sucky day

well.. my day started pretty well but it didnt continue being ok.. i woke up at 6.30am n went 2 temple.. 4 the very 1st time van gave me morning call.. haha cos all dis while oni i will gif morning call 2 her..reached temple around 6.45am..went 2 the kitchen saw bell there.. den went n say hi 2 van lor.. van's mood started 2 b bad after the small incident between she n bell.. haih.. i also dunno how 2 comfort her.. seeing her like dis it just automatically turn my mood down also.. the usual me la cos frens r just so important 2 me n i just cant bare seeing dem unhappy..had breadfast in temple wif van n her family..ISd came n van went to the office.. i hafta do things 4 ISD.. afterdat i went 2 the office 2 c her den i left temple n came home.. I came home n came on9.. after dat i went inside my room2 get mynotes n found out its missing.. it really pist me off.. i turned my room upside down few times but i still cant find it.. i really dunno where izzit.. i supppose i borrowed 2 some1 la cos i rarely use the notes.. i was 2 pissed n couldn't study so i called jiayen n we chatted... den she ask em2 go study d so we put down the phone n i went n study loo... mom came home n we went out 4 lunch.. we bought lunch 2 kangs school n haflunch wif him there.. he hafta stay back in school 4 some activiti.. came back n i continues studying.. fallen asleep n woke up around 4.. didnt wanna study so i went out 2 but slurpee n some food 2 eat.. came back n watch tv.. finally i found my notes.. i sms n fren n ask whether its wif her n yes it was.. so i told her i will go over n get it 2nite.. went 4 dinner near my hse.. came home n told mom i wanna go n get my notes.. she scolded me.. say y i nv tell her earlier.. i told her be4 dinner n she denied saying i didnt say n i said a different thing.. wat the hell.. somemore she say ur fren borrow n nv return so she is suppose 2 bring 4 u.. if everything goes the way it suppose 2 b den the world wun haf so many problem, no war, no ntg just peace.. cant they just accept some changes!!! was so pissed n i just gonna forget about the notes.. she den ask bro 2 fetch me n get but i dun wan.. van will know y... 2day is just so sucky.... arg....... i'm so dam bloody pist off wif everything.... My oni hope is Van will b fine.. she's been really blue dis few day n i really dun wanna c her like dis.. BUt i just dunno wat 2 do.... i'm just soo unhappy at dis very moment..