Wai Chien said to me few days ago.......

"Law says it's in luv wif u... =D"

I dunno why Law is in love with me but I hope it will continue loving me till I am done with my law assignment and exam!!! hahahaha..

Last Sunday was the 1st Inter Buddhist Youth Fellowship Games ... It was a blast.. A memorable event... It was a great journey...

Most importantly we have the participation to play for fellowship :)

We have the Courts and tracks

We have Basketball Game

We have Captain Ball

We have Tug of War

We have 100m Sprint

We have 4 X 400m Relay

we have Volley Ball

We have Cheer Leaders

By the end of the day, We have a group of Africans who has made the 1st Inter Buddhist Youth Fellowship Games a success!!!

Last but not least, I must thank them for coming to help me to draw the track for the track for the 100m and 4 X 400m event.. without their help, I wouldn't be able to get ready the tracks in such short period of time.. Thank you :)

Ipoh Mali...

And so Exactly a week ago, A Sunday that was a HOLIDAY for BISDS, A day where everyone do not have to go temple and so to rest and sleep in on Sunday which doesn't happen often for us.. But for people like us just doesn't understand the meaning of HOLIDAY is to REST and TAKE A BREAK decides to go on a day trip to Ipoh... Our definition of HOLIDAY is to PLAY PLAY and PLAY...

We set off in 3 cars at 7am heading up to Ipoh..

Car 1: Me, Vanessa, MingHuiy and Sze Huey

Car 2: Sui Yuan, Jiok Li, Geetha and Hvey Jci

Car 3: Vincent, Bryan, Kai Wei and Wen Xiang

As usual our "F1" driver never drive according to the speed has gotten a sms from Bryan asking " u driving 110 or 210".. we had a great laugh cos I constantly reminded her of the speed but yet no effect... WORST of all, when I needed to pee so badly, I saw the road sign tt states "rest stop - 2km".. so I told Vanessa I needed to pee I repeatedly like a tape recorder saying i want to pee as we were approaching the rest Area but I can sense that she has wasn't going to turn into the rest stop for me and so I had to scream "I WANNA PEE" when the car was almost reach the reaching the junction.. She Finally react when we were already at the junction.. lucky the other 2 cars that were following behind manage to turn into the rest stop but of course she got fired for that..

Our 1st stop in Ipoh was DIMSUM.. We headed straight to Foh San... We ate a lot and we could have eaten more if there were dishes that we wanted.. Everyone was so Bloated after that so we headed to the Hot Spring & river in Simpang Pulai... The road sign to turn into the road heading to the hot spring was smaller than a A4 paper.. by the time we located it, we already drove passed it and we have to u-turn back.. The drive in was very bumpy as there weren't proper road but rather those mud roads with Holes everywhere.. IT was burning Hot when we arrive cos it was almost Midday with the sun right above our head.. We didn't bother and had private laughing n photo taking session till there were other people that came.. we were all just soaking our legs in the water and only Sui Yuan went all in and wet himself.. HE was later join by WenXiang by accident.. Wen Xiang didn't wanna get wet but while he was moving around through the stones, he slipped and landed into the water.. Since he was already all wet, he Join Sui Yuan in the River...

We left and headed for my FAVOURITE Soya Bean stall back in Ipoh Town.. Something that I will never miss every time I go to Ipoh.. No matter how full I am, I will have at least a cup of soya bean.. It tasted SoOOoo good!!!

One cup is NEVER enough!!! I even tapau back for more..

Right after soya stop. we went for ipoh's famous "ngah choi gai" as our late lunch.. another EXtra ultimate laughing session during lunch as people with great imagination has transform sweet Potatoes into " Pythons and Snakes" adding extra information that we need not to know!!!

It was a short trip as most of us have family dinner, after lunch we went and get some local biscuits for our families than we headed back to KL.. We 1st went to Kampar to drop Hvey Jci off and than joint into the highway and headed Straight back to KL..

Only people with crazy mind will can come out with such crazy idea.. driving at 110km/h on NorthSouth Highway.. Two cars drove side by side, with the window down, people started snapping picture and chatting with the passenger of the car next to them.. I can imagine the car behind us must be wandering what is wrong with this crazy people...

*Pictures all stolen from Vanessa's blog.. will put in more pics when I get them later...*

Its gonna be almost a week since I am back from my holidays in Australia... I really miss the holiday... With people around every nite before I sleep and when U wake up, there is people who mark foot prints in my life around.. Every day became extraordinary special and memorable... :)

Greeting all the way from Melbourne!!! :) Weather is chilling here.. Not extremely cold but just the way I like it most!!! The bad thing is my holidays are coming to an end soon and it will be time for me to fly back home!!!

I flew to Melbourne with Esther, Fan and Tong

It has been almost 2 weeks that I am here.. And today is the 1st day that I actually just chill and do nothing after dinner.. ( oh.. this quiet moments will end when the rest comes back from Sydney in which they will be home in few hours time).. so just stealing some time off to update my blog!!! Everything has been great over here.. Enjoying each n every day of my holiday over here!!! Not only the beautiful weather that I love (the cold) but more of the quality and great time spent with people that has mark the significant foot prints in my life.. :)

Koala

Mel, Me and YT

I miss the Snows!!!!

Tong, Mel, YC, YT and Fan

My Darling Teng

Meow!!! Thank for sharing ur hse with us!!! MUAXXX

When u need to travel, U need a car!!! So We travel with this car around for 2days!! A super good car I would say!! :)

Love this place!!!

Kangaroo

I went to Sydney last weekend with Wai Chien and stayed at Siew Yin Jie Jie's place... It was a great time spend with both people whom means a lot to me.. Was in Sydney from Friday till Monday... Pictures for Sydney will be up when I get them..

Having you around has always been a blessing

Knowing you was a beautiful miracle

Taking steps together is a sign of growing up together

To where it will lead us

Is where we will go

It doesn't matter if it is sunny or rainy

It doesn't matter if its cold or hot

what matters is smiles that is created

and the fertilizer that we pour to make the tree grow

I always treasure what that I have and will always keep it!! :)

Looking forward every new day :)

Its late now and I'm suppose to be sleeping but yet I am still here blogging..

I'll be flying off for my long awaited vacation in less than 12hours time..

=)

HAPPY 50th BIRTHDAY MOMMY AND DADDY

Thank you for everything that you've done for us

Providing us with food and shelter

Pouring uncountable love and care to us

Sorry for the times that we scream back at you

Sorry for the times that we ignore your advices

Sorry for making you worry for coming home late

Sorry for all the mistakes we have done

We sincerely apologize for the times we created unhappiness and anger to you

You have always been our greatest motivator

The strength and the Pillar that kept us standing

Without you, we wouldn't be who we are today

Thank you for the unconditional love that you have provided us

Happy 50th Birthday

I DUNNO WHAT AND HOW TO STUDY FOR E-BUSINESS PAPER TOMORROW!!! NO PASS YEAR PAPER AVAILABLE AT ALL!!! OMG... HELP!!!!!

There are days when u wake up alright but as the hour passes, it just gradually turn bad for no reason... The rest of the day becomes grey and dull... You just want the day to end and hope for a better day tomorrow..

Marketing Strategy paper was Horrible.. Don't even wanna think back on how bad it is cos it is really bad.. the 3hours in the exam hall was torturous.. 1stly, I sat right below the aircon blower which kept me frozen for the entire exam.. 2ndly, I couldn't understand what the question is asking thus dunno wat to write to answer them.. 3rdly, I cannot write 3pages of answer for each question.. Lastly, I just want to pass this paper.. PRAYING REALLY HARD

My last paper falls on 29/6 which is next Monday.. The Long break before my last paper has left me with no motivation to study anymore in addition to the horrible demotivation from the marketing paper... But anyhow, I shall get myself back to study everynite.. I shall not risk another FAIL in my transcript... One is more than enough to take!!!

Haven been feeling well this few days.. Just hope all the greyness will part away from me.. I need more lights and colours...

The easiest way out when U cannot understand a thing u r studying seems to be JUST GIVE UP...

This is a going to be an emo post... Cos there isn't any thing that can bring up my mood.. Yes it is the exam stress that is causing me to be very depressed...

I was quite satisfy with my International Business exam this morning... I was able to answers most the question... Just that there isn't enough time to finish up the entire paper. Answering 4 questions and have to write 2-3pages (600words) for each question in 2hours was a killer!!! My hand almost broke and I was so tension cos there isn't much time left and my hand became so sweaty.. I had to constantly stop to wipe off the sweat form my hand... My last questions were answered in point forms and none off my questions has 600words... Anyway it wasn't a bad paper afterall...

I had been very unhappy with my Marketing Strategy internal mark since yesterday... It really hit my motivation for the rest of the exam!!! My next paper will be Marketing Strategy on Monday 8.30am... Today there was this extra revision class that was supposedly to teach us how to tackle the exam question... But all I gain from the extra class was "Sue, You are so gonna fail"... The lecturer that gave us the extra class today is not my lecturer for this Unit.. He was the head of Marketing Department... What he said sort of contradicted what was said by my lecturer.. This lecture was more of scaring us on how we will fail this unit rather than help us tackle the way to answer exam questions.. The so call extra class to me was not at all necessary cos it didn't help at all.. On the other hand, It just slash out all the motivation I have to study for the paper on Monday... Currently I just feel like giving up on this paper entirely... This is how bad this is turning...

The drive home today felt so long and far!!!!! With the depress mood, I miss Wai Chien so much.. The long drive back home felt extraordinarily lonely.. I miss the times when there is always accompany through the forever jam LDP drive home.. Adding to the emoness, there seems to be so many red SLK that is around me... I had to drive behind this red SLK that was exactly the same as Wai Chien's one.. It was jam and so I couldn't do anything but just follow... The difference following behind was that there isn't "Dale" hanging at the back window smiling at me.. I was really feeling so bad that I could hardly breath normally..

Argh!!!!

I am currently still in Uni trying to cramp as much info as I can into the tiny little brain I have.. Which is not working too well cos the brain is too tiny for the overflowing informations that I need to remember for my paper tomorrow.. :(

Library is freezing... the heat on from the laptop is the only heat tt can keep my hands warm... Not much of help but atleast its something... There is this orchestra in the library.. the squeaking sound from the chairs... I cant understand, when this people already know their chair is makins such noise, can't they either reduce their movement or change another chair!!! The squeaking noise it really irritating.. once awhile its acceptable but constant squeaking is definitely ear killer!!!

I really dunno how much more information my brain can absorb... :( I just hope tt I wun forget everything when I wake up tomorrow morning... My IB paper is at 8.30am tomorrow :(....

Got my marketing strategy internal marks back today.. Did quite badly and I am quite affected by the marks.. I am now trying to not think of it and focus on my IB paper tomorrow...

Hope everything will be fine...

The Weekend is coming to an end!!! I had a great weekend... A memorable Weekend together with everyone!!!

As weekend is coming to an end.. It means I am so much nearer to my exam!!! I am still floating in some dreamland when my 1st paper is on Tuesday!!! till now I still have difficulties getting myself settle down n study!! Here n there I did manage to study but it is not efficient enough!! There is a mountain more stuff tt i need to absorb into my brains to sit for the exams and whatever that I have already absorb is probably not even 10% of it!! This is how screwed up I am!!! I am not so worry about my Ebiz exam cos I hav a week break to study it before the paper.. but the other 3papers I am superbly worry about it!!! My exam timetable will be as below:

16/6/2009 --> Organisational Behaviour - 1.30pm (2h)

19/6/2009 --> International Business - 8.30am (2h)

22/6/2009 --> Marketing Strategy - 8.30am (3h)

29/6/2009--> E-Business - 8.30am (3h)

I need LOADS of motivation to get thru this!!!!! HELP!!!!! I just need to pass everything!!!!

Before the day ends, there is a very important post to blog!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY

Sincerely, I want to thank you

For giving in everything in exchange for our health, safety and happiness

For providing the best shelter for us

For all the advice and guidance u gave me

For always pampering me and giving me everything

For making me who I am today...

Without u

Life wouldn't be as colourful as what U have made for us

I wouldn't have came so far

I wouldn't be as independent as I am today

I wouldn't be standing strong to overcome everything that pops up in the journey of life

I wouldn't have the chance to spend a year in Switzerland

I wouldn't have such a great family...

I love You DAD!!!

As I was about to leave hse to work today, I spotted an envelope that attracted my attention on the pile of letters at the door side table.. I went to check it out n saw my name on it... It just trigger my excitement cos I knew who send me that card from the Handwriting on the envelope... I quickly went n Open the envelope carefully so I wont tear it.. :)

It was a good luck card for my exam!!! So Sweeeeeeeeeeettttttt.... I can't recall in my memory that I have actually receive CARD wishing me good luck for my exam before.. This would be the very 1st one!!! There is something else inside the envelope besides the card.. There is another smaller card with dolphin stamps inside!!! OMG.. My favourite animal!! DOLPHINS!!!!! I was So sO so excited!!! I am so touch by the card!!!! Words is just not enough the express how I feel :) :) :) :) : ) :D :D :D :D :D :D

For all the silly things we do

Thank You Ice Crim for the wonderful thought

Sending this card to encourage me to not give up

Sending dolphins to bring me luck

A very very sweet thought

That just lightens my heart

We will walk together and get done with exam

We shall believe in ourselves

We shall strive for the best

We have survive so long

We will too survive this time round :)

Looking forward and I'll see you in a month

So here is my special card that Will be permemently placed On my table throughout the entire exam period :)

With the rate of me losing my stuff, perhaps one day when there is nothing left, I would lose myself instead..... Yes I admit I am messy but not to the extend of losing things that I always keep by my side..

1st I lost two pen drives that has always been in my beg wherever I go... Than I lose my locker key as well... When I wanna get the spare pendrive I keep at home, It isn't there anymore... It went missing too.. Than now as I clean and rearrange my table so that I have a more spacious and tidy table to start studying, I realize my E-Business text book is missing (Pray hard it is in the locker)... Every few days, I will realize something is missing... I dunno what is next in the list that will leave me.. ARGH!!!! !@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@@#$%^&*(

Not feeling too well today.. I was fine in the morning but started to feeling uneasy in the afternoon.. My tummy is not feeling good and there is this super uneasiness in me.. I dunno why am I feeling so but I am feeling really disturb by it... Just want it to go away!!! :'(

I couldn't wake up this morning cos I didn't sleep well last nite.. kept waking up in the night cos of the disturbing itch I had with my throat.. I thought it would be a grumpy morning when I got off bed rushing to work with only 10 mins to prepare.. I was so wrong cos it was one of the greatest morning I had in a while.. Smiles and the joy just emerge from within... no words to explain nor describe.. It just simply lifted up the cheerful mood in me to start the day.. Every simple little thing could actually make up a great day..

I am like finally letting myself take a break from everything and my body just shown me how exhausted I am.. I lie down on the bed just to rest my back and the next thing I knew, its 2hours later... I fell asleep... I could barely open my eye when mom woke me up to eat my dinner.. I thought of just sleeping till tomorrow but apparently I ordered my dinner so I gotta wake up n eat it up (which I have no memory at all asking my mom to buy me dinner)..

Having free time means your mind has the time to start thinking.. Thoughts has been floating in n out... memories has been flashing back it brings of smiles... I really do miss the times we could just out to eat or do some shopping.. It was just a phone call or just an impromptu decision and the next thing we know, we're in the car heading out :)

Over the years, I have learn what is appreciating the presents and be blessed with whatever I have.. Not to mourn over why I am not getting enough but rather be contented with what I am given.. Appreciating will make one happier than being unhappy for things that one isn't getting.. Life is too short to be unhappy..

Its officially a month and I'm getting use to it being part of my life... I no longer ramble about the hassle that I have to go through but rather I am pretty happy and comfortable with it.. :)

Dad is back from Sabah.. Dunno how long will he be in KL.. Perhaps a week or 2 weeks.. It all depends on when the machines in Sabah is done reparing.. Hope he will stay till after we celebrate his birthday... Last year, we didn't get to celebrate his birthday cos he way away in Sabah...

The weekend is here!!! I am happy the weekend is here and this is going to be a weekend to catch some rest.. besides working tomorrow till 1pm, I will try my best to stay home n catch rest.. Sunday would be rest day as well... Its school holidays already so BISDS is closed for 2 sundays = 2sunday off for me.. :)

The last assignment and presentation has ended today.. The assignment marathon has finally came to an end for this semester... Mentally n physically I am getting really tired from trying to cope with work and my studies.. Working n studying is definitely not something that one can easily balance out..

Now that assignments has come to an end, which means its time to welcome exam.. Exam will start in two weeks time.. I have to start studying already if not I will not have enough time to finish up everything... but I need the motivation.. The push that will put me to start studying and stop slacking... :( :( :(

There would be a time when one when one faces unhappiness..

There would be a time when one feels that everything is just not going on the right track...

There would be a time when one feels that they are not good enough...

There would be a time when one losses their directions...

There would be a time when one can't differentiate what is right or wrong..

There would be a time when one's life seems so mess up..

There would be a time when one's life seems so unorganized..

There would be a time when one do not know what they want anymore..

There would be a time when one will just feel like giving up..

There would always be a time when all different kind of negative thought will come after us and make us suffer..

But

What doesn't kill us, will make us stronger..

One must never Give up trying..

One must always be positive..

One must belief in themselves..

One must never forget there will always be someone around for them..

There is always a light in the dark..

There is always an exit when there is an entry..

When one door closes, there would b another door that will be opened..

Nothing is impossible when we belief in it...

We will be able to excel and pull through it ..

Hand in hand together we will move..

The light is there to shine the way..