Weird people I see today.. While I was driving to Uni on LDP today, There is this man that was standing beside the divider at the middle of the road(the divider that separates the traffic for both direction).. I dunno how he got there and what was he trying to do cos I do not see any car that happen to stop anywhere near where he was standing.. While I was driving home from uni, on LDP again there is this guy that was crossing the highway, climbing over the divider trying to get to the opposite side... This people is either insane or just think their life is worthless tt they risk their life like this.. Than when I was driving to temple just now, on Jalan Damansara (Consider highway with constant heavily traffic/speeding cars) there is this man that was walking along the side of the road against the traffic flow.. Again I wander, why is he walking there?? what was he trying to do?? its already dark and care couldn't see him when they are turning pass the corner, they might just hit him.. who would expect someone to be walking on a highway....

OB Assignment is due this Friday.. I am only at 10%... this is way bad cos I have to finish my Assignment by Thursday and submit it by Thursday itself because I won't be in Uni on Friday.. I already got all my journals and only read thru some.. I have to read thru them and get the points to do the literature review (75% of the assignment is based on literature review and balance 25% is reflective writing)... this Assignment consist 25% of my final grade so its a very crucial Assignment.. ARGH... so lost.......

I use to think or rather I still do now... If one day I die, will there be anyone that will b sad for me?? what will be my regrets if I suddenly die and I've no chance to bid goodbye to those dear to me... Its stupid to think of such things but this often hits me and get me thinking... There is so much that I wanna do and so much words that I wanna spill to those that has left marks in my life... But life is all about impermenance and changes.. I admit I feel insecure most of the time.. towards my surroundings, towards the people around me.. so I always tend to keep things back to myself...*Random*

Always I happen to do things I end up regretting.. Things that I myself feel so stupid over it.. when things happen, Its just me myself and I that shall be blame... The more I wanna make things better, the worst I made things.. I shall b glad I have forgiving people around me to forgive me and giving me chances to improve and change..

Thank you for being there

for forgivng

for cheering me up during the bad times

for sharing my happiness and sorrow

for teaching me

for guiding me

for all that you have done

I shall hope to not let you down again...