Last weekend has been quite a tough weekend... FRI SAT N SUN..3 continuous day was people close at heart leaving to Aussie.... Friday was Wai Chien Leaving to Melb for her 1year exchange... Saturday was Yee Teng leaving back to Melb to get her PR and to get a job there.. Sunday was JianHwa leaving to Perth to further his studies... Each of them has taken a part of me together when they left...
There is so much that I wanna say but words aren't there to express...
It is raining so heavily outside and thundering.. I dunno why I chose to blog at this moment when I know at any given time, the thunder might just struck and there goes my laptop.. just 5mins ago, the electricity tripped..
Chinese new year is Half way gone already.. Didn't have much of the CNY feel this year.. probably because for the 1st time since I was born, I didnt go back to Ipoh for CNY.. Every year without fail, we'll go back to Ipoh on the 2nd day of CNY for at least a nite.. This year is entirely in KL so it just feel like normal.. There is almost no one around town n everyone is back at their home town celebrating CNY... During the CNY break, I went for a 2days trip down to Malacca with Melissa, Fan, Han, Kamtong and Teck Ming.. to me, it is a small holiday... a break from work out of town.. free and easy... slow pace.. no rushing.. it was a good trip... relax but not considered rest cos we stayed up till 5am so we got kinda exhausted by the end of the trip..
Back to work today.. Office is very very quiet.. A lot of people are either still on Leave or they went for the company Tour... from the time i entered office till lunch, I was sorting documents and when I get back from lunch I continued sorting documents till almost 3pm.. finish up the rest of the work and i still had 15mins to spare before i clock out at 5pm.. so i was reading The Star on9 news paper to kill time...
Someone close at heart....
For the times we don't talk
For the times we can't stop talking
To the times we laugh
To the times we cry
During the times we sing
At the wrong melody and lyrics
Under the sun we walk
Under the rain we run
Journey of life never stops
U have play an important part in me
For who I am today
I have truly understood
What is giving from within
Not expecting returns
But only to see a Smile on your face
You made me a better person
Experiencing the happiness that money can't buy
To know how to care for others
To be more sensitive towards others
To think before I talk
To think of others but not only myself
U have been there with me
Thru thick and thin
Thru rain and sun
Thank you for all that u've done
No matter where the future leads us
It doesn't matter how far apart we are
You will always be close to me
A place in the heart that will never fade
And I will always be your friend
To be there in times of need
Still there even if you don't need me
Hey people!!!! Chinese New Year is round the corner... BUT a lot of people are falling sick... most are down with cough and/or flu..... Please people!!! take good care of yourselves.. drink loads of water and stay healthy ya!!!!!
I have been enjoying my days... Passing everyday with new memories and learning new things... Exhausted and tired but its worth for all that I've gain in return... Work is so far still okay, just that workloads are getting more n more, responsibility also more and more HENCE OT also more!!!!! bare in mind its unpaid OT cos intern doesn't get paid for doing OT... Spending times with my darlings have been great too...
Sure hope this is gonna be a smooth sailing year ahead....
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Time has come to bid goodbye to 2008 and the arrival of 2009......... Have a great year ahead everyone!!!!!!!!!!!! Hugs and Kisses...
It was a quiet and pleasant new year eve for me.. I truly enjoy the quiet n calmness to welcome a brand new year and spending it with those that is dear to me... muaxx... As those close to me would know I will never miss the fireworks... This year there was a slight change of place to watch the fireworks... I was on the way home to watch the fireworks from the playground... I was outside 1utama just 2min drive away from home and it was only 11.55pm.. Suddenly I heard the fireworks... I look forward and I saw the curve have started shooting fireworks, than 1utama followed.. the traffic wasn't moving so Wai Chien and I sat in the car looking at the fireworks that shooting up to the sky from 1utama n The Curve.. I was superbly engross and admiring the fireworks.. My neck got abit stiff after the entire 15mins but to me its all worth.. hahaha... I watch the fireworks from my car... Anyway this year, the fireworks from 1utama is nicer than the Curve... I just LOVE fireworks...........
After that it was a superb early morning spent at Melissa's place.. I reach her hse around 2.15am when most people left already.. spend a nite (rather its morning d) at her place.. help her clean up and everything it was already almost 6am...chatted with Melissa till 7am only we went to sleep in the guess room.. Fan was knock out d so he was sleeping in the guess room as we chatted in her room.. As good start of the year, I went over to my grandps'a place after a mere 4hour of sleep to help my aunt make Chinese new year cookies..
I am mentally n physically exhausted as I am ending this post.. I truly believe and will try my very best to make this a better year.. A more improved me... Mistakes shall be avoided and lessons have been well learnt.. It has been a full year of serious ups and downs.. Sincerly I would like to apologize to those who I've done wrong, offended, upset in any way... and I would also like to thank everyone for making 2008 such a memorable year for me..
The Start of a new year, a new vision, a new mission...
I lost my dear Pillow!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Disappointed, sad and angry... I couldn't relocate it.. Pretty sure it wasn't me that lost it.. It should have fell off my car when my brothers fren got down the car when he went out with my car on Tuesday nite... but how can they not realise!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh!!!!!really upset.........
Pillow oh my dear Pillow.. where are u??? I am mourning over you as I cannot find you.. I wouldn't be able to see you anymore... You have been my accompany for a whole complete year, going to places with me.. I am never alone in the car because u were there for me, giving comfort to me.. A great companion u were passing through crying n laughing days with me.. You have been something that is so dear to me... I was lost and completely speechless when I realise u were gone.. You aren't just any random pillow.. You meant something to me and u were a gift to me........ I am sorry I lost u... I miss u dearly!!!!
A quick and short updates........
I am dead tired now as I am typing this post...
To those of you who don't know, I am working now.. I started my internship last Thursday and will be working till 28th of February.. Uni starts on 2nd March.. which means there is No More Holidays for me but oni Working.. I am working 6days a week.. Monday to Friday, Saturday Half day.. So far I am enjoying my work, even though everyday also I will work overtime and Never Have i left office sharp at 5pm it really doesnt matter.....
Life has been pretty good so far.. Good as in nothing bad happen.. life is just normal.. the only bad thing that happen was my result... I failed one subject... Never have i expect it to happen but yet it happen.. So all I can do it to accept the fact and face the cruel reality...
more to update soon.. off to sleep now!!!! its almost 12am..
The sun rises every morning and the moon takes over in the nite.. Everyday is a new start, a brand new page in life.. there are many phases in life that we have go through.. Life is never smooth running as it comes with loads of ups and down...It comes in a package.. we have brought it together with us when we very 1st arrive in this world.. Know that we're never alone walking in our lifes.. There is always someone that is there by ur side through thick n thin, ups n down, sun or rain.. never give up on u, never leave u alone.. Believe in urself.. Ur inner strenght is the drive that will pull you through.. We decide how we wanna walk the path...
Group Picture
Michie's birthday is on the 15/11 and Adam's birthday was on the 14/11, so they blow the cake together..
MIchie and Adam
Chee Hoe has planned and prepare a surprise for Michie as we count down for her birthday... KimHan took charge of keeping Michie in Republic while Agus, Chee Chan and I help Chee Hoe prepare his surprise.. OMG, he was such a sweet friends.. he has wrap alluminuim foil around 171 candles all by himself...
Arranging and lighting up the candles..
TA DAA..... Chee Hoe's Master Piece with the birthday gal...
Picture with Michie and her candles
Last but not least, Me and the Birthday gal
Than it was Adam's birthday party last Friday...
Angie, Me, Adam, Michie and Elaine
Picture of people from Monash and Adam
After Adam's party, I went out with Kam Tong and Soo Fan... we were suppose to go yamcha and Soo fan had a better suggestion that supposedly its a nice place to chill.. Bukit Gasing.. we went there and actually I find that place very scary and dangerous.. We chill there for awhile and had our "drinking" session.. a superbly healthy drinking session.. cos we drank Chocolate milk... haha another of Soo Fan's brilliant idea...
Saturday was Wai Jane's 21st birthday party... I went out earlier to Midvalley with Kamtong to buy her birthday present and than head back to my hse to wrap her present and made her birthday card.. I was to wrap the present and Kamtong to make the card... The twins can and pick us and head down to WaiJane's party around 8.45pm... We were so hungry and so 4 of us ate a lot...
Me and the birthday gal WaiJane
Me, Kayin, KamTong, WaiJane, SooFan, SooHan... the CHS people in her party
After WaiJane's party was Fairytale drinking session in Melissa's hse... we 1st went back to my hse so I can get my clothes and some drinks, than to Kamtong's hse to get some more drinks and than to 7-11 to get the mixers and than finally to Melissa's hse to start our bonding session... Jhwa came n join us at Mel's hse.. OMG we laugh so much that We were trying to catch our breath cos of the game.. Kamtong was the GOner that nite.. Because of him, I am saved from being the goner.. thank god... anyway I am still waiting for Mel to send me the pics!!!!
Kam Tong fell asleep in the Mamak... after drinking at mel's place
I am still stoning and wasting my time doing nothing at home everyday.. I still haven get any job... Just went for another interview on Monday and will have to wait till end of this week if I get the internship job...
Exams are over and I am officially on Holidays already.. 4months of holiday................... I was waiting for hols so eagerly but now when its here, I am so bored of doing nothing at home... Have been applying for internship but getting no response.. so for now, I am rotting at home everyday... my daily routine goes around, sleep-eat-watch tv-on9... sooner or later, my mom is gonna kick me out of the house to do something...
There is so much that has happen so here is just the brief updates...
BISDS Appreciation nite falls on the 1st November... The event was held in the mist of my exam period.. I am glad that I was given a chance to be part of it... It was such a nite to remember... I had move around, ran around so much for preparation as well as for the beginning of the event.. from asoka hall to resource room to main gate to canteen to car park... I was to be found anywhere.. the amount of steps I took come up to kilometers of distances in total.. But it was all worth it.. Special thanks to Han, Fan and Ktong for coming to help me.. A personal help i got from them.. The event went on quite smoothly with just a lil hiccups here n there.. things was all in our controls.. The performances were great.. The slide show was excellent... the food was not too bad I heard... By the end of the event, I could barely get myself to move.. With the cooperation from all, help and guidance, we have made it happen together...
Exams was like HELL... TORTUROUS.. my previous post is enough to express the stress i was having.. I am glad that exams is over.. It was such a dreadful 3weeks... I have no idea what I am going to do for my 4months holiday...Its has only been 2weeks and I am dying already... I am still looking for job but i still have not get any response yet...
November 8, 2008 marks the beginning of a new journey of life for the both of them..
Chui Yoong and Kam Fai
I attended their wedding dinner in Flower Drum KL... It was such a splendid nite... The nite that after SOOOO OO long that we manage to gather everyone again... It was always atleast a missing someone whenever there is gathering... and now on this auspicious nite, we all came together to wish and congratulate this sweet couple who finally tie the knot after so many years.. =>
My IMC paper is an hour away... I am so stress now.. I cannot remember anything... I am getting nervous breakdown... I wanna cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I tried every way to make myself feel better, to not fee so stress but nothing is working.. I can feel my hand is shivering, my body is shivering.....
Here I am blogging again..
I am still in the library trying to understand trade finance... glad now I am understanding something... but can this little something help me pass my paper tomorrow??? Will I be able to remember it and write it back out tomorrow?? Will what I understand come out for exam tomorrow??? I dunno... I just can hope to pass... Nothing more than that I will ask for...
I need a fully functional brain to understand Trade finance.. its so complicated to me.. My brain is only half functioning now!!! oh gosh!!!!
Off i'm going back to stick my face into my lecture notes...
Two Papers down and two more to go...
This is my 3rd semester in Monash.. My 3rd time sitting for end semester examination... BUT....... This is the 1st time I did not go for a toilet break during exams... This is the 1st time I did not put a single sweet into my mouth during exam.. This is the 1st time I did not drink a sip of water during the exam... This is the 1st time I didn't spend more than 5min staring into the space during the exam... This is the 1st time that I notice there is rarely people who goes for toilet break... This is the 1st time that I seen no one left the exam hall early.. There is so many 1st time that I encountered today... I was STRESS...
International Financial Management... was the paper I had today.. I really have to salute the guy that sat next to me cos he did the examination without a Calculator... out of 6 questions, there is 3 that requires calculation... not those 1+1 = 2 simple calculation... its the more complicated where u have to convert the currencies, multiply into thousands etc... so I guess Its just either he is so good and fast in calculation tt he doesn't need a calculator, or he just plain gave up on this paper.. I went in exam hall quite confident but came out feeling quite bad and nowfelling horrible as I realise there is more mistake I made.. All I can hope now is that I pass this Paper..
I had my Marketing Research Method paper last Thursday.. Wasn't too bad hopefully nothing goes wrong and I pass the paper...
My Next paper is on Friday which is a day away... I totally freak out on this paper.. Trade Finance and Foreign Exchange... I totally cannot understand a single thing I am reading... I am just so clueless on how i'm gonna walk in the exam hall on Friday hoping to pass when I know nothing...
My last paper fall on 5th november.. Next Wednesday... Integrated Marketing Communication..
Not aiming high.. I will be glad that I pass my papers... just abit more expectation to get credit but well PASSING all is my Biggest hope...
十字路口
人的一生, 都会走到许许多多的十字路口...
小时候, 当我们走到十字路口的时候, 都有父母帮我们决定方向... 带领我们继续向前走, 走向光明... 父母从不会带领我们走向黑暗... 当我们渐渐长大了,父母也开始慢慢的放手让我们自己决定我们要走的方向... 让我们学习独立, 让我们从错误中学习, 学会跌到了就要勇敢的爬起来.. 不放弃...
走到十字路口, 脚步都会慢下来... 因为需要思考下一步... 很多时候,去到十字路口就会感到无奈与无助... 很矛盾, 不知道应该向左走还是向右走或是继续向前走.... 虽然如此, 始终都需要做个决定, 继续我们人生的路程...
每当我们决定了方向就相等与我们放弃了其他的选择... 很多时候, 放弃了, 就相等于失去了... 没办法再回头改变方向...
选择了就要勇敢继续向前进....
Exams are really round the corner... It starts NEXT THURSDAY....
Good luck and all the best to ALL that will be sitting for exams...
Work hard and Study Smart!!!!! Take good care of yourselves... Non of us can afford to fall sick at this moment of time....
GOOD LUCK PEEPS
The other day when my msn personal message was "MRM MRM MRM.. Making me cry"... Dear YiXiong @ aba came asking me who was making me cry... I told him its not a person, its the subject I am taking which is called Marketing Research Methods (MRM) and the assignment is killing me and making me cry... Suddenly, Kamtong called me.. Asking me who made me cry?? Who is MR.M... He said YiXiong told him to call me, cos I am crying... I was so stun cos i already told Yixiong MRM is a subject not a person.. Kamtong was so speechless and he wanted to call yixiong that is all the way in Moscos to scream at him... haha...
As I was chatting with Yixiong now, I got the full story of what he told Kamtong the other day.. This Yixiong is so lame.... Read below =>
gyx says: haha i bluff kamtong that mrm is mr.m
Looking For the light of Life says:
yes i know, he called me
gyx says: HAHAHA
Looking For the light of Life says:
and i said i told u d is MRM not MRm.. than he was like wth!!! stupid aba bluff me
gyx says: lol haha i told him mr.m is ur new bf.. and u are sad coz he dun wanna watch movie with u haha I just Love my aba... always and constantly entertaining me with his lameness... BISDS has been a home to me for many many many years... I have been there since I was 6 years old if i'm not mistaken... I spend most my Sundays there from a young student, to a youth and now to be the staff serving the school.... I know all of us love BISDS for a reason.. The Kalyana Mitra's is the biggest reason and motivation for us to look forward to Sundays...
Today, I have discover that there is this someone who has a very very special and unique way to express her love to BISDS.... I proudly present you
KELLY TAN
She has put all the little flags on her head like decorations to express her unconditional love to the school... This can truly show how much she love BISDS..
Kelly, I am very kind d to put this pic and not the other picture I took that can see ur face clearly..
Exam is approaching.. But what am I doing??????????? ARGH...
Talk to me
You speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby
Don't fade away
You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away
Who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we're the same
And i know that we'll never change
Look i bought your favourite ice cream
I dont wanna see it melt away
If you walk out now
I don't know if we're gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause i want you to stay here with me
The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where i know i won't forget
And now, who’s to say, we’ll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don’t wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we’re the same
And I know that we'll never change
look I bought your favorite ice ream
I don’t want to see it melts away
If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
I want you to stay here with me
My New Phone fell on the floor yesterday.... IT FELL ON THE FLOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAM IT...
When my phone fell on the floor, I couldn't react to what happen... I was speechless, I couldn't say a word... I can feel the pain piercing right into my heart... I just pick up the phone and continue walking... Even thou my phone is in the pouch, but the fact that it fell on the fall, the impact the fall stills bothers me till now... :"(
When I decide to move on, I still end up at the same spot... Even if I manage to move forward a step, I will end up talking half step behind again...
Its reaching the end of week 12... Finally all Assignments are done... All Submitted and all left is Exam.... Cross fingers that I will pull through all my Assignments and not get ANYMORE FAILED assignments back..I cannot afford to fail anymore assignments if I want to pass all my subjects... Exams is just 13days away.. My exam falls on
23 October 2008 - Marketing Research Methods
29 October 2008 - International Financial Management
31 October 2008 - Trade Finance and Foreign Exchange
5 November 2008 - Integrated Marketing Communication
I dunno how I am going to Pull it through BUT I have to make sure I pull through it... STUDY STUDY STUDY....
