MoOdY

2day wasnt a good day for me.. woke up in the moring n ate breakfast... den went on9... posman press the bell n i went out 2 sign the letter.. its was 4 me... letter for KHIDMAT NEGARA... dam it...tought i wun b in 1st batch so haven defer yet mana tau letter come d.. shit la somemore dad went 2 work... called dad immediately.. he was in a meeting.. he saw he will b coming bacik after meeting... gosh.. lucky i manage 2 go 2 the office n hand in my defer letter.. if not den cham d cos dad is leaving 2molo 4 novitiate program n will oni b back on the 12/12 n NS starts on 13/12... wasnt in a good mood dis morning... should just say was in a very bad mood... i cried 4 no reason dis morning...i just felt so unhappy, sad, moody n tear started 2 role down... i locked myself in my room... just dun feel like doin anythin.. practically my day wasnt good.. i wasnt being myself.. i on the paip n forgot 2 off it... water oevrflow... got scolding... did so many wrong things got scolding.. walk around the house knowing i haf somethin 2 do but cant remember wat.. arg... just dun like the me 2day.... anyay i chatted wif van n jia yen for a while lor.. it feels good talking 2 them... i didnt eat dinner wif my family 2day.. i took my plate of rice, took the chicken n taugeh den i walk out n eat in the tv hall.. i just dun fell like eating wif any1 so ma eat alone loo........... dats all bout my day la.. ntg seems 2 right 2day.... but hope things will b fine 2molo....hope the class t-shirt will b done on time....