stomach cramp

couldnt blog last nite..sob~sob~dunno y cannot log in..I went MV on Tues nite wif dad..gosh..the small white car brike down so i drove dad's car n off we went 2 MV..dad's car is big..scary..haha but its okler..bought some burfday prezzie which used up a big loads of my money..but nvm cos its worth it.. yesterday was lil bro's b'day..poor thing he was sick..mom,me n lil bro went 2 1u 2 get lil bro his prezzie..den i went 2 russ 2 get thian's prezzie n 2 teddy tails 2 get twin jie's prezzie..gosh..i swollowed another big sum of my money..n guess wat after buying all the prezzie i oni haf RM1 left...i used up RM300 in not even 24hours..mom better not find out or i'll die... came back around 1somethin n i was havin serious stomach cramp..rest 4 a while n called mui 2 ask 2 borrow her sej text book..n she tellsme she has no lunch 2 eat..so good of me drove all the way 2 centre point 2 buy McD for her n went 2 her hse..we chatted 4 a while n i hafta rush home cos i haf tuition.. tuition was oklar..jas told me somethin shocking dat me her n suet also didnt thought it will happen..just a 2 sudden news..haha...went 4 dinner atthe restarant opposite the old air port...vanessa is sick..better take care gal..b'day is coming soon..better recover faster...y most of them dat is closed 2 me's b'day is in nov?? vanessa, jie,thian,hui,mein,suet... hafte get 6 prezzie..wow...dats alot.. dats all ler..ciaoz...study time...hafte kick muh ass 2 start studying...spm is just few days away.....

sorry gal

woke up around 9somethin..1st time i get 2 sleep till so late though i sleep early yesterday..came on9 n meet vanessa..i'm so sorry gal..its my mistake n wrong.. when she ask me do i haf anythin 2 tell her i somemore answer no n ask her y.. i totolly forgot dat i'm suppose 2 tell her bout my student exchange thingi..i wanted 2 tell her when i got the letter but i wasnot feeling well so i thought of telling her later n how could i forgotten 2 tell her..stupid me..arh...sorry gal.... BAck 2 yesterday, i woke up at 5am cos i was having dis stomach ache so pain n i haf no idea wats the pain for..arh..i was trying 2 chnage different posture 2 feel better but non of it work..n somemore i vomitted few times..around 8 i started 2 fell better n i went driving alone around my housing area..came home n bro said wanna go haf breakfast..we went in 2 cars cos i've gtg seminar after breakfast..they went 2st while i was packing my stuff n lil bro was wif me.. reach the restoran safely n meet jas there also..so paiseh cos her mom paid 4 my breakfats n also my family's breakfast..all becos of my bro la..stupid him.. den since me n jas going 2 the same place 4 seminar..i fetch her over 2 KDU.. I was still having the stomach pain n i couldnt write fast..my hand was shaking.. but later on felt better..during an hour lunch break, i fetch jas,jamie n abu 2 atria for lunch..den went back 2 kdu 2 continue the class..after seminar i fetch abu n jamie back home..haha they stay so near me..all home safe n sound...half n hour later went 2 the park 2 meet abu n jamie..we chatted till i heard my hse gate open n i haf 2 leave 4 dinner..they haf2 go back also cos wanna watch tv.. dats about my day yesterday la..n 2day has just begin..ntg 2 blog yet...oni thing i wanna say is SORRY VANESSA..

Headache!!

arh..seems like my head is gonna burst...headache lar..somemore my head now dam pain..so muh blog gonna be short...went driving 2day wif dad cos i'm driving 4 class 2molo...so tired my leg but nvm..its worth for wat i wanted... dad warn me 2day..cos my hp bill went up to Rm200 d..didnt do much 2day lor... mostly is driving n staying home oni..heaving terrible headache the whole day.. yesterday feeling so not well den 2day headache..wats wrong wif me??in the evening thian n jamie came over 2 watch the video i took in school yesterday.. hey were laughing like crazy...den after they left the whole family went 4 dinner..den came back n my headache is getting worst...oh yar...i received my student excgange program letter d..i'll be leaving 2 switzerland on 3/3/2005.. i'm feeling so sad...gonna leave my frens so soon..sob~sob~ =.<...klar dats all lar..need 2 sleep d..head gonna burst somemore 2molo got 2 drive 2 seminar myslef..nite nite people..ciaoz...oh 1 more...4 those who r going for the BISDS student trip enjoy urself ya...poor me cannot go..haih...

so sad

Yesterday was majlis perpisahan..felt so sad...went 2 school like usual loo...once we stepped in2 the class we started 2 take our camera n video cam's out n took picture of every1...we were making so much noise in class..but eventually every form 5 classes is making alot of noise...every1 was running here n there trying 2 take down every1's picture...its so fun but its also sad 2 think dat we r gonna seperate soon n walk our own path... i went down 2 canteen 2 meet my gang of frens n stupid dem shouted my name so loud the whole canteen also can hear somemore all my interact junior was there..so paiseh..took video of all our silly faces n acts...den went 2 qm room.. we took picture wif our lockers...den we went outside qm room n took loads of pic..dam funny the guys climb up the brick dat were stacked up for the use of building sport center..when rod jump down his pants 'bao tai' its was so funny n he quickly rushed 2 the toilet...afterdat i went inside the hall cos the event is soon gonna start..all of us were sweating like crazy... Lcd called n she came so late wif her pink finger nails...haha...she was pist wif me cos i keep on teasing her wif her pink nails...but it was fun la i sat wif mel n her gang...i dunno where yt they all were...i went on stage 2 do the class performance also loo..lucky it wasnt dat bad...after the whole event i went 2 qm room 2 look 4 yt..she was crying already..her eyes n nose r so red..i somemore video it down..but as i expected she sure will cry wan la...den we went back class n took load of pic..den we went for lunch..han n jian hwa will be driving us 4 lunch..meet kim outside school..she mengada-ngada oni la wif her frens dak han mou yeh zhou come my school... we went 2 michelle's restaron in state 4 lunch...we were making so much noise inside..i think the shop people also beh tahan us liao..when we at last wanna ciaoz d den the rain fall so heavily...poor jian hwa n han haf 2 go under the rain 2 get the car den come over 2 the shop n pick us up..me suet mei n dickson followed jian hwa's car while jas wei wei yi xiong kam tong followed han n fan's car... i came home n i went n sleep..yt send a so touching sms 2 me..made me cry..make me felt so sad n think back on how we meet n how we became best frens..gone through so much ups n down dat left us wif unforgetable memories and how the whole gang of us got 2 gether n become good frens..so sad dat we r gonna leave high school n go 2 college..but i'm sure we will haf gathering often 2 gather all of us back 2gether cos we haf somethin inside us dat will pull us 2gether though we r seperated.. dats all la..i've been writing alot d...couldnt blog yesterday cos i was not feeling well...ciaoz...i'll blog again 2nite..

sick

didnt go school 2day cos whole gang not going...woke up in the morning 2 wake jia yen up den went back 2 sleep...woke up again at 8somethin cos heard mom scolding from downstairs..after breakfast i vakum the floor n went back upstairs.. went 2 bank 2 settle some stuff around 10.30am..den i went 2 1utama for lunch with mom, bro,his gf n lil bro after picking lil bro from school... While eating Jas called..after eating went n look 4 the think she needs..haha..i found it loo...den was trying 2 get some b'day cards but all also not up 2 wat i wanted so didnt get any..haih...guess wat..i drove home from 1utama..but after reaching home we hafta head back 2 1utama cos we forgot 2 collect the free gift.. came home after dat n went 2 sleep..jy woke me up at 5.30 pm den i headad for tuition.. Didnt do much loo 2day...2molo is majlis perpisahan ler...sure dam sad wei... sure gonna miss my frens..esspecially those who i really care n really close 2 me..though we still will meet during SPM but come 2 think of it we r gonna sepread n go diffrent ways of life really made me sad..the memories will nv leave me..the happy times we had 2 gether will nv be forgotten..dats all 4 now la..gtg n finish my essay..tuition 2molo..ciaoz

crazy

2day went 2 school like usual..we haf raptai but oni few turn up..made me quite unhappy la..but i just didnt bother anymore..i cant be bother bout it also..i haf done my part n made my best effort 2 gif the best planning dat is best for all which took me so many days n 2day is the last day of rehersal they wan 2 change dis add dat which is so last minute n i'm sure it wun turn out good..or i should just said it will be dam sucky..got in2 atguement wif them..don wanna talk about it... After the rehersal went 2 QM room 2 join the gang..haha they were playing dis crazy game..the slapping game..the game goes like dis..all of us will take turn..each time 4 person will play..we haf 4 'dadu'..the person who throw the 'dadu' which the number is smallers among the other 3 will be slaped by the 3 players..its so stupid n crazy yet fun..some slapped each other real hard n some oni just tap on the faces..every1's face was so red..haha..den we took group photo in QM room..did so many post n its all so funny...cant wait i c those pic.. i really had a fun time in there.. went 4 seminar at 2.50pm..haha i drove 2 seminar wif mom beside..haha..nv get in2 any accident..reach safely...seminar was ok la..but just it was so cold..freezing inside..n i'm having flu...arg..hate flu...came home n vanessa called...we chatted for a while ler..long time we didnt chat d..cos its either she is busy or i'm not free..after dinner i called her again..n her mom picked up the phone..scary...we chatted till seh want2 watch vcd..den i came on9 n send some songs over 2 Lcd..den i called jy 2 chat a while..got scolded cos i'm sick..n got warn by her which i'm not suppose 2 on the aircon 2nite n the fan can oni be speed 2 =.<>

moody

STupid streamyx was down yesterday..i bloged n the internet disconnected.. aikz.. wasted my energy 2 type..somemore quite long cos i blog 4 yesterday n sunday..so now i'll blog for 3 days la..haaha.. Sunday was not really fun though i like sundays alot..went temple like usual n chiang came in the mornin..went mamak 4 breakfast..chated alot..van pula suppose makan wif us but ended up she was here n there busy doing things.. wat 2 do..she is such a busy person..haha..den went 2 auditorium n study.. i skipped class n poor kim got 2 go class alone..so soli..jia yen came around 11am.. she is another 1 told her coming since 9.30 ut 11 oni reach..really took a long time 2 come la she..van was not in a mood after a phone call..can c the immediate change on her face..i know she has problem wif her sayo camp stuff la..but i know she will overcome it..choir was as usual so sucky..just cant wait till i find a reason 2 get away from choir.. jia yen was not feeling well 2day n van is so moody..arh i just dunno wat 2 do..jy left at 2pm den i went n look 4 jiok.. we chated for about one n a half hour in front of asoka hall..den he left n i went n meet vanessa..her mood seems better d..later on parents came den off i went home..went 4 dinner at grandpa's place den reach home around 9.30..i lied down on the bed n i fallen asleep so didnt blog.. Yesterday was ok la..kena bluff n went 2 school..so bored in school..the sej seminar was so xien..nv listen but just chated in dewan kuliah..came home n got ready 4 seminar at 3..got scolded by mom cos i foegot 2 tell her i haf seminar 2day..went seminar den went tuition n reached home at7.45pm..ate dinner den went on9 2 blog..haih sad case..internet down..couldnt post though i type d..n the whole thing was erased..haih..wanted 2 call van but look at the clock it almost 10 so didnt call..haha..guess wat..she called.. so ngam wanted 2 cal her n she called..so happee..chatted for a while lor..her mood seems ok d..so happee for her...afterdatwent 2 sleep d cos couldnt on9 somemore i was so tired.. 2day was just so horrible..went school so happily but just ended during the 1st period..after the taklimat SPM we went back class 2 put our begs den we gtg down 2 dewan 4 rehersal..Mr Lean came in 2 gif out our report card n forecast result..i was so pist of wif my english grade 4 my forecast..i got 2A for my English n EST...wat the hell...i got 1A in my report card n i oni get a 2A in my forecast..wat a bitch she is..dat was my oni the two 1A's i can get for my result n she degraded me...how can she degrade my grade..the whole school's people's forecast also the grades r upgraded or stay at the same grade..but wat the hell seh degraded me..i got so pist of..n it really just spoilt my mood.. Wat made my mood even worst was the lead singers of our 6 group 3 didnt turn up..wat the hell...i got even pist..said d must come n all somemore say will come but ended up nv show up..i took so long 2 plan everything 4 them n it was just scrolled up..i already so good do their job cos no1 wants 2 plan..took me so many days 2 plan n its dis wat i get in return..i dunno wat 2 say..i didnt play miss call wif jy 2day..she must be feeling weird..cos i nv dun miss call her wan.. but just not in a mood 2day la..came home n sleep..den bought KFC n went 4 tuition..2day teacher belanja KFC n i suppose 2 go buy..tuition was ok la.. quite fun also..came home n called jy..chatted wif her quite long lor..haha...she somemore talk 2 my bro n both of dem were argueing..so funny..11years old n 18years old quarreling...but its just so nice 2 chat wif her..haha..she always haf so many things 2 let me laugh at..sorry ler..hehe... den here i am blogging..my mood is better now but still moody...waiting for van 2 on9 ler..so can chat wif her...anyways i've been blabling alot d..should stop here d..ciaoz..

:-)

begin my day by rushing my add math tuition hw like usual saturday morning loo..the whole family went out 4 breakfast n i stayed home cos got 2 finish my hw..after tuition came home n on9...around 3somethin dad fetch bro's 2 tropicana club den sent me 2 vanessa's hse..haftacheck her com4 her.. Reach van's hse around 4.20pm..she n her sis was doing dis colouring....gek sei me...i forgot her cd-rom cannot work..the program i broung cannot use..haih..so went on9 2 download the virus scanner program..after scanning her com found 240files was infected by virus..gosh..dats alot...haha but lucky no big prob la...there is somemore prob in her com i guess..but didnt haf enough time 2 check other..i'll go back n do 4 her some other time la..den went 2 temple 4 family tree... 2day alot people came for family tree..there is this bunch of people from UTAR who join us...2days family tree was ok la...was better compare 2 last time cos oni few fella's last time..i just cant stand it wif 'them' la...hate their ugly face..trying 2 b so action...gosh..get alive la..i just hate them..they wanna show their action face n wanna lok down at my frens..dats their prob..cos they r ntg better...can say their r worst...people who talk about other 2 make them better is becos they feel insecure about dem self n by doing that they feel better..its proven dat 'they' r just idiot..donkeys..buahahah.... went MV 4 dinner den came back...after bathin den here i am blogging... vanessa been asking me alot of question 2day...and also 1 very weird question.. gal..we just haf 2 let thing be la..its not 4 us 2 control...if it has 2 change we cant do anything either...but i know the both of us r not gonna let go on dis friendship...no matter wat i still cheerish the friendship n will always cherish it... jia yen is so moody 2day...arh....i really didnt know wat 2 do wif her n i also dunno wats wrong wif her..but hopefully she will be ok lar...be strong n take care k...smuakzzzlove u all.........

i drove

2day i didnt go school loo..found out oni 19fella from my class went 2 school..27 fella absent...hahaha...didnt do much ler 2day..went 2 bank 2 do my account book but still got prob ler..haih..need 2 go back 2 the bank again..after mom pick me den went 2 pick kang from school...gosh..i drove back from tropicana... 1st time driving after getting my license..somemore beside mom..dam scary..haha but no worries cos ntg happen...reached home safely... DId my tuition hw den off i went 4 tuition..aiks..mom made me drive again..i drove all the way 2 tuition..haha skillful me nv scratch the car or haf any accident...haha..reach tuition safely...tuition wan fine den came home...after dinner took my bath n bou jok wif jia yen..talk 4 quite long ler.. After dat came on9 loo..should be came 2 the com cos i was on9 all the while but just not at the com...hehe..chiang will be helping in youth camp..ahaha..with me under QM department..happee...ntg much 2 blog 2day.. just dat every1 doesnt seems happy..wat the hell is going on...y is every1 not in a mood..arh...i haf no idea y..n i hate it..anyway gtg n continue doing my add math hw...ciaoz...

nice day

Went 2 school 2day..We r suppose 2 go 4 the moral seminar durin the 1st n 2nd period..but we ended up practising singing in class n skip the seminar...later went down 2 hall 4 rehersal..we were singing the whole dam day..we didnt let the teacher teach..if they teach also we will nv pay attention n they feel sick of us n let us sing..very bad of us but just cant help it..their teachings r just so boring...2day was quite a nice day in school..enjoyed my day.... Went 2 get my licience in the afternoon..muhahahah got licience d..can drive d.......happeeeeee.....went 4 tuition n here i am blogging...ntg 2 write 2day la..no complaints....but i having stomach pain la...i haf no idea wat pain is dat.. confirm is not stomach upset, not stomach cramp, not stomach 2 much wind.. also dunno watthe hell is wrong wif my stomach..arh..pain...poor jia yen still struggling wif her assignment..2molo is her dead line d..i'm sure she willl prefect her assignment in time wif her mom's help..hehe n also my support.. buahahaha.. => dats all lar..ciaoz...2molo not going school again..hehe...smuakz.. *miss u dear*

I studied

I didnt go school 2day..so lazy..woke up at 9 somethin n dad was mumbling away..went down 2 wash the cloths n took my breakfast...after dat came on9 2 check vanessa's blog den off i went back 2 my room...called van n had a chat wif her..darn funny la she..keep on repeating the samething..dreaming about the pig n patrick she saw yesterday..haha..afterdat i studied..gosh..I STUDIED... miricle man..haha..but i really did study.. While studying i was also smsing pear 2 make sure i dont fall asleep..went out for lunch wif my family around 1.30..went 2 genki sushi n we ate so much..dad was like u sure u can eat so much??me n bro laugh n nodded our head..den i went 2 speedy video 2 get the new instrumental cd..the songs r dam nice.. came home n continued studying..pear called n we had a long chat...so funny la..pear was laughing n laughing n i haf no idea y..pear said dat wat i say was funny but i didnt feel funny..nvm la..the funniest part was when pear's sister scolded him saying pear is dam noisy..i heard her scolding pear through the phone..haha.. i continued studying after dat...took a nap n make sure jia yen wakes me up at 6..woke up by jy den i went down 2 watch tv..folded all the cloths 2..ated dinner n haf 2 cut the watermelon for the family..arh..so big the watermelon...but i ended up cutting it so nicely...done everythin in the kitchen den i came up 2 do my work..saw vanessa on9 n she is not in a mood..read her blog n i felt so sad.. i understood how she felt n how bad the condition was..i am also in the same situation as her..i'm sure we will get though it toughly without giving up.. Poor sweethear is still struggling wif her assignment..poor gal..anyway its late now d..i hafta sleep loo...2molo gtg school..hopefully samuel wun kill me 4 not going school2day..i didnt know the whole gang of us didnt go school n i haf no idea who teach them sing the chinese song..ciaoz..nite nite...=>

Bored

arh...2day school was so bored..after assembly we went back class n practise our song 4 Majlis perpisahan for the very 1st time be4 goin down 4 rehersal..i felt it was stupid la..they say is class performance but den they get other class people 2 lead our song..wat the hell...didnt bother much cos they didnt wanna listen 2 my point of view so y care..since they think they can sing so well n i'm just simply some1 who cant sing..after recess samuel came n discuss wif me about our performance.... Goah..me n my gang of frens took like 4period 2 choose achinese song 4 the class 2 sing..its so hard 2 choose cos hard 2 haf song dat guys can sing n must be easy...but we found it...buahahah...i sneak out of class2 photostat the lyric for them n pass 2 them be4 school ended..suppose 2 meet kim in my school but she was late n i had 2 rush home so tak jadi meet her loo..sad case... Came home i ate a lil den went study den went off 2 sleep..woke up at 5.30 n rush 4 tuition...was kind of blur through out tuition....came home eat dinner den came on9....decided not 2 go school 2molo...so bored in school doing ntg.. i rather stay home n force myself 2 study.....poor sweetheart still struggling wif her assignment...don worry i know she sure can finish on time wan..but whether good anot den dunno la...muahahahaha..... dats all la..ntg 2 blog d...ciaoz......*miss u dear*

sleepy!!

Started muh day by attending school after a week of break..school was darn bored 2day..2molo we r having rehersal 4 Majlis Perpisahan n my clas is gonna sing dis song which we just got the lyric 2day n most of us dunno how 2 sing..dis kim miss called me while i was still in class.. she was in my school d.. headed down 2 canteen 2 meet her be4 ciaoing home.. Wat Mel said 2 me yesterday was quite true after all..."Yc..U don't luv urself as much as you love ur friends..u alwiz pentingkan they all den urself ler..everytime oso like that wan .. :-O .. >_< . coz i alwiz see u gettin ' stressed over ppl's stuff wan ler....." was wat she told me yesterday...but i just cant help loving my frens so much....they bring joy n happiness 2 me...i really appreciate them n wouldn't wanna lose them or anythin 2 happen 2 them..but Mel as i promised u i will love myself more yarh..... My poor sweetheat so yam gong 2day...went 2 college n her lecturer told her dat the assignment she do is not related 2 her topic..n she has 2 do another assigment in 3 days cos her date line is dis friday...she is struggling now 2 do her assigment...take care ya..don wan u 2 fall sick k... AIks...gtg now loo....3 essays waiting 2 be done n 2 be pass up 2molo...vanessa is gonna kill me if i still dun go off9 n finish my essays..thanks gal 4 helping me in muh essay yarh..love u so much..smuakz...nite nite...

happy??

From the day i understand how i had 2 live my life..i reminded myself every morning dat i haf 2 expect the unexpected...y?? becos there is 2 much unexpected things dat is happening around me n it hurts alot...but by expecting the unexpected, i already haf in mind dat things will happen so i wun get hurt so easily...but its all just bull shit..BULL SHIT..hurt means hurt...pain means pain... People around me says dat i'm a happy go lucky person,cheerful,hyper,n all sorts of positive personality...but who knows how much suffering i'm facing, how much pain i haf in me...am i really dat strong n can face problems?? NO I'M NOT!!!!but y people thinks i can...becos the condition force myself 2 solve it...i'm oni 17 dis year n i'm more mature den i am suppose 2 be..y??becos of the life i'm living wif, which made me mature so fast..but wat i can do..i haf no choice.. no1 wants 2 get mature so fast..every gal wants 2 be manja n pampered..u think i dun wan?? but can i? I cant.. i haf 2 face things dat not my age people suppose 2 face..i haf 2 overcome things people not my age will faced yet..life..dis is call life....but y me?? y must i haf such life?? Understanding...y am i so understanding 2wards my fren??becos i know y things between me n my frens happen...its not their wrong....the problem comes from her....i'm a very sensitive person n i'm also very observant...i know things happen around me n i realises alot of thing...but 2 make my life better i'll just act as thou i know nothin..i know people around me dislike her n is talking about her..i KNOW..they tried not 2 let me know becos they dun wan 2 hurt me..becos they feel its not my wrong n its unfair 2 me...they haf 2 mind their words in the conversation when i'm around..i realises dat...yes i do agree wif wat they r saying about her...but wat can i do???she has effected my life n my frenships... but wat can i do??mayb people will live life happier without me around becos there is no more need 4 them 2 hide things from me 2 prevent hurting me...becos no matter they hide anot it still hurts..but gal.. thanks 4 being there... family...wat kind of family i haf??brothers betraying me?? parents who dont understands me??outsiders who is bothering my life n making my life more misserable??who wants 2 live in such family....but do i haf a choice?? NO I DON'T....dis is my family.. Shedding tears alone under the blanket in the nite is the oni thing i can do... FRIENDS is the oni way i get my happiness...they brought me alot of joy.. thanks u so much... How i wish there is a place which i can go..leaving all this SHITs off my life.. BUT IN REALITY THERE IZZIT SUCH PLACE...i hafta live the life i'm living now...n i truly HATES it n it SUCK..... *i'm glad dat my kalyana mitra's understands me* u know who u r!! =>

JAc wOn =>

I was so pist off early in the morinig..how happe am i when i haf the chnce 2 sleep until 8am..but hell again idiotic people spoilt my sleepp..wat the hell is wrong wif him n his gf..quarreling early in the morning..shouting there like no one's business...GET LOST man..got so fed up n bang the toilet door 2 let them know they woke me up...got up n went downstairs.. Went 2 paramout 4 breakfast den 2 temple..hafta sing 4 a wedding ceremony.. i haf loads of add math hw2 do but i hafta go n sing...HELL...y is mom just so not understanding n wants thing 2 go her way...every1 has their own life...arh...so funny 2day sze huey as mom 2 buy her 2 egg tart 4 breakfast so mom ask me 2 go n buy...so i went n buy extra 2 for vanessa la cos i know she LOVEs eggtart.. haha n i found out dat sze huey wanna gif the egg tart 2 vanessa as well...so she ended up having all 4 egg tarts... After tuition went n haf lunch wif dad in Mc D den came home n sleep...at nite went over 2 grandpa's hse..aunt is celebrating her daughter's 6years old b'day.. but abit sad case ler...all of us including my grandparents uncle aunts all concentratin on the tv..all watcing malaysian idiol...so when every its the commercial break den we do somethin 4 her loo...so funny...we somemore bet if JAC lose all of us cannot haf ice-cream....haha but JAC won so all of us got 2 eat ice-cream...OH ya....JAC won the Malaysian Idiol...WOW!!! our 1st Malaysian Idiol is born..n she is a really great singer...rock on man... DIs is specially 4 my best ji mui vanessa..."STOP thinking so much...2 make a strong friendship it depends on both party...a friendship wunt be strong if oni one party is trying 4 make dis friendship...n now we both haf made n effort n had sucessfully made our friendship a very strong friendship....dis is both party's hard work..not just me or just u...bare in mind dat the friendship we r having now was from the obstacle we gone through wif joy, laughter n not less of tears...i will never let it end till my last breath..we were there 4 each other when we need each other n the fact is we will still be there 4 each other will never change..am i right?? smuakzz.. i love u gal...stay as who u r not who people wants u 2 be..." As 4 my Sweetheart jia yen..."u gave me a shock 2day...didnt expect u 2 gif me such news 2day....but no matter wat i'll stand by ur side n support ur decision.. wat i wanna remind u is think wisely be4 u make any decison..i dun wan u 2 regret later..haha but if u really regret dun worry u still haf me...muahahaha... thanks 4 being there 4 me when i need u...smuakzz..love u gal... i've been writing alot 2day...hehe...dats all for now...wanna go sleep d...can wait 4 2molo...cos its my favourite day of the week...SUNDAY..yeah. i can meet all my kalyana mitra's......nite nite... =>

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Luckily Jas sms me dis morning if not i'm sure 2 be late 4 my driving test.. reach SS2 around 7.15 n jas was not there yet..waited for her den 2gether wif the other student off we went 2 Old subang 4 our driving test..wow..meet few fella's from CHS..the test started so late it looks so scary..n i was so nervous when i was waiting 4 my turn 2 do the hill..saw so many people fail made me worst..but it was rather funny seing their expression when their car pass the yellow line n they know they failed... The whole test was ok for me la...just nervous dats all...MUAHAHAHA... i PASS my driving test d...so happeeeee....after getting my licience no need 2 care about my bro anymore..no need 2 tahan his stupid tempered n his ugly face wif his gf.. cos i dun need him anymore...i can drive myself 2 tuition...buahahaha.. dis was the main reason y i take my exam so fast...i finish the test around 12 but waited will almost 3pm 2 get my IC back...was so bored n it was so hot there.... After the driving test i went 2 school 2 find siew jie jie..she went 2 school 2 teach her form 6 frens dancing..was having gastrick dat time...it was around 3.30pm dat time..i nv eat anythin since dis morning 7am...waited 4 her till around 4.30pm den we left school..went 2 secret receipi in Taman Tun 2 eat... chated alot loo...so funny jian lun called jie jie n ask where is his gf...buahaha.. selepas makan, jie jie send me home cos she has 2 go home d..i pass her the interact t-shirt i got 4 her as well.. Anyway i been weird 2day..fooling around like small kid n i haf no idea y.. but its not a bad thing also la n i'm not worried 4 acting strange cos i've be laughing the whole day n i'm quite happy wif my day..so no worries...hehehe...sorry 2 jia yen n vanessa la for being my victim of crazyness....sorry also 2 han..keke..me n jas was just fooling around la..haha cos u alwayz ejek her ma so we pakat lor... no hard feelings ya..smuakzz... I'm so happee dat vanessa found back herself n her confidence..but she said dat the oni thing dat is bothering her is the friendship between both of us..she feels we r falling apart....i haf 100%confident dat nothing will happen 2 dis friendship n ntg can break dis friendship..unless we ourself wants 2 break it but i doubt we will break it...cos its such a precious thing we haf n will never let go..hope u r thinking the same way i'm thinking..n i know u ar..hehe... I'm dam tired d..eyes r closing...2 conclude my day...I"M SO HAPPEEE...i just LOVE all my frens...n i'm sure i'll cheerish the friendship i haf wif all my frens 4 life...smuakzzz....*miss u dear*

bad day.......

Arh..start of the day so horribly..i woke up at 6.30 morning call jy..after waking her up i went back 2 sleep..around 8 dad started mumbling waking me up..wat the hell is wrong wif him..for the past few days i haf tuition early morning 7.30 n 2day i haf no tuition so dat i can sleep but he wakes me up so early..got out of bed brush up n went down 2 makan..while eating he started lecture n i couldnt stand it anymore..i got so fed up wif everythin n i blasted everything out..i tried 2 hold my tears but i failes..tears role down.. after dat i went up 2 do my tuition work..struggling wif my essay is really killing me..think so hard but idea doesnt seem 2 come in..suddenly siew jie jie called.. she need help..stupid jian lun wants her 2 teach them dance on like 3 days..hell man so jie jie wants my help..so 2molo i'll be helping her after my driving test.. struggled so hard n finally finsh my essay..Mel thanks for helping me in my essay..went for tuition n gosh 2 her my essay was just childish..i had 2 re-write all 3 essay..Gosh..really hated it..after tuition went 2 pasar malam wif mom since i had 1 hour be4 my next tuition..we park right in front of teacher ho's car..hehe Left pasar malam n head 2 tuition at 5.50..tuition was find but i was freezing inside..so cold...after tuition su-ann jie jie came n pick me n we went ss2 for a drink...chated n den she drove me back home..i'm so tired 2day...didnt do much but just so tired..must be becos i sleep late last nite n woke up early 2day plus no afternoon nap.. I'm so nervous...i'm having driving test 2molo...HOpefully i wun fail la...so scared...anywayz i gtg n sleep d loo..my eyes is closing...n i better catch enough sleep cos its a big day 4 me 2molo..nite nitezzz....smuakzzz.....

boring..

I started of my day by attending add math tuition at 7.30am again..did quite a number of things after tuition..dad pick me up n went 2 kasturi 2 register 4 the seminar..help jas n dyxynn 2 register as well..den dad went 2 SS2 to do somethin..since we were at SS2 i ask dad 2 drop by the driving school 2 pay 4 my driving payment..called n jas 2 ask whether she wants me 2 pay 4 her anot.. sorry gal woke u up twice so early in the morining..went n pay 4 the both of us den off we went home... Came home n wash the cloth came on9 4 a while den went 2 my room 2 study.. i studyed abit more den yesterday but fallen asleep again..woke up aruond 1.30 2 pick up jas's call n went back 2 sleep again..had a nice sleep till 3 when mom came n wake me up..didnt do much after dat.. AT night i did somethin 2 my blog..i put music in my blog d..haha..though my blog is still dam lousy but learning 2 make it better ler...Gosh i haf 3 essays 2 write n somemore grammer work 2 do n tuition is at 3 2molo..i haven started anythin yet..dats all about my day...its late now n gtg n start my work..ciaoz..so heppee 2molo can sleep later cos no add math tuition in the morning..

tuesday

My day was okler..woke up at6.30am 2 go 4 tuition..reach tuition at 7.45am..aiks i'm late cos stuck in the jam in tropicana..tuition was ok ler..after dat came home n came on9 2 check somethin..so happy dat lcd understands wat me n mel is doing..py's post really made me n mel haf a great shock..sms mel 2 check the blogs den i went 2 study abit..but as usual after 3 pages of study i fallen asleep..it was 11somethin dat time n i didnt hear message comin in.. soli mel.. I sleep till almost 4..woke up after jy's miss call n went down 2 eat my lunch..haf a long chat wif Mel while washing..both of us was just trying 2 make things better n hopefully Lcd will haf a talk wif py n settle things la..i really dun wanna c their frenship going down the drain..after dat i went 4 tuition.. after tuition came back haf dinner n did my tuition hw after chatting awhile wif jy..called vanessa n had some serious talk wif her.."Gal, u r thinkning 2 much.. Where is the vanessa i know which is full of confident..Hunt ur confident back.. be who u r not who people wants u 2 be.." put down the phone cos i haf2 go out n pass somethin 2 su-ann jie jie..After everythin came on9 n haf a chat wif few person.."vanessa, jiok is not angry wif u k." i'm tired d..wanna zzz..dats all for 2day..ciaoz...

an ordinary day became an extraordinary day

I was suppose 2 wake up at 5am 2 do my add math hw but my eys just couldnt open till 6.30..atlast i got up n did a lil bit of my hw..haih..tertidur again till 7..got ready n went 4 tuition...arh..its hols 4 me but i'm having tution every morning 7.30-9.30..OMG..u guys must be thinking i'm nuts...i got worried on the way 2 tuition cos i've not done my hw..gosh..luckly didnt get scolding.. went home after tui, wanted 2 sleep cos 2 tired but didnt cos didnt wanna get scolding by mom..later went 2 pick lil bro from school n went 1U 4 lunch wif mom n lil bro..came back n had a chat wif Mel..we both r risking our friendship wif Lcd..but we just don wanna c her fall even deeper..hope she understands wat we r trying 2 do ler...n i sms lcd 2 ask her 2 read the frieds blog d.. my day went on fine till :) pear n mango got back 2gether...i'm so happee..klar i gtg n sleep..tuition 7.30am 2molo..nitez.. smuakz..luv yar..:P