff wan ler....." was wat she told me yesterday...but i just cant help loving my frens so much....they bring joy n happiness 2 me...i really appreciate them n wouldn't wanna lose them or anythin 2 happen 2 them..but Mel as i promised u i will love myself more yarh..... My poor sweetheat so yam gong 2day...went 2 college n her lecturer told her dat the assignment she do is not related 2 her topic..n she has 2 do another assigment in 3 days cos her date line is dis friday...she is struggling now 2 do her assigment...take care ya..don wan u 2 fall sick k... AIks...gtg now loo....3 essays waiting 2 be done n 2 be pass up 2molo...vanessa is gonna kill me if i still dun go off9 n finish my essays..thanks gal 4 helping me in muh essay yarh..love u so much..smuakz...nite nite...

happy??

From the day i understand how i had 2 live my life..i reminded myself every morning dat i haf 2 expect the unexpected...y?? becos there is 2 much unexpected things dat is happening around me n it hurts alot...but by expecting the unexpected, i already haf in mind dat things will happen so i wun get hurt so easily...but its all just bull shit..BULL SHIT..hurt means hurt...pain means pain... People around me says dat i'm a happy go lucky person,cheerful,hyper,n all sorts of positive personality...but who knows how much suffering i'm facing, how much pain i haf in me...am i really dat strong n can face problems?? NO I'M NOT!!!!but y people thinks i can...becos the condition force myself 2 solve it...i'm oni 17 dis year n i'm more mature den i am suppose 2 be..y??becos of the life i'm living wif, which made me mature so fast..but wat i can do..i haf no choice.. no1 wants 2 get mature so fast..every gal wants 2 be manja n pampered..u think i dun wan?? but can i? I cant.. i haf 2 face things dat not my age people suppose 2 face..i haf 2 overcome things people not my age will faced yet..life..dis is call life....but y me?? y must i haf such life?? Understanding...y am i so understanding 2wards my fren??becos i know y things between me n my frens happen...its not their wrong....the problem comes from her....i'm a very sensitive person n i'm also very observant...i know things happen around me n i realises alot of thing...but 2 make my life better i'll just act as thou i know nothin..i know people around me dislike her n is talking about her..i KNOW..they tried not 2 let me know becos they dun wan 2 hurt me..becos they feel its not my wrong n its unfair 2 me...they haf 2 mind their words in the conversation when i'm around..i realises dat...yes i do agree wif wat they r saying about her...but wat can i do???she has effected my life n my frenships... but wat can i do??mayb people will live life happier without me around becos there is no more need 4 them 2 hide things from me 2 prevent hurting me...becos no matter they hide anot it still hurts..but gal.. thanks 4 being there... family...wat kind of family i haf??brothers betraying me?? parents who dont understands me??outsiders who is bothering my life n making my life more misserable??who wants 2 live in such family....but do i haf a choice?? NO I DON'T....dis is my family.. Shedding tears alone under the blanket in the nite is the oni thing i can do... FRIENDS is the oni way i get my happiness...they brought me alot of joy.. thanks u so much... How i wish there is a place which i can go..leaving all this SHITs off my life.. BUT IN REALITY THERE IZZIT SUCH PLACE...i hafta live the life i'm living now...n i truly HATES it n it SUCK..... *i'm glad dat my kalyana mitra's understands me* u know who u r!! =>

JAc wOn =>

I was so pist off early in the morinig..how happe am i when i haf the chnce 2 sleep until 8am..but hell again idiotic people spoilt my sleepp..wat the hell is wrong wif him n his gf..quarreling early in the morning..shouting there like no one's business...GET LOST man..got so fed up n bang the toilet door 2 let them know they woke me up...got up n went downstairs.. Went 2 paramout 4 breakfast den 2 temple..hafta sing 4 a wedding ceremony.. i haf loads of add math hw2 do but i hafta go n sing...HELL...y is mom just so not understanding n wants thing 2 go her way...every1 has their own life...arh...so funny 2day sze huey as mom 2 buy her 2 egg tart 4 breakfast so mom ask me 2 go n buy...so i went n buy extra 2 for vanessa la cos i know she LOVEs eggtart.. haha n i found out dat sze huey wanna gif the egg tart 2 vanessa as well...so she ended up having all 4 egg tarts... After tuition went n haf lunch wif dad in Mc D den came home n sleep...at nite went over 2 grandpa's hse..aunt is celebrating her daughter's 6years old b'day.. but abit sad case ler...all of us including my grandparents uncle aunts all concentratin on the tv..all watcing malaysian idiol...so when every its the commercial break den we do somethin 4 her loo...so funny...we somemore bet if JAC lose all of us cannot haf ice-cream....haha but JAC won so all of us got 2 eat ice-cream...OH ya....JAC won the Malaysian Idiol...WOW!!! our 1st Malaysian Idiol is born..n she is a really great singer...rock on man... DIs is specially 4 my best ji mui vanessa..."STOP thinking so much...2 make a strong friendship it depends on both party...a friendship wunt be strong if oni one party is trying 4 make dis friendship...n now we both haf made n effort n had sucessfully made our friendship a very strong friendship....dis is both party's hard work..not just me or just u...bare in mind dat the friendship we r having now was from the obstacle we gone through wif joy, laughter n not less of tears...i will never let it end till my last breath..we were there 4 each other when we need each other n the fact is we will still be there 4 each other will never change..am i right?? smuakzz.. i love u gal...stay as who u r not who people wants u 2 be..." As 4 my Sweetheart jia yen..."u gave me a shock 2day...didnt expect u 2 gif me such news 2day....but no matter wat i'll stand by ur side n support ur decision.. wat i wanna remind u is think wisely be4 u make any decison..i dun wan u 2 regret later..haha but if u really regret dun worry u still haf me...muahahaha... thanks 4 being there 4 me when i need u...smuakzz..love u gal... i've been writing alot 2day...hehe...dats all for now...wanna go sleep d...can wait 4 2molo...cos its my favourite day of the week...SUNDAY..yeah. i can meet all my kalyana mitra's......nite nite... =>

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Luckily Jas sms me dis morning if not i'm sure 2 be late 4 my driving test.. reach SS2 around 7.15 n jas was not there yet..waited for her den 2gether wif the other student off we went 2 Old subang 4 our driving test..wow..meet few fella's from CHS..the test started so late it looks so scary..n i was so nervous when i was waiting 4 my turn 2 do the hill..saw so many people fail made me worst..but it was rather funny seing their expression when their car pass the yellow line n they know they failed... The whole test was ok for me la...just nervous dats all...MUAHAHAHA... i PASS my driving test d...so happeeeee....after getting my licience no need 2 care about my bro anymore..no need 2 tahan his stupid tempered n his ugly face wif his gf.. cos i dun need him anymore...i can drive myself 2 tuition...buahahaha.. dis was the main reason y i take my exam so fast...i finish the test around 12 but waited will almost 3pm 2 get my IC back...was so bored n it was so hot there.... After the driving test i went 2 school 2 find siew jie jie..she went 2 school 2 teach her form 6 frens dancing..was having gastrick dat time...it was around 3.30pm dat time..i nv eat anythin since dis morning 7am...waited 4 her till around 4.30pm den we left school..went 2 secret receipi in Taman Tun 2 eat... chated alot loo...so funny jian lun called jie jie n ask where is his gf...buahaha.. selepas makan, jie jie send me home cos she has 2 go home d..i pass her the interact t-shirt i got 4 her as well.. Anyway i been weird 2day..fooling around like small kid n i haf no idea y.. but its not a bad thing also la n i'm not worried 4 acting strange cos i've be laughing the whole day n i'm quite happy wif my day..so no worries...hehehe...sorry 2 jia yen n vanessa la for being my victim of crazyness....sorry also 2 han..keke..me n jas was just fooling around la..haha cos u alwayz ejek her ma so we pakat lor... no hard feelings ya..smuakzz... I'm so happee dat vanessa found back herself n her confidence..but she said dat the oni thing dat is bothering her is the friendship between both of us..she feels we r falling apart....i haf 100%confident dat nothing will happen 2 dis friendship n ntg can break dis friendship..unless we ourself wants 2 break it but i doubt we will break it...cos its such a precious thing we haf n will never let go..hope u r thinking the same way i'm thinking..n i know u ar..hehe... I'm dam tired d..eyes r closing...2 conclude my day...I"M SO HAPPEEE...i just LOVE all my frens...n i'm sure i'll cheerish the friendship i haf wif all my frens 4 life...smuakzzz....*miss u dear*

bad day.......

Arh..start of the day so horribly..i woke up at 6.30 morning call jy..after waking her up i went back 2 sleep..around 8 dad started mumbling waking me up..wat the hell is wrong wif him..for the past few days i haf tuition early morning 7.30 n 2day i haf no tuition so dat i can sleep but he wakes me up so early..got out of bed brush up n went down 2 makan..while eating he started lecture n i couldnt stand it anymore..i got so fed up wif everythin n i blasted everything out..i tried 2 hold my tears but i failes..tears role down.. after dat i went up 2 do my tuition work..struggling wif my essay is really killing me..think so hard but idea doesnt seem 2 come in..suddenly siew jie jie called.. she need help..stupid jian lun wants her 2 teach them dance on like 3 days..hell man so jie jie wants my help..so 2molo i'll be helping her after my driving test.. struggled so hard n finally finsh my essay..Mel thanks for helping me in my essay..went for tuition n gosh 2 her my essay was just childish..i had 2 re-write all 3 essay..Gosh..really hated it..after tuition went 2 pasar malam wif mom since i had 1 hour be4 my next tuition..we park right in front of teacher ho's car..hehe Left pasar malam n head 2 tuition at 5.50..tuition was find but i was freezing inside..so cold...after tuition su-ann jie jie came n pick me n we went ss2 for a drink...chated n den she drove me back home..i'm so tired 2day...didnt do much but just so tired..must be becos i sleep late last nite n woke up early 2day plus no afternoon nap.. I'm so nervous...i'm having driving test 2molo...HOpefully i wun fail la...so scared...anywayz i gtg n sleep d loo..my eyes is closing...n i better catch enough sleep cos its a big day 4 me 2molo..nite nitezzz....smuakzzz.....

boring..

I started of my day by attending add math tuition at 7.30am again..did quite a number of things after tuition..dad pick me up n went 2 kasturi 2 register 4 the seminar..help jas n dyxynn 2 register as well..den dad went 2 SS2 to do somethin..since we were at SS2 i ask dad 2 drop by the driving school 2 pay 4 my driving payment..called n jas 2 ask whether she wants me 2 pay 4 her anot.. sorry gal woke u up twice so early in the morining..went n pay 4 the both of us den off we went home... Came home n wash the cloth came on9 4 a while den went 2 my room 2 study.. i studyed abit more den yesterday but fallen asleep again..woke up aruond 1.30 2 pick up jas's call n went back 2 sleep again..had a nice sleep till 3 when mom came n wake me up..didnt do much after dat.. AT night i did somethin 2 my blog..i put music in my blog d..haha..though my blog is still dam lousy but learning 2 make it better ler...Gosh i haf 3 essays 2 write n somemore grammer work 2 do n tuition is at 3 2molo..i haven started anythin yet..dats all about my day...its late now n gtg n start my work..ciaoz..so heppee 2molo can sleep later cos no add math tuition in the morning..

tuesday

My day was okler..woke up at6.30am 2 go 4 tuition..reach tuition at 7.45am..aiks i'm late cos stuck in the jam in tropicana..tuition was ok ler..after dat came home n came on9 2 check somethin..so happy dat lcd understands wat me n mel is doing..py's post really made me n mel haf a great shock..sms mel 2 check the blogs den i went 2 study abit..but as usual after 3 pages of study i fallen asleep..it was 11somethin dat time n i didnt hear message comin in.. soli mel.. I sleep till almost 4..woke up after jy's miss call n went down 2 eat my lunch..haf a long chat wif Mel while washing..both of us was just trying 2 make things better n hopefully Lcd will haf a talk wif py n settle things la..i really dun wanna c their frenship going down the drain..after dat i went 4 tuition.. after tuition came back haf dinner n did my tuition hw after chatting awhile wif jy..called vanessa n had some serious talk wif her.."Gal, u r thinkning 2 much.. Where is the vanessa i know which is full of confident..Hunt ur confident back.. be who u r not who people wants u 2 be.." put down the phone cos i haf2 go out n pass somethin 2 su-ann jie jie..After everythin came on9 n haf a chat wif few person.."vanessa, jiok is not angry wif u k." i'm tired d..wanna zzz..dats all for 2day..ciaoz...

an ordinary day became an extraordinary day

I was suppose 2 wake up at 5am 2 do my add math hw but my eys just couldnt open till 6.30..atlast i got up n did a lil bit of my hw..haih..tertidur again till 7..got ready n went 4 tuition...arh..its hols 4 me but i'm having tution every morning 7.30-9.30..OMG..u guys must be thinking i'm nuts...i got worried on the way 2 tuition cos i've not done my hw..gosh..luckly didnt get scolding.. went home after tui, wanted 2 sleep cos 2 tired but didnt cos didnt wanna get scolding by mom..later went 2 pick lil bro from school n went 1U 4 lunch wif mom n lil bro..came back n had a chat wif Mel..we both r risking our friendship wif Lcd..but we just don wanna c her fall even deeper..hope she understands wat we r trying 2 do ler...n i sms lcd 2 ask her 2 read the frieds blog d.. my day went on fine till :) pear n mango got back 2gether...i'm so happee..klar i gtg n sleep..tuition 7.30am 2molo..nitez.. smuakz..luv yar..:P

tired...

I was so tired n jy didnt let me on9 n wants me 2 go 2 bed so i went off2 bed without blogging..let me start by staying overnite at vanessa's hse on saturday..be4 we went 2 bed i was hogging on the net, hui kee lying down on the ben jia yen playin wif my phone n van wif sze huey doin poster 4 youth camp..be4 i went off9 i had a talk wif aw n it seriouly made things even worst..from wat she said 2 me..i'm just a friend dat doesnt care about people n wants her 2 stand my temper..am i such a person??i really dunno...i haf a feeeling dat me n her wun be able 2 be friends anymore..as i rush 2 off9 cos i wanted 2 sleep in the middle n van's wants 2 sleep in hte middle as well so we end up fighting n haha..i got 2 sleep in the middle..after offing the light me n jy was playing n ended by biting each other..haha..so funny n van got bite by jy 4 no reason..buhahah..after dat some1 called van n she talk dam long..somemore hit me while she was talking..poor thing me..got bit 4 no reason..buahahha..nolar actually is i keep on kacau her la...den sze huey's phone keep on bipping wif sms.. I seriously didnt sleep cos i just cant seems 2 fall asleep but i'm just so tired..van is sleeping like a pig beside me n jy is also sleeping..haha i heard noise on the floor n i guess sze huey also couldnt sleep..so i ended turning on the bed till morning..alarm clock starts ringing n oni me hui kee n sze huey woke up..the 2 pigs beside me didnt wanna get up..after van finish using the toilet it was jy's turn..haha..me huikee n sze huey was saying she will sure knock somethin be4 coming out from the toilet..haha we were correct we heard a bang sound from the toilet..we got ready n left vans's hse around 6.10..gosh..we went there n realise we haf nothin 2 do..so we went 2 mamak 2 haf a drink while waiting..after the khatina ceremony we went 2 mamak 4 breakfast den off we went 2 class 4 exam.. haha 20 objective question n 2 essay question n i tembak all 20 n wrote total of 5 lines 4 both essay n den i handed up my paper..went 2 audi wif jy den later down 2 asoka hall 2 find chan yann.. Be4 choir ended my mood suddenly got so bad..sorry jy 4 making u worry..but later on jy went home n i went 2 van's hse..aikz parents haf meeting n i'm sure it will end late..talk 2 van about alot of things..n pig she doze off d..so i also took a nap..she was suppose 2 get up at 3 so we continue chatting but she didnt wanna get up so i let her sleep la..went on9 again 2 play game n woke her up at 4..afterdat i gtg go d..mom wants 2 go home..yeah so happy...so went back 2 ttemple n we went home... i so tired n off i went 2 sleep straight away.. woke up at 7 took my bath den went 2 granddad's place 4 dinner..cant open my eyes properly too tired d.. reach home around 10.15..call jy n talk 2 her 4 awhile ler..add math tuiton is at 7.30am 2molo n i hafen do any hw n i'm so tired..after talking 2 jy i did abit of my work n off i went 2 bed..jy didnt let me on my aircon cos i was havng flu again..so kesian me hafta off me aircon n sleep oni wif the fan..somemore cannot on9 must sleep..haha but good also la atleast i get some rest ma..thanks gal...smuakz.. dat all about my sunday..ciaoz.

fun day :)

Haha..i begin by waking up late for driving class..mom came 2 woke me up at 7 n uncle jimmy is already at my hse gate waiting for me...i jumped up rush 2 toilet 2 wash up n off i went..OMG..i drove all the way 2 the driving school wif my eyes oni half open..somemore semplat gif vanessa a miss call 2 wake her up..buahaha.. driving class was ok ler..but the QTi test was not so good...i did well in everything but oni the stupid road test..not so good...haha but nvm still pass teh QTi test.. Went home n off i went 2 tidur..hampir masuk tidur my bro came n ask 2 me go down eat lunch..so i went down ate the noodle n went back 2 my room 2 sleep..i was so tired ler....haih but just so many disturbance.. bro came in 2 get somethin n drop my things on the floor making so much noise n i couldn't sleep.. when i finnally get 2 sleep for almost an hour mom came in n woke me up..got2 go out d..she gave me 5 min 2 pack n we're leaving in 5 min..haha..i rush n took my bath pack n left the hse in 10 min..den headed 2 temple....... Gosh choir is suppose 2 be at 5 n we started at oni 6.15..we used up our time chatting n singing..its was quite fun ler.......after dat went mamak eat dinner..poor thing sze huey cannot go makan wif us..kong ju dint let her follow us...meeting was so the xien........now i'm in vanessa's hse..makisng so much noise...hahah....gtg d..wanna fight 2 sleep in the middle ciaoz....

Normal day

2day was just a normal day for me..i've been cracking my head the whole day in school doing my essay 4 tuition in the afternoon..i was quite upset wif my add math mark...haih..is was far from my targetted mark..atleast 50 i thought i could get but i didnt..i was so sad..i work so hard 4 my add math but still..........:( nothin much 2 say 2day la...having headache now..wanna rest d..2molo early mroning 7 am got driving class somemore..haih....oklar..ciaoz.....