This is a going to be an emo post... Cos there isn't any thing that can bring up my mood.. Yes it is the exam stress that is causing me to be very depressed...

I was quite satisfy with my International Business exam this morning... I was able to answers most the question... Just that there isn't enough time to finish up the entire paper. Answering 4 questions and have to write 2-3pages (600words) for each question in 2hours was a killer!!! My hand almost broke and I was so tension cos there isn't much time left and my hand became so sweaty.. I had to constantly stop to wipe off the sweat form my hand... My last questions were answered in point forms and none off my questions has 600words... Anyway it wasn't a bad paper afterall...

I had been very unhappy with my Marketing Strategy internal mark since yesterday... It really hit my motivation for the rest of the exam!!! My next paper will be Marketing Strategy on Monday 8.30am... Today there was this extra revision class that was supposedly to teach us how to tackle the exam question... But all I gain from the extra class was "Sue, You are so gonna fail"... The lecturer that gave us the extra class today is not my lecturer for this Unit.. He was the head of Marketing Department... What he said sort of contradicted what was said by my lecturer.. This lecture was more of scaring us on how we will fail this unit rather than help us tackle the way to answer exam questions.. The so call extra class to me was not at all necessary cos it didn't help at all.. On the other hand, It just slash out all the motivation I have to study for the paper on Monday... Currently I just feel like giving up on this paper entirely... This is how bad this is turning...

The drive home today felt so long and far!!!!! With the depress mood, I miss Wai Chien so much.. The long drive back home felt extraordinarily lonely.. I miss the times when there is always accompany through the forever jam LDP drive home.. Adding to the emoness, there seems to be so many red SLK that is around me... I had to drive behind this red SLK that was exactly the same as Wai Chien's one.. It was jam and so I couldn't do anything but just follow... The difference following behind was that there isn't "Dale" hanging at the back window smiling at me.. I was really feeling so bad that I could hardly breath normally..

Argh!!!!