Saturday, September 23, 2006

I’m feeling very restless now… I have been feeling like dis since this morning… don’t ask me WHY I really dunno… if I knew the reason then I wouldn’t b like dis now… GOSH!!!!

I want to know wat is wrong with me… I haven been really myself lately… I have work to do but yet I always end up sitting in front of my laptop, looking at the screen and stoning away…I am so sick of this thing happening I want to stop it from happening but I dunno the reason behind it… I dunno how 2 pull myself out of dis shit…

I’ve been sleeping a lot dis two days… after class I come home n go straight to sleep till my mom wakes me up for dinner…yesterdat i ahd an essay 2 write, a draft for my short story and my math assaignment... I only manage to do half of my Math assignment, 1paragraph of my essay.. i wasn't at all able 2 concentrate n do my work.. I got so pist off with myself i off my laptop and went 2 sleep... because of the idiot side of me, I had 2 bring my laptop 2 college today 2 rush the work I was suppose 2 do yesterday.. I am so so so hopeless lately... today I slept from 3pm till 6.30pm… watch tv, ate my dinner n was stoning away… ate supper n now stoning in front of my laptop having mix feelings which I have no idea wat izzit all about…

I think I better go n sleep now be4 my mood gets worst… I can feel its coming.. nitez people… ignore this post…

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