TearS

we finally woke up around 9.30am.. woke thian n jamie up n got them 2 go breakfast wif us.. poor thian got ready n waited 4 us 4 30 min..we all dam bian tai la.. early early morning somemore wanna pillow fight, human stacking n all silly things.. we got so excited torturing each other n didnt wanna leave yet so poor jamie gotta walk2 my hse..finally left my hse at 10.45am n went n fetch thian.. went 2 paramout3 breakfast... the shop was dam packed.. waited 4 dam long till we got a atble.. somethin rediculous happened.. non of us realises dat kamtong n soofan was still in the car.. we left the car n han just locked the car.. both of them was in the last sit n no1 realises it.. we all thought they went 2 photostat kamtongs note cos in the car he kept on saying he wanna photostat.. they thought we were just playing wif dem so they just waited in the car.. on the other hand non of us realises they were still in the car nv bother asking y they took so long 2 come 2 the restaurant.. well fan finally called n ask me 2 get the car keys cos he is in the car.. he said he dam hot n i just simply answered 'so wat' cos i didnt believe.. me n han went 2 the car n we found out the both of dem were really in the car.. me n han couldnt stop laughing.. we even cross the road nv see car n got HON by the car.. dangerous man.. every1 found out n we all sat in the restaurant laughing non stop.. Left the restaurant around 11.45am n i was like shit.. i gotta b in the temple by 12pm n i'm late.. went 2 jhwa's hse 2 get the car but shit his bro took his keys.. waited 15min till he got the keys n we rush back 2 my hse.. i change n other packed their things n tidy the hse.. left the hse at 12.15pm.. jhwa rush me down 2 the temple n i reach around 12.30pm.. rush in2 the temple n walked up 2 audi.. meet jiayen downstairs n she said she going back d.. heart broken cos i came 2 c her, nvm continue heading up n meet van at the stairs.. seh said she gotta go home, heart broken even more.. another fella dat i rush all the way 2 spent time wif.. didnt reach the 1st floor n i turn back down.. wanted 2 go 2 bell's hse n collect my thing from her but ended up talking 2 jia yen..mood was super bad.. not blaming any1 cos its my fault dat i'm late but come 2 think of it its my last week in the temple n i rush all the way.. went up n borrowed harmonica from huiy.. i blow all the songs i know n i can find in the hymm book which can b blown in C key.. dats wat i do whenever i'm unhappy la.. huiy was dam worried bout me. seeing me like dis.. sorry gal.. well i tried so hard helding the tears back while blowing the harmonica.. well i succeded.. no tears drop when i bid goodbye 2 every1 after jhwa called n tell me he is here d.. Got up 2 jhwa's car holding back the tears.. dis stupid jhwa say me not in a good mood n keep on wanting me 2 tell him y.. i ask him 2 just leave me alone but he didnt n just keep on forcing me 2 tell him wats wrong.. i couldnt take it anymore n tears role down my chick.. he was stone 4 awhile la.. so just left me n drove me 2 subang la.. but he keep on making me laugh.. thanks ah kor.. thanks 4 cheering me up.. went 4 lunch wif the BOD's n rotarian in subang parade..waited 4 jhwa 2 come n pick me in lucinda's car n he finally came after 20min.. silly ah kor went wrong way.. SOrry ah kor.. u should ha ftold me u were sleeping.. i know u dun wanna tell me cos u promise 2 fetch me home after my lunch.. came back 2 TTDI n went 2 ayamas cos he wanted 2 buy food..so ended up i drove his car n he ate in the car.. bought soya bean n went 2 find thian.. after dat went home lor.. folded all the clothes den bath den went 2 grandpa's hse.. its gonna b my last dinner der.. Dinner was great.. its the last time i'm gonna eat lui cha be4 i leave.. spent time playing wif lil cuz cos i'm gonna miss him like crazy.. got angpow from uncle n aunts.. upon leaving grandpa's hse i felt the sadness in me again.. i know i'm gonna cry cos i'm gonna miss all my relative's.. came home n i came on9 straight..felt so good when i say thian on9.. tears flow when i was talking 2 her.. i just cant stand the feeling.. tears was flowing when i was typing the last post, when i was talking on the phone wif lil sis, when i was reading thians's blog n also when i am typing dis blog.. tears just flow whenever i think dat i'm leaving.. I've made a very selfish decision.. i've decided 2 put a fullstop 2 the relationship.. i've hurt him deep enough which it was a pain2 me as well.. but i haf no choice..i'm selfish.. i cant stand myself suffering.. sorry 4 putting the suffering on u.. i'm 2 having the suffering but i've 2 choose.. i've made him feel really dissapointed n sad so he'll gif up on this relationship.. u may say i'm selfish 4 hurting him so deepyly.. but its 4 his own good..

Farewell

Saturday, 26 February 2005: I woke up n went 4 breakfast wif my family.. was suppose 2 haf breakfast wif lil sis but didnt cos she was still sleeping.. after breakfast came home n i went out again.. i went 2 Melissa's hse 2 collect my camera.. around 11.45am i went 2 lil sis's hse.. well finally i get 2 spent a lil time wif her n it will b the last time i get 2 spent time wif her be4 i leave.. the feeling was so great spending time wif her.. she nv fails 2 make me smile n laugh.. even though i am in a super duper bad mood she can turn my mood upside down.. i'm really very glad n happy dat i got her as my lil pet sis.. i nv regret loving her so much or even over pampering her.. its all worth it.. came home around 1.30pm.. got ready n waited 4 jhwa 2 come n pick me.. we r suppose 2 go 2 MV 2 collect the things be4 heading 2 SP but cos he came late due 2 the jam so we headed 2 SP straight.. went 2 red box n got the room.. well every1 said they will b abit late so me n jhwa was waiting 4 them lor.. both of us sing n sing n sing.. time passes so fast.. 1 hour 30 min pass n still oni 2 of us was in the room.. we sang the same song more den 5 times d.. i was kinda piss la.. den thian n jamie came so it was 4 of us.. the others finally arrived after 2hours of me waiting.. ITS MY FAREWELL.. they brought Yi Xiong wif dem.. so happy 2 see him.. i miss him so much.. I wasnt angry cos they were late la.. i know there is sure a reason 4 the late arrival of dem.. Well.. 15 min after they all arrive me n jhwa left.. we rush 2 Mv to get my stuff n bought yixiong the pink giordano polo t.. rush back 2 sunway straight away after dat but went 2 meet mom 4 10 mins in sunway also.. got back in red box at 6.30pm.. just in time 2 spent the last half n hour wif dem in red box.. gaf them the prezzie i did 4 each of dem.. i'm glad dat every1 love the cup.. sorry dears if the pic is not nice.. took pics in red box be4 we leave.. went 2 perng's hse after dat 4 awhile.. its perng's b'day party wor so drop by lor..my mood wasnt really god la.. i dunno y but i think is becos i'm leaving n i'm gonna miss dem so so so much.. we went 4 dinner in Pizzaria in SS2.. food was okler.. did alot silly stuff like usual la us.. thian wasnt feeling well.. my poor darling vomitted few times.. went 2 thians hse after dinner n i opened my prezzie der.. a box full of tit-bits.. each n every tit-bits has a message on it.. i'm so touch wif it.. den i got a t-shirt which they draw on it, a heartshape rainbow pillow n mel's umbrella.. Thanks so much dears.. i'm really surprise wif the gifts n truely touch wif wat u all did 4 me.. i'm sorry 4 not showing appreciation when i open the prezzie yesterday.. mood wasnt good but wat u all did has already touch the bottom of my heart.. after dat came back 2my hse.. teng, fan, han kamtong n jhwa is staying overnite in my hse.. fan kamtong han n jhwa was busy chatting on9 when teng was taking her bath n the guys took turn 2 take their bath.. We all chatted in the living room after every1 finish bathing.. went n cooked maggi mee 4 jhwa fan n myself.. hungry ma.. its 3am dat time n dis thian haven sleep yet somemore she is sick.. she called me n got sounded by me.. after me the phone was passed 2 every1 n she practically got sounded by every1.. after dat she got no choice but 2 take her medicine n sleep.. kamtong was sleeping d after dat but while we having pillow fight he suddenly wake up n throw pillow 2wards us after dat went back 2 sleep again.. suddenly teng fan han jhwa n me started a pillow fight.. dam funny man we all.. in the middle of the nite having pillow fight.. our legs r so cham.. got whcked so hard.. my legs were RED.. dis jhwa n teng la whack until so hard till can c the hand print on my leg.. teng's leg worst let jhwa whack.. we all finally settle down around4.30am.. i sleep around 5am.. i woke up few times in between la.. there is once when i turn my head den dis jhwa also turn his head 2ward the same directionas me den our head hit 2gathers.. I'm really gratefull n thankful dat i meet dis bunch of frens.. having dis bunch of fren has definately added in uncountable colours in2 my life.. After meeting dem i became more cheerful n i smile more often.. i became a happy gal.. laughter became part of my life.. having dem wif me there is oni laughter.. all the unhappy things will just dissapear.. without dem i really dunno how my life will b.. our sweet memories will last 4ever n nv fade away.. it has already b engraved deep inside my heart.. i'm gonna miss dem so much our big family: teng, thian,melissa, jamie, fan, han, kamtong, jhwa, yixiong.. not 2 forget my kalyana mitras: vanessa, jia yen, chiang, kim, ming huit,jiok.. NOt 2 forget SIew yin jie jie n Also my lil sis shi yin.. tHerE will B nO1 i WiLL eVeR LoVE aS mUcH aS i LoVe u GuYS!!LOVE U ALL LOADS...... SMUAKZZZ

Surprising ParTy

woke up n went breakfast wif my family dis morning.. den came back n i was in front of the com.. My host mom replied my email.. so happy 2 receive her mail..i replied her mail straight away.. its snowing in Pampigny now.. its gonna be cold man.. left hse around 12pm 2 1utama.. walk the whole 1utama 2 find the pig but coulnt fine.. meantime i also went 2 the winter shopings 2 check out the winter clothing dat i need 2 buy.. left 1uatama at 12.50pm n went 2 school 2 pick kang.. reach home around 1.30, drop kang den left 2 CHS.. waited 4 jhwa n teng 2 arrive den we left 4 lunch in amcorp in 2cars.. jhwa teng mrlim n kahpoh in 1 car den me n kah ee in another car.. we ate at dis korean restaurant there.. well the food is quite nice la.. the price also not 2 expensive.. AFter lunch, jhwa fetch teng n kah poh home den i also went home 2 get somethin.. came home bath den i went 2 MV.. waited 4 jhwa 2 come den we went n settle some stuff.. well it took dam long time man.. in between we went 2 get my bag.. well the bag cost me RM269.25.. I was late 4 a party n i wasnt suppose 2 b late.. finsih up my work n gonna go back 2molo 2 do the touch up.. jhwa lead my 2 projet n i lead him 2 su-ann jie jie's hse.. reach there almost 8pm.. talk 2 jhwa outside jie jie's hse 4 awhile den he left d.. went in2 the hse n ate some food.. well i came 2 know its my farewell party.. i got a DUCK cake.. Vanessa thank 4 everythin.. i'm really touch wif wat u did.. love u loads dear.. thank u every1 who help in organising dis farewell party 4 me.. n thanks 4 HIDING it from me.. hehe.. i'm surely 2 miss u guys loads n obviously my cry baby cried la.. Left around 11pm n fetch sze huey n ming huiy home den i came home.. 5 min after i reach dad came home from his dinner.. came on9 talked 2 thian awhile n made her off9 2 rest cos she is not feeling well.. went 2 bath den talk 2 van on the phone 4 awhile.. now i'm here blogging.. gtg guys.. got a long day 2 go 2molo.. love every1 so so so much... van take care of urself k.. *6 dayz till the day i'm leaving*

FaMiLy PoTrAiT

well.. i woke up around 10 dis morning.. folded all the clothes n i was doing ntg after dat.. was watching tv, reading newspaper n on9.. around 1.30om i left hse n went 2 SS2.. wanna get my hair cut.. well.. i was at the saloon 4 more den 2 hours.. my hairstylist was so busy 2day.. got so many client.. even though i called n make an apoinment wif him at 1.45 but i oni got my hair cut around 2.45pm.. somemore half way he went n did the other client den came back 2 continue my hair again.. but it was ok la.. a very funny guy.. he got alot things 2 talk 1.. all dam zha dou 1 somemore.. suppose 2 meet lil sis at 3pm but couldnt make it so gonna c her on saturday ler.. reach home around 4.30pm.. bath den got ready n waited 4 dad 2 come back.. bro went out 2 pick yang from school den they will b going the the shop 1st.. Dad came back around 5 after picking gandparents.. we all den headed 2 SUnway.. reach der around 5.30pm.. i went n change while mom n granny get the make up done.. after changing the people did some make up 4 me den we r all ready 2 take the family potrait.. we took alot of pic.. was so hot.. the stupid studio's aircon dunno wast wrong cannot cold wan... gr........... well after everything is done i changed back into my clothes n we left 4 dinner.. it an early dinne cos it was oni 6.30 dat time.. dinner was delicious.. i ate so much... the craps were finger licking good man.. me growing fatter d man eat like dis everyday.. after dinner fetch granparents home den came home..

ShOpPiNgZ

i've been going out shopping everyday since Monday.... Monday... went 2 Mv wif my parents after sending yang 2 school.. picked up the puiter from Royal Selangor.. den we walked n buy things dat i needed...we also had our lunch in food junction... we could oni get few thing so after buying we went home.. poor lil bro was waiting 4 us in his frens mom's car outside the hse when we reach home... at nite after dinner dad brought me 2 1Utama 2 buy somemore stuff.. couldnt get the socks cos not confirm my leg size n the socks looks 2 big 4 me.. anyway got some stuff from guardian n we reach home around 10.15pm.. dats about my day on monday... Tuesday... i woke up around 9am.. was watching tv wif mom in the living room.. dad went out around 11 2 fix the streamyx bill.. he la nv pay the bill so the line was cut.. got a call from afs while i was watching tv.. gotta go send in my passport 2 them 2day.. n i got my host papers d so gotta collect it from AFS.. fetch bro 2 school wif mom around 12pm.. after dat came home n pick dad n we went 2 AFS in Atria there... went n hand in my passport n got my host paper.. i'm b going 2 Pampigny.. its a small village wif oni about 800 people.. its at the french side of switzerland.. i'm the oni 1 placed there.. my other 5 frens is placed at the german side of switzerland.. well.. dats my luck la.. hope 4 the best is wat i can do now.. after dat went 2 Ikano power center wif mom n dad.. we survey the bagpack we gotta buy.. it cost a bomb.. RM276 for the bag... well dad didnt buy cos he wanted 2 c other bags 1st.. we had our lunch in ikea.. the food there is delicious.. yum yum~~after lunch we went 2 popular.. bought a book about switzerland, a french-english dictionary, some stationaries n etc... left ikano power center around 3.30pm n went 2 lil bro's school in tropicana 2 pick him.. den came home.. dats about my tuesday ler... Wednesday... woke up around 9.30am.. mom n dad fetch me 2 seksyen 14 4 my dental check up.. my tooth was ok.. hhehe.. after the dental check up we went 2 jaya supermarket n metrojaya... bought a belt dat all.. den we went home cos gotta fetch bro 2 school.. around 12pm i fetch bro 2 school den i came back home n pick mom n dad.. we went 2 the citibank in KL.. dad bought 600 euro dollar in travels cheque n also changed 250 euro dollar cash 4 me.. 850euro dollar already cost more den RM4000.. gosh... its dam expensive man... after we r done in the bank we went 2 klcc.. bought some stuff n had our lunch there.. walked somemore after lunch den we left 2 central market.. we bought souvinier from der... we spent around RM300 der just 4 souvinior.. reach home around 7.45pm.. was dead tired d.. well i've been doin driving the whole day.. though it is tired but its fun..

gAtHeRiNg

Sunday... Well as wat i post be4 dis.. i sleep late the nite be4 n obviously i couldnt wake up.. mom came in 2 my room n woke me up.. i look at the clock n i jump outta bed straight away.. shit its 8.30am.. dam it.. i'm suppose 2 b there by 8.30am but now oni i woke up.. found out dad wasnt around n i hafta drive 2 temple myself if i wanna go early.. wash up changed den i went out d.. reach temple slightly be 9am.. lucky 2 get a parking n i went 2 grace 2 meet up wif van chiang n jiok... was not in a good mood cos lack of sleep n somemore need 2 wake up so early.. as usual i ordered roti telur n 2 sausage 4 breakfast.. we was in grace corner till almost 10am den jiok fetch chiang 2 LRT station while me n van went up 2 library.. talked 2 auntie pin pin 4 awhile be4 going up 2 library.. kim was in the library.. i sat beside her n sleep.. van came in talk 2 me 4 awhile den i continue sleeping.. around 10.30am we all went down 4 puja.. jy was already there so sat beside her.. after puja we stayed back at the shrine hall cos teacher ho wanna show us somethin.. after dat went back 2 class.. class was usual darn boring.. becos it was teacher ho's class so i couldn't send much sms.. was dead bored in class.. lucky jy was wif me.. hehe dunno y la she is 1 of those dat i will laugh when i'm wif dem even when i'm not in a mood which r rarely found near me.. after class i left straight back home.. drop jy at bangsar lrt station on the way home.. reach home change den jhwa came n pick me.. he send me 2 my primary class teacher's hse.. we having class reunion in teachers hse.. well met lost of frens which i lost contact d.. i cant recognise some of them.. stayed there for almost an hour den jhwa came n pick me.. went 2 secret receipi 4 late lunch at 3somethin.. after dat we went 2 find mel.. the silly ah gir left his specs in mel's hse.. its my last chance spending time wif mel be4 she leave n the next time she is back i'd leave d.. left her hse around 5.30pm cos she gotta eat n get ready d.. she's leaving 2 the airport around 6pm...jhwa fetch me home n left.. i took my bath n went 2 granpa's hse 4 dinner.. came back n i sleep at 9.30pm.. early right... i was 2 tired cos lack of sleep dis few days.. need 2 recharge ma.. hehe

OuTiNg =>

Saturday......... was so tired but i pulled myself outta bed at 9am 2 morning call jhwa.. he said he will wake up so i put down the phone.. he was suppose 2 reach my hse around 9.30am.. after i got ready i sat downstair n i fallen asleep on the sofa.. when i woke up again its was 9.30 n jhwa wasnt here yet.. i called him n found out he went back 2 sleep n he just woke up.. shit we're gonna b super late man.. he came n pick me at 10.30am.. well... dats so late but nvm la.. all of us sleep so late the day be4 cos of his open hse.. we reach tengs hse at 10.45am n reach the coffee shop around 11am.. tong fan n han was there d.. sorry make dem waited 4 us so long...ate ur breakfast n chit chatted there... after breakfast we went 4 hunting in shopping mall.. we went 2 piramid n hunt 4 pink shirt.. we found the perfect pink shirt we want in giordano but oni got guys wan.. so the guys bought the shirt.. we continue hunting pink shirt 4 the gals but failed 2 find it in piramid.. so we decided 2 go n find from 1Utama.. since jhwa parked his car in piramid d so we took 1 car oni which is the twins car la.. rexton ma big enough 2 fit us all.. muahahah.. SO we went 2 1Utama n haunt the whole 1U but still failed 2 find pink polo shirt 4 the gals.. ishk.. we finally went 2 giordana.. we saw dis pink Vneck shirt quite nice which we didnt saw in the giordana in Piramid.. yt was our model so she went n try the 2shirts.. we like the sleeve 1more so we bought the sleeve 1 4 the gals.. it was already 3somethin dat time.. gosh we spent like half a day hunting 4 our pink shirt... so we left 1utama n came 2 my hse.. we change n mom was like wow.. u all look like going 2 work or somethin... muahahahha.. jamie n thian came over 2 join us.. they 2 change in2 the pink shirt we bought 4 them.. we lou sang in my hse wif mom n dad.. yang was our camera man.. haha.. hope his skill is not 2 cha.. we chit catted in the living room till around 4.30.. took some pic in the living room den thian gotta go d.. sad wei.. so she left n jamie also left.. after 5 min we also left my hse n our next stop is jamie's hse.. went 2 jamie's hse n her hse got vvisitors.. so we all went 2 her room.. she was so paiseh 2 let us in2 her room.. but the usual us la the more u dun let the more we want 2 do..hehe so end up 7 fella including jamie squeeze in her room... muhahah.. we played card n chit chatted... haha poor yt was our targeted victim since the day be4.. her butt was the most kesian 1.. evert1 was whacking her butt.. haha.. all kena mel's virus d like 2 whack butt's.. we somemore did alot stupid bian tai stuff lar.. we left jamie's hse n guess wat jamie join us 4 4 the remaining outing.. so we all jumped in2 the car n we went 2 look 4 rodney... went n look 4 him in the mamak den went 2 his hse cos he wanted 2 follow us also n he wanna bath.. sta in his hse watching tv while waiting 4 him.. after dat we left n wanted 2 go wei wei's hse but she wanna haf dinner so we went 2 the twins hse n wait.. around 8somethin we left the twins hse n went 2 wei wei's hse in sri petaling... sat in her hse n chit chatted.. didnt make noise cos people's hse ma.. must gif good image 2 her mom.. well our usual tektik.. go 1 hse den end up the host will follow us out.. its happen 2 jamie in the evening n now wei wei.. she will follow us out... After leaving wei wei's hse we went 4 dinner in puchong.. nv eat alot la cos was kinda full also.. jhwa was hungry but he got no appetite d.. nvm la.. me as his lil sis gotta tam him eat la.. teman him walk the whole place twice oni finally order somethin 2 eat.. around 10 we left n went 2 kam tong's hse.. his dog dam cute man.. was at his hse until alomst 10.45pm den we left.. mel is home d so we can go her hse d.. went 2 mel's hse n reach around 11pm.. was at her living room den they wanted 2 haf a hse tour so we went la.. but the 'hse tour' was just poping in2 her room n its the end of the tour.. silly us.. again yt was the targetted victim.. jhwa was attacking her by pulling her legs.. me pula staying behind her 2 prevent her head from knocking the floor.. poor gal.. chit chatted alot in mel's place.. make dam alot noise also.. know la the mel's voice shout means ar dam loud wan.. we left around12.30am.. phones begin 2 rang n its time 2 go... jhwa fetch me n jamie home while han fetch the rest.. reach home slightly be4 1am.. came on9 4 a while took my shower den off i went 2 bed.. i cannot tahan d.. gotta wake up at 8am the next day 2 go temple somemore..

j!aN hWa'S oPeN hSe

Friday.. Woke up around 9am.. i couldnt open my eys cos 4 the past whole week i've been waking up at 11am so waking up at 9am is somethin not easy but i haf no choice the cleaner is here.. she needs 2 clean my room.. i woke up but went down stair n continue sleeping.. how pig am I.. ate my brunch at 11am... i didnt do much the till around 5pm..at 5pm i went 2 thains hse n collect the shirt den fetch kang 2 school den went 2 van's place.. gotta pass bell the books she wanted n my discman.. brought the pineapple tart n shirt in2 van's room.. her expression upon seeing me is so lame.. haha.. but she is forgiven la after a shocking experince.. after dat i went 2 mel's hse 2 pick her up n came home was stuck in a jam.. gosh took me 45 min 2 reach home from mel's hse which normally oni take 15-20min.. the silly mel couldnt stop disturbing me in the car till i got fed up.. i use her phone n called teng n ask her 2 talk 2 mel so she will stop disturbing me.. muahhahah... jhwa came n pick me n mel 2 his hse.. we fetch jamie jane n their fren.. well they were some misunderstanding after dat but not gonna talk about unhappy stuff... was at jhwa hse around7.30pm.. so me thian mel jamie jane n their fren was there waiting 4 the guys.. they came awhile later cos they were at kah hock's hse.. we went up 2 jhwa's room n were making so much noise there.. gosh... around8.30pm we went down 4 dinner.. teng came around dat time.. no1 seems 2 b shock upon her appearance cos she told every1 she couldnt make it.... haha.. menghampakan.. during eating we made so much noise.. those people around us keep on looking as us cos we always talk softly n laugh so loudly.. there is dis waiter keep on coming 2 our table ask us 2 drink beer.. beginning is was okla but later on we got so annoyed by him.. ishk... after makan we went back up 2 jhwa's room.. well dis time after eating we haf more energy n the noise we even worst... kah hock n aiwei was around also they were sitting at the side... teng was victim of the day... poor dear.. wat ever she do she also will kena wan dam cham.. but nice 2 bully ma wat 2 do.. muahhaha.. she kena attact the most time.. thian n mel also but kena but oni once or twice.. i dunno how 2 discribe the fun we had but all i can say is i nv laugh so much be4.. it was really fun n enjoying having all of us gathered 2gather.. After thian left i got a call from edward.. he wanted 2 talk 2 jhwa.. poor thing la he.. is car tyre puncit.. so me teman jhwa went n find him n help him change the tyre... both of them were so sweaty.. after dat went back 2 jhwa's room den play 4 awhile.. around 12somethin every1 gotta go d.. so han drove fan tong n teng home.. jhwa drove me edward n mel.. we wanted 2 go yam cha but we ended yam cha in mel's hse... she somemore cooked maggi mee 4 jhwa me n edward... we ate den we left d cos i gotta b home d.. its already 1somethin somemore the next day going out again gotta wake up early in the morning.. reach home be4 2am took my shower den sleep.. was 2 tired........

sHoPpInG

woke up around11am.. couldnt wake up early dis days.. dat so not healthy but den nvm la.. not like i haf thing 2 do even if i wake up early.. went 2 the curve wif mom bro n shannel 2 buy long sleeve shirt... so i end up buying 2 long sleeve shirt n a thick jumper.. walk around till alomst 2.30 den we came home.. fetch mom 4 guitar class at 3pm.. 3.30pm me bro n shannel went n pick mom from guitar den we went 2 1utama 2 continue shopping.. haha well its oni me doing the shopping la.. mom was nagging me cos during sales i drag n nv go but stuff till now sales over d oni i wanna buy stuff.. bought a levis jeans, 2 track pants, a shorts n few more stuff.. spent like 1 n a half hours in 1utama den it was 5.30 d.. send mom bro n shannel home den went 2 pick kang from school.. was so darn jam... agr.....reach home alomst 7 d..change n den prepare dinner... after dat was practically on the phone on9 n playing on9 game.. i haf 3 baskets of clothes 2 fold n i'm still here on9 bloggin.. anyway dat all la.. gtg d.. wanna sleep d.. gotta fold all the clthes be4 i sleep.. *14 days till the day i'm leaving*

a BuSy DaY!!

i'm waking up later n later everyday.. i woke up around 10.30am yesterday.. waited for jhwa 2 come from 10.30am but he slightly be4 12 oni reach.. ahaha.. biasa la but its ok cos he went n get his hair cut ma...he came in my hse n i transfer the pic from his camera in2 my com.. after dat we left 2 pick mel.. reach mels hse around12.15 den we headed 2 CHS.. mel wanna find some teachers.. fan join us in chs cos he followed his sis car 2 school.. 3 of us were waiting 4 mel in QM room... we left chs around 1.30pm.. wanted 2 find tiny meow but tak jadi.. haih kena bluff by her fren la say tiny meow ciaoz d but actually tiny meow still in school...arg................... Reach taylors around 2pm.. lcd n san join us 4 lunch... we den meet up wif thian jamie n kamtong n all of us had lunch in McD.. we make so much noise in McD but as usual we nv bother.. hehe... after lunch around3.30 we all ciaoz d cos thian jamie n tong wanna go library.. fetch mel home den jhwa fetch me home.. reach home around 4.15pm.. sorry thian i know i left the things in jhwa's car.. not on purpose wan la.. but in a rush ma.. SO SORRY ler.. dun scold me la.. went MV wif dad around 5pm 2 buy stuff.. reach der around 5.15 n i ended up waiting 4 him in his cafe 4 45min.. suppose go buy my stuff but waited 4 him so long.. after dat we survey the camera's n ended up decide 2 ask mel help me get the camera.. den we went 2 get mp3 player.. i bought a mp3 player, web cam, mic n a 256MB SD card 4 my mp3 player.. was almost 8pm dat time gotta rush 2 aunty jackie's hse 4 lunch.. she cooked 4 my family n her family as a goodbye dinner 4 me.. went 2 carefour 2 get some stuff den off we went 2 her hse.. DInner was delicious.. yum yum... ate so much until i was so full.. after dinner i was upstairs wif kim in the room den my parents n her parents was downstairs chit chatting.. around12am oni we finally left kim's hse n headed home.. came home on9 n talk on skype wif fan n han.. after dat i went off9 d.. cannot tahan 2 tire.. oh i also fix in my web cam d.. haha.. well fan was the 1st 2 test my web cam.. muahaha...

Ji3 j!e LeFt d.. ='<

woke up around 11am.. dunno y i was so tired so i couldnt wake up un the morning.. i practically didnt do anythin the whole day.. was writing down my check list but most of the time i end up day dreaming.. Around 6.15pm khim came n pick me.. we r going 2 KLIA 2 send siew jie jie off 2 sydney.. i'm so sad.. =...< khim came n pick me up around 6.15pm den went 2 ss2 to pick hwa khang.. after dat we headed 2 KLIA... reach KLIA den went 2 McD 2 find siew jie jie.. snap pic wif her n we chit chatted till she hafta go d... she gaf us a good bye hug n she went in d.. looking at jie jie walking further n further away from me my heart sore n sore even more.. left KLIA wif a very down mood.. siew jie jie has been my jie jie since i was form 1 n its almost 5 years d.. though we dun often keep in touch but we r still very close n i love her very much as my jie jie.. take care of urself there properly k jie.. back 2 yesterday i forgot 2 post about somethin darn important.. well well well... my best ji mui got 97 roses in college yesterday.. she got roses of all colours.. she can open a rose shop selling roses of different colour d.. den she got 38 boxes of chocolates also n each box of chocolates has 14psc.. means 38 x 14 = 532pcs of chocolates.. she gonna grow fat man.. muahahhaha

hApPe3 VaLeNtIn3's DaY

2day is valentine day.. i started my day by waking up at 10am.. den i wash the clothes n was doing nothin practically.. changed around 11somethi n got ready... siew jie jie came n fetch me around 11.45am.. we going 4 lunch in 1uatam 2gather wif khim.. its been ages since i last meet up in jie jie.. miss her so much.. so sad she is leaving 2 sydney 2molo nite... me khim n jie jie sat in in secret receipi 4 lunch.. we sat there 4 almost 2 hours eating den chit chat.. teman jie jie 2 get some things from guardian n watson den jie jie fetch me home.. came home around 3.30 change den left 2 midvalley after changing.. bought a fossil watch n meet up wif my fren.. we practically walked the whole midvalley den we went 4 dinner in ALL STARS... food was nice but it was so much n i couldn't finish.. after dinner we bought egg tart 4 vanessa den we went 2 her hse.. pass her the egg tart n a pig hp holder.. she was so happe.. den my fren send me home.. i reach home n there is a bunch of blue roses in my hse.. all of us gals each got a bunch of roses.. mine was blue, teng's was purple, mel's was pink n thians was red.. dis is the 1st time in my life i got such big bunch of roses.. somemore its blue my fav colour.. thanks jhwa.. smuakz love u so much my big kor kor.. i nv understood how come he was broke so fast even after receiving so much angpow durin CNY.. but 2day i realises n fully understood y his wallet is empty.. he used up the money 2 get roses n chocolates 4 me teng thian n mel.. WOW.. i just simply love my frens so so so much.. teng thian jamie mel han fan jhwa tong yixiong frens 4 life... will nv forget u guys even if after i leave malaysia.. dis years valentine is a great valentine i went through.. smuakz.. nitez people.. i cant even barely open my eyes... *17 days 2 the day i'm leaving*

eNj0yAbLe MoMeNtS

dun really feel like blogging so my blog will b short n brief.. just gonna stat wat i did dis few dats but not in details like th usual way i blog.. 10/2(thursday)- left 2 ipoh around 3.45pm.. had barbeque dinner in auntie Irene's hse.. went back 2 uncle heng's hse around 11pm.. i sleep over at uncle hengs hse n my family stayed over at cousin siew ping's hse.. played mahjong wif my cuz till alomst 2 den we went n sleep... chit chatted awhile wif my aunt in the room be4 i fallen asleep... 11/2(friday)- woke up around 9.30am.. went 2 grand auntie's hse 2 bai nian.. spent like 2 hours der den went 4 branch.. sleep the whole afternoon cos cousin's all went out n it was so hot n i haf ntg 2 do.. went 4 dinner wif uncle hengs family n my cousins n my family.. 3 tables.. uncle heng's oldest daugther were having barbeque gathering wif her old school mates in the hse.. me, auntie heng, florence, ester, big bro, pong n yang were gambling inside the hse.. we played dis game called 'dai lei sei'... it was darn funny.. we couldnt stop laughing.. sleep around 1somethinc os every1 was quite tired.. 12/2(saturday)- woke up at 8am.. went 4 'bai san'.. 1st went 2 grandfathers grave yard.. the grass was so high.. we had so much trouble getting 2 the grave yard.. den went 2 grandmothers grave yard in 'fu bou san zhong'.. went 4 late breakfast n went back 2uncle heng's hse.. left ipoh n headed back 2 KL around 2.15pm.. we took alomst 3 n a half hours 2 reach kl.. went 2 pizza hut 4 dinner at nite... 3/2 (sunday) woke up at 8am.. went 2 temple.. sang 4 puja den we went 4 caroling in uncle ong's hse.. oni 1 hse we got dis year... sorry 4 the stupid driving in the morning.. wasnt really in a mood.. reach back at temple around.. drop them n got sounded by jiok n van.. left 2 mel's hse pick her n headed 2 teng's hse.. my mood wasnt right dat time but it wasnt really bad cos mel was in the car.. i really missed her so so so much.. she is back from aussie 4 a week.. she was the surprise i was suppose 2 gif the whole gang.. a secret dat i kept 2 myself for 3 weeks.. it nearly killed me cos i dunno how 2 lie 2 teng but i hafta keep the secret.. all of dem were sp shock n ahppy 2 c her.. they even thought they were dreaming when they saw mel.. me teng jhwa mel han fan n kamtong went 4 lunch in SP den went 2 find thian.. gaf her the same surprise n she was shock 2..its so funny looking at their facial expression when they c mel.. thian join us 4 the nite party.. we left her hse around n went back 2 teng's hse.. made so much noise in teng's hse.. left 2 the twins hse around 6pm.. teng drove us 2 the twins hse.. left 2 pooi yeen's hse around7.. had good laugh in her hse.. left at 9.30pm n went back 2 tengs hse.. took my car n went home wif thian.. came home bath n now i'm here on9 blogging n talking in skype wif melissa, tong n fan.. 2day i was in a serious mood swing.. suddenly mood good den i will laugh n joke n do all stupid things.. another minute was so moody n i just sat n didnt sound a word.. but anyway i really enjoyed 2day.. caroling was fun.. dis will b the last outing i'm gonna spent wif the youth.. really gonna miss the days man.. well spending time wif the gang was seriously very very dam enjoyable.. though i was in a serious mood swing but tried my best not 2 show.. i know thian teng n me realises la but nvm la.. the laughing n slapping part was darn funny.. just couldnt forget the times man..

Happy Chinese new YeaR

yesterday was 'nian chu yi'... woke up around 8am.. every1 got ready, the whole family did a short chanting den we left 2 grandpa's hse 4 breakfast.. we will b a 1day vegetarian for the day.. we spent the whole day in granddad's hse.. seriously its very bored cos there is ntg 2 do there.. after breakfast me mom n dad, 4th uncle n aunt, grandparents, small uncle n 1st aunt went 2 temple.. van come over 4 awhile 2 meet me also la.. meet su-ann che che in temple also slightly be4 i left 2 go back 2 grandparents hse... around 2somethin me dad n kang went 2 the jaya jusco in kepong.. dad wanted 2 go c hows dat jaya jusco so i followed la since its hot at grandpa's place n i wanna check out somethin.. well basically oni jusco was open n few more shops.. alot shops were close 4 CNY... brought dad 2 the crepe express 2 eat be4 we left 4 home... i found 2 very meaningful key chain so i bought them n hang them on my keys.. around 5 went back 2 grandpa's place n i took a nap.. after dinner we came home around 9somethin.. i was on9 after reaching home.. on n off i went n watch tv also la cos no1 was on9... Around 12 somethin the twins came on9 so waited 4 yt 2 come on9 den we were chit chatting on skype.. tong tong n teng's mood wasnt really good after we discuss abit about sze hong..but teng's mood was back 2 normal after a while n tong was still very down.. we tried 2 cheer him up but it obviously failed n he started crapping shit..after dat he come out wif a suggestion.. we played dis game which we called it the tong tong game.. it started around 2am n officially ended at 6.30am.. the 5 weirdo's stayed up whole nite play9ing dis game.. tong teng han fan n me 5 of us.. knife's were flying n broken heart simbol's were so often showed on the message box beside us talking.. but we finally knew wat each other was thinking n all.. the bombing part was fun n though its hurtful sometime but all of us truely enjoyed dis game..we still laugh n laugh during the game.. dis was the 1st time i played dis games n no serious quarreling occur.. normally dis game ends very horriblely but the 5 of us ended dis game happily laughing.. oni dis teng cried at the end.. cos say miss us wor.. we n the twins couldnt stop laughing again.. no heart feelings happen n we accepted wat each of us said.. just so grateful dat i haf dis bunch of good frens.. becos oni good frens will tell u ur wrong n say hurtful things.. it is all becos they wanted us 2 b a better person.. i just love them so much... i officially went off9 at 6.45am.. well in between dad woke up twice n say me still on the com.. he told my mom n i got a lil sounding dis morning.. but mom dun scold me cos she knows by saying she will make me feel guilty.. though i felt guilty 4 not sleeping which is bad 4 health but it was worth it 2 stayed n played the game.. it doesnt matter even if i get grounded becos of it but it nv happen so good ler.... haha... woke up around 9am.. n went 2 grandpa's hse.. i'm leaving 2 ipoh soon..its 2.30pm now n i'll b leaving around 3pm.. i wun b on9 4 2 days cos i'll b in ipoh.. i just cant wait 4 saturday 2 come cos mircle will happen on dat day n i even haunt dat sunday comes soon cos i just cant wait 4 dat day... my big surprice will b wif me... *22 days 2 the day i'm leaving*

nEw YeAr Eve

yesterday i woke up around 8.30am but went back 2 sleep again.. at 9am thian called n woke me up.. i wash up n came on9 till almost 9.30.. was talking on skype wif her cos waiting 4 jamie 2 call.. well jamie called around 9.45am so i went off9 n went 2 pick her n we went 2 thians hse.. well well well... the 3 weirdo which is me thian n jamie gonna bake cookies 2dat.. ME bake cookies?? weird?? haha yes its dam weird but i really baked cookies wif thian n jamie.. thians mom made popiah 4 us 2 eat den we went 2 market 2 get the ingrediants.. btu the shop didnt open so we went 2 uptown 2 find.. just nice teng called n she was nearby so we went 2 find her cos thian wana get the jay chou cd from her.. wat 2 do thian is jay chou's no1 fan.. haha.. got the things we needed from fajar n came back 2 jamies hse 2 start work.. haha... we baked twice.. the 1st time wasnt really sucessfull.. it wasnt crispy.. but i used so much time in making the heart shape 4 each n every1 of them.. so they must eat it no matter wat... wakakka.. as a first timer is was a good start la.. atleast it is save 2 eat.. the 2nd time 1 is more sucessfull though we didnt really follow the reciepi.. we add dis n add dat ourself... hahaha.. but guess wta.. it turn out more delicious den the 1st wan.. me thian n jamie was so happeee... haha we spent our whole day just baking the cookies.. well.. its definately a meaningful new year eve 2 me 4 doing somethin i nv thought i will do.. BAKE COOKIES.. i received my 1st angpow 2day.. jamie's dad gaf me n thian each an angpow.. his dad was so cute n funny... me n thian couldnt stop laughing... tuan yuan fan was delicous.. i ate quite alot.. i was darn full after dat.. darn tired also... after dinner in grandparents hse my family went 2 midvalley around9somethin.. the notty me went n c cloths in jusco.. n i made mom buy me a new long pants, a red jumper, n a orange shirt.. but all also got discount ma.. hehe.. we came home around 12am.. i came on9 4 a while.. in between i was on the phone wif van.. we talked so much... its been so long since i last chatted so much wif her.. den jhwa called also.. kena sounding from him cos he couldnt get through my phone when i was talking 2 van.. den went off9 n sleep around 3...... happy chinese new year.. love u guys so much.. smuakzz

sUnDaY

well.. yesterday was sunday.. suppose 2 blog be4 i sleep but i failed.. i was 2 happily talking on skype wif teng tong n fan till 2.30am.. n i gtg cos i heard sound in moms room.. dun wanna get fired 4 sleeping late so off9 n went 2 bed.. My morning started off by going 2 temple as usual la.. reach temple, carried a big bag of books up 2 resourse den i was on the phone wif jy.. lazy pig she wasnt up yet.. poor her got mumbled den she went n get ready 2 come temple n i went 2 join the gang.. suddenly was pulled in2 the asoka hall 2 sing wif them but it was fun lar.. after singing we went grace corner 4 breakfast.. me chiang jiok huiy kim van solching n cheeseong was making so much noisy there wif our laughter.. we ate so much sausages 4 breakfast.. haha.. 9.30am we all left grave n went 2 audi.. had 2 practice 4 caroling.. around10.30am it was time 4 puja so me kim n jiok went down 4 puja.. jy just reach n she went puja wif us.. after puja me kim n jiok went up 2 class.. chiang dissapeared long ago d cos he didnt wanna go class..class was so darn bored.. nearly died in class man.. was sms wif thian the whole time.. thank god she replied my sms's if not sure i'm bored 2 death.. kim n jiok was also darn bored.. class ended 10 min earlier cos our class clock was fast by 10 min.. wow it really helped alot man really need 2 thank the person whom tune the clock faster.. was in the audi wif kim jiok n chan yann.. later jiayen came in n look 4 me.. haha cos she 'gik chan' me.. den after awhile every1 left 4 meeting oni left me n kim.. so poor thing we both.. so we went in2 the harmonica class lor help uncle chong n huiy 2 teach the small kids.. i left temple at 1.40am went lunch wif my parents den came home.. at nite went 2 grandpa's hse 4 dinner den reach home around 11pm.. was talking on skype from 11.30am till 2.30am.. den went 2 sleep until dis morning11.30am.. yesterday was the 3rd last sunday u'll b seeing me in the temple.. i'm happee 2 c every1 in the temple but i dun feel really happy yesterday.. i dunno y but i just felt so.. yesterday wasnt a really fun sunday 2 me.. 24 days 2 the day i'm leaving.. sob~sob~

i'M s0 hApPe3

yesterday was a great day 4 me.. i truely enjoyed spendingmy time wif the whole gang of them.. though sometimes it brings my fire so high up when planning outings cos always got prob here n there but the outings always turn out so fun dat i just hope time will stop n not going so fast... I was waken up by my lil bro's mumbling in the morning.. he couldn't find his football boots n it was actually in his bag.. stupid fella.. since i woke up d den i got ready lor n its darn early 2 b ready.. gaf jhwa his morning call at 7.30am den i was watching cartoon.. dats the oni tv program i could watch on tv... waited till almost 8.30den oni jhwa reach n pick me den went n pick jamie n thian.. after picking thian han called n say now oni they r leaving from kamtong's hse.. stupid fella him nv wake up oni woke up when han reach his hse at 8 n waited 4 him for 30 min.. so we turn n turn around taman tun n finally we went 2 taman megah 4 dim sum.. we reach park the car n waited 4 table.. han the all reach around 9.15am n we got another table 2 joint so 9 of us can all sit n eat.. the 9 of us were me thian teng jamie pooiyeen jhwa fan han tong.. were making so much noise while eating.. usual la we all so 38.. muhahhahahaha.. i didnt really eat cos my stomach wasnt feeling well somemore dis yesterday mornin i vomited.. mayb cos stomach empty 2 long d dats y not feeling well.. after breakfast we all went 2 thians hse.. notty her.. haven ask permission 4 the next program on our list.. was chit chatting in her hse 4 almost 30 min den she finally went n ask her dad's permission 2 go 2 the club.. lucky her mom wasnt home if not den cham lor the percentage of her going is so low but she can go.. haha so we went in 3 cars.. thians dad went wif us cos we couldnt sign in so many guess.. so thian 1 car, han 1 car n mine another car.. they left 1st cos i gtg home n pack my things.. jhwa parked his car at my hse n i drove my car cos my car got tropicana club car sticker.. every1 changed n we went swiming.. the guys dunno gila wat dun wanna change took like 45 min oni they got themself in2 the pool..around 12 we all jumped in2 the pool.. we girls was in the pool 1st.. me thian n jamie swim 1st den oni yt came down 2 the pool... after the guys came we gals went 2 another pool.. the pool wif slide.. haha we laugh 2 loud n the guys realise we were there so they came n join us.. they were seriously like clown sometimes.. making us laugh non stop.. poor pooi yeen couldnt join us cos her aunty visit her at the wrong time.. so sat at the pool side n watch us.. but we also not so mou yi hei.. we pulled the chair near the pool n all of us were singing wif her.. so siao.. we finally got ourself outta the pool after 2 hour.. weirdo's la we all go swimming at such weird time.. be4 we bath we were looking at the mirrow... wow double tone on our body man.. shit... so went n bath after dat.. After bathing we all went 2 taman tun pizza hut 4 lunch.. me jhwa teng n jamie went 2 pizza hut 1st.. han n the others went 2 sook yen's hse 2 got pooi yeen's dvd den oni come back n join us.. we were kinda noisy in pizza hut.. but will we care no.. muahahhahaha... laughter was the most frequent sound u can hear which meant joy n fun 2 me...after the late lunch at 3 we all went 2 thians hse again.. it was almost 5d.. we watch the DVD pooi yeen brought.. becos time wasnt allowing we oni watch episode 1.. non goona go in details about the movie session.. haha its P&C.. muahahha izzit it guys?? it was already 6.30while the episode 1 finish n every1 gtg d so we all left.. came home n called thian cos her car esticker was wif me.. she walked over n we were chatting outside my hse.. so cham la she kena sun burn.. dunno teng n jamie got sun burn anot.. i nv kena sun burn but i became dark d.. sob~sob~ =..<> well though 2day we didnt do alot but just by spending time 2gather it just feels so great.. time really flies n how much i hope it will b slower.. somemore dis time we didnt spent alot money we oni used RM20 the whole day.. somemore we did so meaningful thing.. exercise... muahaha.. its just a great day 4 me n i will nv forget yesterday.. our next outing will b jogging in bukit kiara.. muahahaha i'm sure its gonna b more fun... love u guys loads...

jusT aN ordinarY daY

well.. i woke up at 9.15am.. ate bread 4 breakfast den went off 2meet my fren.. we den went n do somethin.. she so clever.. ask us 2 go so early n the shop oni opens at 11am.. but nvm la.. i get 2 spent time wif her which i really appreciate spending time wif her.. the shop finally opened n she promise will gao dim in 15 min... muahahhaha she took almost 30min.. double the time she promise but nvm cos was having fun laughing n being her personal attendent.... time was running out n she had 2 get back 2 college by 12 so fetch her back 2 college den came home.. i didnt do anythin the whole afternoon... was watching vcd's n on9.. at nite i went 2 MV wif dad after dinner.. was supose 2 send my hp 2 service cos the stupid keypad got prob but didnt cos the fella say it will take 2 weeks n its way 2 long.. so dad say mayb he will sent it straight 2 the factory... went n survey on the camera's n mp3payers.. dad gonna get me a camera n mp3 player be4 i leave.. he is gonna get the nikon camera i think cos he seems 2 b very interested in dat camera..

aM i WrOnG??

2day i went 2 damansara 2 meet my fren 4awhile.. well amorning laugh i had wif her.. we were walking 2 Mcd 4 a drnk n while we were walking pass a shop dunno wat happen 2 her n she tripped.. lucky i pulled her back if not she will land on the floor.. dam paiseh man somemore dat incident took place right in front of dat shop.. Came home at 12 n rest ahwile.. going out 2 piramid wif the gang at 2pm jhwa comin 2 fetch me at 1.30pm.. reach taylors at 2.15 pick thian jamie kamtong n fan den fetch kamtoing send somethin den we all headed 2 piramid.. dropped them den me n jhwa went 2 sunway college 2 pick yt den we went back 2 piramid.. went 2 red box from 2.30-6pm.. yeeteng fan n kamtong left at 4.30pm.. i went 2 the car 2 c han 4 awhile.. den went back 2 red box n sing.. so left me thian jamie n jhwa.. we sing n sing n sing till 6pm.. alot things happen after they left.. dis thian n jhwa starting fighting in the room.. me n jamie cant do anythin so i just continue singing jamie listen 2 me sing.. we ignore them oni.. muahahha... dam funny wan la they2.. den later on i also fight wif jhwa cos he bully me.. but ahwile oni la compare 2 the time thian n jhwa fight.. left red box at 6.10pm..den dis jhwa nthin dunn sot wat both like small kid oni lao gai.. gik sei me..gotta drag jhwa 2 the car... den in the car dis thian dunno siao wat.. doing all sort of siao things.. but dam funny la she... reach home at 7pm.. Well.. i really dunno whether i am wrong or right.. is my decision correct anot.. i told my decision n all the respond i got back was all negative.. asking me y i so jin make such decision.. ask me y i wanna make it decision.. the guilt came in2 me.. izzit wrong 2 make dat decision?? i really dunno wat 2 do.. is there any right or wrong in dis situation?? wat should i do???????????

t3RrIbLe JaM

well.. 2day is my bad day.. BAD... everything just went up side down.. gosh i just hate it... it started of wif me waking up from the wrong side of the bed.. den later on wif an accident on the road.. stupid motorcyclist.. bang me from my left... well its more den enough 2 make my mood worst.. den it was jam everywhere... wat the hell is wrong wif every1.. y is every1 on the road.. dont they haf somethin better 2 do rather den get every1 stuck on the road... plan were cancel cos of the stupid jam.. went home n wanted 2 go club 4 bowling.. wanted 2 fa xie but hell again.. dad say if u r going alone dun go.. lil bro didnt wanna go so i cant go.. was so mang n unhappy.. went in2 the room wanted 2 sleep but i started crying.. tears just role down n i couldnt control it.. i felt so sad so moody... well all the bad thoughts n feeling was just in me.. its all just BAD things la... dun feel like blogging.. dats all 4 dis post...